The Venus Diaries (2011 to now)

In 2011 I started keeping a record called the Venus Diaries both here on my blog and on facebook of the journey through the stars and planets and ascension consciousness. As we find ourselves diving back into the heart (Venus retrograde in Leo) a Firey mix of love and passion and compassion engulfs us. All that we held as true might come up for looking at again and all that we viewed as our own idea of love will be shown to be the tip of the iceberg of what love really is.

Both Venus retrograde and now Chiron to (wound) we are going in deeper into the psyche of our soul. How we have played the history of love out in this world and others. Between now and Wednesday this week we will have a deeper reflection of what we view as our heart and even more so as we go through to October when Venus is back shining once again. She is not dimmed by this journey into the abyss she is going back to rescue what was left in the wilderness and gather the heart of who she really is. Let your heart be free of the burden of carrying the world Beloved for the Goddess of Love resides in us all and She is the one lighting our way on this part of the journey. The rest of this blog is from 2016 but it has come up to be shared again as it is meant for now. Keep flowing Beloved friends. Keep going and keep knowing your heart is shining like the flame it is for others too.

HOSTING YOUR HEART (FROM THE VENUS DIARIES 2015/16)

MAR I A M

The planets are conspiring to allow us to enter a time of deep reflection and hope.   There comes a moment in our lives when we will cease to be moved by great words and wisdom of others and find it in our own guidance.   This is the time for such an event and you are being given the rare opportunity you have asked for.   You might not think it to be so as you feel adrift on the ocean of your life and struggling a little with the emotional backdrop of the world itself.   You are Divine.   But what if you knew in being Divine you were divine all along.   You were not meant to find your divinity perhaps? Maybe you were to find your human-ness… your journey to the soul is one of the clock itself.   Twelve spaces of a ticking clock that matches the rythm of your heart.   A heart that is beating since the world began.   The first spark set off this motion and you have been listening to it ever since.   You have heard it in every part of the Universe.   When you remember yourself as a star you remember that low rythmn of the planet and constellation you belong to humming out your name with the gentle beat of a tone that will strike a chord when you make your journey to Earth once again.    I have found the journey to be one of complete surrender to Self.   In finding God in the Self.   Remembering the voice within you that is the Host of all Hosts.   You.   The Host voice is the one closest to God.   You become the server, in service to yourself.   You guide yourself to the right place and in the right time, with the guidance of the Host, you will be brought to each space that has a rythmn for your heart to remember.   It all seems quite simplistic and indeed it is.   You are your own guide!!  You are your own Angel.   And there are multitudes of angels who know you and walk beside you.  

Why is the road so hard Beloveds.   Because in the end, at the time of awakening, you do not become Divine, you become Human.    This is your resurrection.   You become the real human again.   Not the one who seeks the guru outside or has a need to replay the dramas of old with karma, but the human who sows seeds of divinity in acts of love.    Small acts, Big ones it doesn’t really matter.  But the first Beloved, must be to yourself.    Before you pass this mortal coil you will make the journey of a spiral within and it will take you through the Zodiac of the Soul and you will have a rollercoaster of events in your life.   They will bring you great happiness, sadness at times, complete desolation and isolation when you are in the house of Pluto, the Soul itself.   Neptune will bring you the dreaminess and awareness of Divinity again so as to give you the hope you had lost.    Jupiter will guide you to the Sun in your heart.   It will bring you to the great doors of the Temple of YOU..    You first start the journey of the soul in the sign of Aries, it does not matter which sign you are born into in this life you are residing in.   Aries is the I Am presence of the Soul.   It presents itself in the child born into this world as a completely divine being and borne in the perfection of God.   You will be handed to parents who may be in a different aspect of their lives and working through the mind, Gemini.   They may be in the House of Mercury, the twin… duplicity and conversations with the head!!!   They have forgotten the Arian seed that was the I Am in them and they are taking the journey through the 12 aspects of themselves  to once  more find the spark that was a small child with a big dream of coming here just to be Human.   They would fight it all the way to find divinity and be at peace.   But all divinity would bring would be a small sojourn into an altered state of awareness, one we have as our atmosphere in this realm.  You return to that in your sleep and in meditation and that is as is should be.   When the life of the Zodiac and the ancient one is complete on earth you return through the Eye of Pisces, the Fish.   The Great Neptune the Water and Zeus will guide you through a very earthly life of finding your feet while flowing in the watery emotions of that sign.    But the Fish is one of great misunderstanding.   It has a depth and knowledge known to you as the Knowledge of Salmon in wisdom and teachings. (Mary’s teachings through Thoth).   

The Stars and planets are in direct alignment to the seasons for the very reason you are – the spaceman or woman having the experience of Earth again.   You came here to be on the planet Gaia and She held your image in the deepest part of her in the Caves of Creation.   Every path of the Zodiac Soul you walked you would have left your imprint with her so as to catalogue each journey and have a reference within your DNA.   The more journeys you make to Earth  the more stars and constellations will develop and a million galaxies are your stories of being Human!!    This also relates to your family and ancestors and there is nothing in their lives that needs clearing by you.   They walked the path of the Zodiac and the ancient one too, but maybe stayed within one of the twelve aspects rather than complete the cycle, so as to come again and journey to the path of Human once more.

Whatever part of your journey you are on, there is always a chance, a second one and a third one and more to become Human.   To have the awareness of divinity and to be in the space of knowing you are everything and need nothing.   The secret to the journey then becomes You.  And whatever that You needs to help you make the journey around the spiral of the Zodiac comes your way!!  The teacher, the lover the friend the sustenance of the Self is yours when you listen to the Host, the guide, the You that is Divine in the nature of your Human- ness.    Maybe you are the prophet Beloved, you are the one who can write the words of all teachings?  Because within you there is cast the threads of all words ever said or uttered and held in the stars and galaxies.  Will you listen to You and know you know best.   The dark voice, the Ego the little being of the inhuman is the gauge, the monitor if you will.    It can become a big voice that wears a lovely big cloak and has the nature of a Divine Being who is untouchable by another human.   That is a very lonely place to be beloveds.   It is also a very dark place to be as that attracts all the thoughts of other egos who are Divine in their inhumanity, and the Host self is lost to the voice of others, not able to hear the pure sweetness that is the elixir of their soul.   The journey is one of completeness when you step through the door of Self and are greeted by the human being you are.    This human knows of life, knows of the planets and the stars everyone searches for the love of self.   

Be very kind to yourselves Beloveds for you are very special and very loved as a Divine Being here in the Universe.  But you are also loved for being very human and very beautiful.

Ma ri am

Blessed be your journey back to Self.

Caroline (Aphrodite Venus Diaries 2011 and beyond)