Sep 17, 2018

 

And here you are. All awakened. Well kind of, a little sleepy and confused, but more knowing than you were last year or yesterday even. And the confusion that comes from that feeling of being awake is like a raw nerve being touched. All feelings are heightened and you like it. The downside is that all feelings are heightened to show you the truth of your actions and reactions! Oh ! never thought about that downside. But is it such a downside? No. How can it be when the decision making from an unaware state is done with a lot of hooks pulling from you. Any new decisions being made are from the place of being aware of why you make that decision and therefore no karma is involved. Well, if you do it without knowingly effecting the end game and with no intention to do it for the sake of hurting someone. The ascended self is slightly different to the transcended state. The feeling of ascension is of being above the status quo. A lofty place if you not used to the atmosphere. A transcendence is much more comfortable. It is just flowing through the mindless talk and actions happening to make you pick up your feet and make a move. It might be just a move of your awareness, a shift of consciousness. But for the Earth moving into the birth channel of a new dawn, we must enter the space of our rebirth also . Nothing happens on Earth that is not happening inside of us. Be authentic!! Be yourself!! What if you don’t know who you really are and you are waiting for a sign.. a decision to be made? What if you are not making decisions because you want someone else to do the work? That won’t work either.

And all this is in the name of Ascension. Do you think? What if this is all the game of Life we entered into to play! Sit and think perhaps and see the tension flow away beloved. What if you are so far up your own trousers you can’t see how you make so many wrong decisions by not making any!! And yet you are spiritual. You are aware. You are wonderful!! But at the end of that piece of string, you are human. The more I dive into the spiritual nature that is human, I realize the strength of our own innate nature. Innate as in the person we really are. Not a great spiritual being, but a flawed diamond in the raw who on another level is divine. The earthly one is very much the book of life waiting to have the blanks filled in. How uncomfortable it is for us to have people test us and not allow us the grace of being right!! Oh yes and how costly it is to be denied having the last say or even being listened to. All of these things do matter. They are part of the human psyche we draw upon to allow us the luxury of feeling safe and at peace.

And why do people encounter a spiritual journey? Why the need to search for something else that adheres to our understanding of what might be “home”. My understanding of it is we cannot bear the thought of just being human. The thought of that’s it. You are who you are and all the flaws and all the messed up nature of You is who you are. Gulp. Double gulp!! That is a bit hard to swallow beloveds. I need a Mr. Kipling for that one. But within the ‘You’ there are many Yous!! All waiting to be discovered and felt. Think of the journey of 12 with the One that was Jesus. The disciples…. the disciplines. The twelve aspects of human frailty and transformation that can be the 13th… the whole complete nature of human transformed into the divine. “And ye too shall do this.” And indeed I am sure there were doubting Thomas’ and “Judas'” and those who would show their human frailties undoubtedly letting down the 13th aspect of perfection, the Christ. And yet we all do this to ourselves. And it is wrong? Maybe not as wrong as we have been led to think.

What about just resting with the thought that it is ok to be who you are now and not in a dreamy state of the “evolved” you somewhere down the line. You were born looking for the finishing line. The line matters baby. So many people crossed the line with you!! You need to get to that line to know what is there. And on and on and on. The ley lines are on the Earth for me to discover and go to the spiritual centers I must follow!!! Yes, but the biggest lesson ever taught was how to ascend human nature. The leylines are the old footsteps of humans trying to find their way home. They are all home now and you here trying to find your way home… How to transcend the unknowing nature of humans who fail to see how their actions cause the good or the not so good. And the test is the ascension of the human into the divine. What is the divine? Is it a matter of God? How quickly people step up to say they don’t believe in God. It makes me weep for them while acknowledging they have a right to say it as human beings. But if we deny something because we cannot have proof we deny the nature of our own existence. The bottom line is we just want to belong. We want to feel we have a connection to someone, anyone!! And the irony is we cannot be around a big chunk of humanity because they offend us!! How the hell does that work? And yet we on the path to ascension!! The whole crazy mixed up scenario really makes your head hurt beloveds. So let us bring it down to a very simple process of just being.

1. Yes you messed up. Say sorry. Ask for forgiveness and have a cup of tea.

2. Yes you important. Dress important. Don’t act it. Believe it. In the quiet moments of just you in a room with a mirror walk up and say wow you are really the person I have waited for. I am so comfortable with you and even after all you have been told by people in the past you can forgive them and still be you!! You really know what life is!!

3. Don’t wait for anyone. Let them clear up their own stuff and keep moving. If they catch up well and good. If they don’t they weren’t part of your journey. Nothing lost nothing gained and all good.

4. No one else is doing better than you, they just good at playing the game!! It doesn’t matter what is going on in anyone’s life. Everyone has something that troubles them or makes them want to be somewhere else from time to time!

5. The spiritual journey is a very earthly one. Maybe, just maybe a certain beloved Jesus came here to prove that. And boy did he go all the way!

6. Keep kindness top of your list! Why? Because it is one of the easiest ways to make yourself feel a whole letter better about YOU! How wonderful to bestow kindness on another without any need of it being returned. The feeling of giving, the actual act of blessing someone with a kind word, a smile or even a gentle hug is something that will live forever in a memory. And in your heart you will feel the burdens you carried lessen beloved. Yes you will. The unselfish act of being kind is one of the greatest spiritual teachings of all time missed by the lofty Masters who did not understand Jesus’ teachings or Mary’s for that matter. But that will come.

7. Let it go….Oh yes…Let it go…. remember that old hurt, when you were seven…how it made you feel and is responsible for how you relate to everyone now? Well drop it. Grow up! Put your big girl or boy pants on and stop it. Unless it was actual physical trauma or abuse, it was just another page in your story. Look at how human nature works. People who have gone through terrible childhoods going on to become saviours for others in the same position! The teachers, the counselors, the artists who pour their experience into helping others have found the key to life. Giving. Yes, that old chestnut. Its not about money. Its not about manifesting abundance with money. When I hear of someone trying to manifest money I think what is it really going to cost them. Because money comes and goes and sometimes a windfall happens and sometimes its a bit of a dry patch and it all works out in the end. It all depends on how we react……The letting go of our own perceptions of why we can or cannot do something is a key to understanding how you can!! And we will hold on to our own perceptions until they challenge us so much through other peoples actions and reactions, that we lay down the sword we hold as our truth and say …enough. And yes we ascend…we ascend ourselves.

2020 is coming…its almost here….and as an astrologer and intuitive I look to the stars as the map of my own knowing and yet I go beyond to find the memory of something much deeper .

If we can stop waiting to be a highly evolved being, we might just make it. If we can embrace kindness there is a flow of love waiting to burst open …within us and from the Earth itself where kindness waits in the Mother herself.

CarolineK

Aphrodite Beloved

2020…