The Race

And you are tired. You are lost in the momentum of moving into twists and turns of shifts and stories of something called life that is pushing you to change and turn away from something that you thought was the way forward.

And yet to find the missing piece of why we go through the cycles of change we have to go back to the very beginning. Before life itself. The moment when you were spurred on to move towards Mother the Egg and the spark happened and you were conceived. That was the first race we take on this journey and it becomes the life we live. To continually grow and evolve we pursue and the world shows us we must compete and race with each other to become a successful human and yet something in us is lost and it is searching.

The paradigm we enter in September brings us to move further into the heart of why we are here and who we might really be. But for that to happen we have to stop believing in the race to become and accept the human we are in the human race. To acknowledge it and see it for what it is – an ever changing and evolving state of consciousness while relying on the deeper understanding of the divine being a part of us. To surrender. To cease to want to compete in every area of our lives or feel we are less if we have not achieved a result of winning. Because the only reason we came here is to meet the divine in human form within us. To accept that we do not have to race towards it or reach out somewhere in the wilderness for it. That before we even made our first attempt to race towards an egg and be conceived that we were in the cycle of evolution that was light conceived. In other words in any moment we can expand and grow and bear witness to a journey from the stars and also be very earthly.

Finding peace now is very important – more so than ever and when the books don’t bring it or the therapist can’t get you there you have to do one thing and say I surrender. To let it all go because when you let go of it all – the race to be anything or be the winner you find the heart takes over. The love of what you want to do returns. The love of people around you grows. The love of stillness is remembered and God’s voice grows louder in you. It is not an earthly message how can it be! It is something that we as humans find hard to describe as God is not in the race. We are. But what happens if we take ourselves out of the race and start to live for the love of the very moment you are in and acknowledge your existence. Acknowledging that you do indeed sit in a temple called YOU and God resides there. No religion covers it. Just you and God. Take refuge there when you can and sit with the wisdom
Of God’s silence for he started this journey with you and he watched you make your first
Race to Mother and the egg which is the cycle of the Great Mother. No one but you knows your story and yet He does. Sit in your temple today and watch the world from its holiness but do not be afraid to walk out into the World for you are in it but not part of it as Jesus says.

Of course we are drawn to the stars and planets because that is our origins! And they map out something for us in every cycle. We see the planet of human foundation and divine law (Saturn) go retrograde again in Pisces in September and it does not mean we return to old ways or struggles but perhaps we revisit a part of us that is the temple builder within. We clear out the old from our inner world and without dramas we see what is not worthy of our temple as we move into a new cycle. It is just good housekeeping!

And you never did anything wrong. You just evolved as you met new cycles. So as one day you could sit in the holy temple of YOU and reside with God. You had to grow as a human in the race to see it’s not about winning it’s about returning to YOU.

You are doing this!

Caroline xxx

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