DIVING DEEPER INTO YOU IS THE NEW WORLD! 25.1.2021

Key words for this week..

Silence. Observing. Witnessing. Compassion. Moving beyond ego. Letting the heart speak through love.

As we head towards the end of this month we are getting closer to the full moon in Leo (28th) and Mercury retrograde (30th). In one way you may feel that there is a building up as there usually is before a full moon but also, due to other planetary aspects such as the Sun squaring Mars today (25th) Mars in Taurus and even Chiron in Aries, you may feel as if you are walking through an emotional path of looking at your own responses with emotions and interactions. It is a deeply primitve time we are walking through in fact. Far from being the new age it is indeed a new world but an ancient parallel to our own personal soul history.

You may find yourself looking back at events and decisions with personal anger towards others or yourself and if that happens try to go beyond the initial feelings to see where they were held maybe initially by you in your own choices originally. In other words, where did we seek something or someone out to learn the biggest lessons and can we see it all now as the mystery school it really is and be grateful. I think more and more people can and it is so encouraging despite what we may see in the mainstream media.

We are finding ourselves facing ourselves this year and the fact that Saturn is in Aquarius makes it sudden lightbulb moments (planet Uranus) and Saturn making us dig a little deeper at the foundations of what we thought we had actually built as our personal story.

What will help us with this journey that we can tangibly search for each day to bring comfort. Personally for myself it is faith in God and Jesus through the Holy Spirit but also in a practical way it has been creativity. Keeping hands busy helps a wandering mind settle into the comfort of what the heart can create. It may be anything you find you can get lost in and that is ok. If it helps you, such as meditation or walking, gardening or just sitting with a duvet and a hot drink, then if it brings comfort and ease it is always right.

Silence while being in nature, or listening to gentle music and meditation or creating brings us closer to the being we are searching for in ourselves, the nurturing Mother.

When we interact with others we will need to stop and listen to what someone says clearly, letting them voice what they need to and only speaking when we know we are in our hearts and not reacting to what has been said. It is a discipline we are learning to follow.

Also I have found we do not need to have a verbal opinion on everything! The less we do the more we are in presence and what needs to be said, if anything, comes up to be heard. Going beyond ego’s little voice, we talk from an open full heart.

The soul is trying to witness the experience you are having, without judgment or opinion. The ego wants to shout ‘I have a point of view’ but the soul sees beyond the peripheral to see you are trying to find silence as peace for your heart and stillness to bring you closer to the voice of God in you. This is alchemy of the heart.

We won’t hear it outside, in a building or in a group or even in a state of strong opinion. It is only when the stillness of your heart lets the soul shine a light on your inner world of silence and walking in nature we can really listen and be guided.

The need to do is so strong with each of us! Our mission, Our role, our path!! Yet we are being asked if we can go back to the beginning and remember from a time of innocence how we lived. Simple and authentically, just being. Balance with routine and discipline is what brings order of the Divine nature out in us all. In prayerful meditation before any task or work is done makes it a blessing for all. Gratitude before a prayer is answered brings the prayer as a miracle when you least expect it. These are all things we are starting to remember.

The letting go of guilt is a huge part of the ego’s play to keep us in the game. It loves to see us wrestle with something that has no place in our present circumstances, be it an old memory from the past or something we have yet to achieve. It is the ego’s effective tool to use especially with a sensitive heart or an empath.

The need to be forgiven for wrong doings is played out as a part of awakening. The last vestitude of keeping you in ignorance has to be pushed through as if giving birth to yourself. Yet it surely takes one occasion for someone to say sorry with a contrite heart for forgiveness to truly happen. Then why does guilt come up as a red balloon on our horizons. It is the court jester seeking to put on one last show before the King/Queen as it knows it will be relegated to silence which is the ego’s nemessis, and your solution!

If thoughts prevail now as we go through this time, make sure you see them as red balloons and look for white ones also! The red you can pop with your dismissive avoidance of them and the white you may explore as they can be second chances to view memory with a lighter heart, and to review and let go of. A bubble of forgiveness! Maybe for something you found unforgiveable in yourself has to be forgiven.

The inner planes are calling us to take a journey we have not made in this lifetime yet.

One where we seek out silence to be in the library of the Soul where we all of our learning is kept in Divine order. This is called the Akash.

Can we be silent as we open this mighty tome to gently open its alchemic pages and rest with the greatest gift it gives us….God.

Caroline K.

New World Diaries 2021