11.11. 2017……the other side of YOU.

11.11 THE PILLARS OF BABYLON.  THE BRONZE AGE OF AWAKENING OCCURS NOW WITH THE ALIGNMENT OF THE PLANETS COVERING 144,000 PORTALS WITH THEIR RAYS OF LIGHT.    THESE PORTALS ARE LOCATED AT POINTS OF SACRED SITES AROUND THE EARTH.    THEY HOLD THE VIBRATION OF THE 144,000 WHO CAME HERE TO LEAVE THEIR MARK …THEIR KNOWING THERE.    WHEN WE WALK THEIR PATH WE ARE NOT FOLLOWING THEM WE ARE WALKING WITH THEM.     SIX YEARS AGO ON 11.11.11 A DOWNLOAD FLOODED THE CONSCIOUSNESS FROM THE EARTH.    IT WAS THE DESIRE TO BE ONE WITH THE BELOVED SELF AND YET IT WAS TO SEARCH FOR THE TWIN OR BELOVED OUTSIDE OF OUR OWN HEARTS.     THIS JOURNEY BROUGHT BOTH LOVE AND HEARTACHE TO MANY WHO VENTURED OUT ONTO THE SPIRITUAL COMPASS OF A JOURNEY CALLED “THE WAY.”    THE GODDESS AND DIVINE FEMININE WAS BEGINNING TO STIR SO ARDENTLY WITHIN US THAT WE WERE MOVED TO LITERALLY MOVE…TO WALK ALONG A PATH WE REMEMBERED ONLY FROM HISTORY BOOKS OR IN SOME SMALL WAY FROM OUR SOUL AS A YEARNING TO KNOW MORE.     WHAT HAS CHANGED FOR YOU SINCE THAT TIME?   WHAT HAS BEEN YOUR JOURNEY?    TODAY IS A TIME OF RECOLLECTION, REFLECTION AND REMEMBERING.    IT IS TIME.   ARE YOU READY BELOVEDS?

THE PLANETS ARE PLACED AND LINED UP.

Mercury in Sagittarius (ruled by Jupiter)

Venus in Scorpio (ruled by Mars and Pluto)

Mars in Libra (ruled by Venus)

Jupiter in Scorpio (ruled by Mars and Pluto)

Saturn in Sagittarius (ruled by Jupiter)

Uranus (retrograde) in Aries (ruled by Mars)

Neptune (retrograde) in Pisces

Pluto in Capricorn (ruled by Saturn)

Chiron (retrograde) in Pisces

The Sun is in Scorpio.  Yesterday the last quarter of the Moon was exact, when the Sun in Scorpio forms a square with the Moon in Leo.    This last quarter Moon phase points to a crisis of consciousness.   Scorpio (death/rebirth) with all its passion of Mars and fire,   is stirring something in us so deeply that we may not even recognize these feelings and emotions.   It is beyond what was our understanding.   We are emerging through the gateway of 11.11 and the Soul is crying out for us to listen… to know … that THIS IS IT… the gateway to walk the path up to the big doorway!!  And that doorway is the light show of 2020.    We are preparing the way with our thoughts and ways of thinking.   How we manage our own feelings.   How we evaluate what we are being given as information with our hearts reaction.   Do I do what was the old tried and tested way or do I really do what I know to be the right thing… the feeling and knowing of my heart guiding me.    This is all about the New Age spirituality being tested to the core of your very being.    Maybe the “new age” awakened beings are really the old karmic humans who have been walking back to the heart of ancient faith.   Understanding, Knowing and Feeling.     Along the way we went as far as we could away from the Self.   The 11.11.11 gateway was a door to enter to the ocean of humanity awakening to love.    The love we were told was an eternal one where we would find the mirror image of ourselves and come to the understanding that we came here to find the “twin” or “beloved” and we did.    It was just the one who stared back at us from the mirror!     The Beloved Self is a vision to behold.   It cradles your heart like God holding a dove.    And yet we, as humans, are very very human!   We like to voice how aware we are and how many signs we have received, because we need the reassurance from others that we are being acknowledged for our own guidance!    Yet that guidance is ancient.   It is eternal, timeless and governs our past and our future.    No psychic can guide you.   No famed Medium or Healer can help you if you see it as being in their hands to tell you.    They can show you the signpost you are exhibiting in your own aura and in what you hold as your own story.    The tell tale signs are the patterns you repeat Beloveds.    We all repeated them, with people and situations and we sought the ultimate, the twin flame or Beloved to save us from the tedium of a life of uncertainty and commitments.     And at the heart of it all Beloveds is… we did not know our Self.     We avoided the self at all costs.   We had so many guides and assistance from our Angels who would comfort us when we knew we had been led astray or had ignored our hearts and followed the masses.    And as those voices recede and we hear our own voice talking to us from deep within, we are confused, dismayed and more than a little alarmed!    All these names in history who have guided us and who are our idols…have feet of clay if we cannot see ourselves as having their divinity in our own image in human form.

The gateway today is one of emerging from the waters of dependence on hoping and wishing to be somewhere else, anywhere other than where you are and in the situation you find yourself, to a place of understanding what brought you here!   We have gone through so many transitions this year with the North Node and South Node in Leo and Aquarius …changing places ….. and the metaphor is the heart taking over from the head.   And not in a dizzy little silly way.   But acknowledging your heart as the voice of the Divine.    When that voice talks to you with feelings and emotions, listen.    If it talks you down or scolds you for being, stupid, not worthy etc. you are not listening to your heart you are hearing the lower vibrations of the consciousness of control.     How can you be as a free as a bird when you hear a voice that says you will be happy in….the future…in some how or some way…When Beloved you can be happy just now in whatever condition you might be in, if you know you are held as gently as a feather by the Beloved Self.   You are caressed as a softly as a newborn being held by its beloved mother for the first time.     But this is a re-learning.    We have been guided not to feel too much… not to listen to the “voice” that nudges us…just in case.    And these teachings are strong!   They take a hold of our journey to freedom as we have been encased in the cultural and religious teachings as well as ancestral threads!

Now with Scorpios scornful glare in the sky squaring to the Moon we are diving into the ancient story of a soul who is like a pilgrim with amnesia.    Slowly awakening.   Actions and reactions dawning on you.   Emotions will be raw.   At the level of overwhelming at times!   But let them come up and let them engulf you and surrender.    Say sorry, be sorry and forgive!  For God’s sake forgive!!!!    Because if you still can’t see that forgiveness is another gateway to awakening you will stand at the doors with the key in your hand until you become a pile of dust……Condone and forgive are two entirely different words.   They have two separate meanings and they both destroy people.    Let us see them as the Bronze Pillars of Babylon that were shaped in the image of the pillars in the Temple of the Lord himself.       The metaphors of the teachings will start to become your knowledge again.    You will read the ancient texts and know them without saying “this is so patriarchal and old and nothing to do with the age we live in.”   It has everything to do with the age we live in.   The story is just a story of overcoming the Self …the ultimate surrender that was told in the sacrifice of Jesus’ story and others who came before.    But it is Jesus’ story.   The one that was left for us to decipher we must listen to and heed.     We have been allowed the luxury of being like small children playing with the toys that were ignorance and greed and yet they brought us nothing.   They were hollow victories for everyone.    Everyone who seeks more than material satisfaction now knows ownership of material value means you carry it as your story.   You become what you own, the car, the house, the good name etc.    and that is fine if you have the comfort you crave from all material value.   But if you are hollow inside.   If you fear the future.   If you call to the heavens and ask for proof.   Then Beloved you are leaving behind the victory of being right all the time, the arrogance of having more than your neighbour either materially or morally.    The irritations of the life you lead are showing you through this gateway that you seek more because you know what you thought you knew to be true is in fact just down to perspective.     We are all leading a life of hoping and trying our best.   That lotto win would sort it all out.   But believe me, it is not the answer to your prayers.   The answer, if there is one, is you need to know your Self.   In every way.   Every dark corner of meanness, unkindness, judgmental and arrogance, to know you are not that.    You are capable of greatness because Gods temple walks the Earth as you.     But if you leave those doors open and allow something lesser to enter you dishonour that temple and God.    You become the seeker again.   When you were more.    You start the whole process of looking for the answers when it is the attitude you hold (I hold!) that is the answer to happiness.     Say what you mean and mean what you say.    Be honourable.    Because when we are not you feel it as being slightly less divine….any act or emotion we display becomes the weight of the world on our shoulders if we do not admit to ourselves.    I was wrong, I am sorry, please forgive me.

At 11.11 tonight we are walking through the gateway of Orion with the ancient Pluto watching us.   The planet Chiron (the wounded healer) still hoping we will “get it” that we are the wound!    And the healing takes place when we see the wound is the human and the divine being calling out to us…the Self.     and God knows.   It is not fashionable to talk about God I know that.   In the Healing world and the alternative therapies and new age treatments there was a preference for us being healed by physical healers who channeled the energy for us and held the space.    Now I know that to be the tip of the ice berg.    If you have ever lay on a plinth or had healing with a lovely well intentioned healer or therapist, know that they were a witness to You.   And it is a privilege.    And the best healers know this.   They guide you back to you.    And I know I am eternally grateful for those I have met who do this.

The word Alchemy is an ancient word…. one we love to think about as magical and turning lead into gold.     What if it is turning around how you perceive yourself.     Being very honest.   Very caring and very loving to yourself.    And not holding bitterness or anger for others actions or reactions.    Walking away from it…with only your Divine Self guiding you to listen to your heart.   What happens then you might say!  Well…. it is then the synchronicity we had been searching for everywhere starts to display itself in every day actions.   We are once again in the right place at the right time and hearing something we are meant to hear.   All we search for desperately becomes like cosmic menu we order from by being Us.   The magic we thought only existed in books is revealed in the world through the veils hidden from us until we were honest enough to enter the gateway marked Self.    Not by wishing we were someone else or by living in the future by hoping for the best.   Faith is the word.    Faitum.   Destiny.    Arrives in the moment we are in when we listen and really listen to our own guidance honestly and without fooling ourselves.     There is more to this world that we know…..and we have become lazy to the skills of knowing.    It takes nurturing and discipline and it comes very easy when we know our Self.!     Only the brave will enter the doorway of Self…and Beloveds you are brave… we all are.   Call on the one who showed us the way and his arms are outstretched to you to help you find You again.

Thank you Jesus for the Miracle of 11.11 …

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caroline keogh