REMEMBRANCE.. SOLAR ECLIPSE IN LEO.

ARE YOU READY FOR CHANGE?   YES?  REAALLY..?   WELL YOU CAN FEEL THE ANTICIPATION OF IT BELOVED WITH THIS SOLAR ECLIPSE IN LEO AND YES ALL THE PLANETS IN RETROGRADE AND THE YOD (FINGER OF GOD) CONFIGURATION POINTING AT YOU.  BUT LET US TAKE TIME TO VISIT THE COSMIC FORCES TRYING TO RECONNECT WITH US.   IT IS A NOT A WALK IN THE PARK BUT IT IS THE EMERGENCE OF THE SOVEREIGN SELF THAT MAY HAVE BROUGHT A FEW CHALLENGES OVER THE LAST WEEKS.

IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOU ARE IN A TAIL SPIN OF EMOTION, A VORTEX OF HUGE THINGS HAPPENING AT LIGHTNING SPEED WITHOUT YOUR INTENTION, GOOD.   YOU ARE IN THE THICK OF THINGS BELOVED.    IF YOU FEEL OLD THOUGHTS, EMOTIONS OR EVEN GUILT COMING UP TO BE ADDRESSED WITH MEMORIES, GOOD ALSO!!  BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO VIEW THEM ONCE AGAIN.  OH YES…AGAIN..  AND WHY YOU MAY ASK DO I HAVE TO LOOK AT THEM ALL AGAIN!!  BECAUSE YOU HAVE COME INTO THE AWARENESS OF YOUR OWN PATTERNS AND WHEN YOU DO, YOU KNOW THE GEOMETRIC PATTERNS OF THE UNIVERSE AND HOW THEY WORK.   YOU MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO PUT THEM DOWN ON PAPER AND MATHEMATICALLY EXPLAIN EACH ONE BUT BOY CAN YOU FEEL HOW THEY ALL WORK.    THERE IS A CHALLENGE HERE FOR US ALL.   THE CHALLENGE IS….CAN I ACCEPT WHO I AM.    TOTALLY.  WITHOUT PREJUDICE AND WITH TOTAL LOVE.    IF YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH THE WHOLE GAMUT OF EMOTIONS AND CHALLENGES IN YOUR LIFE THAT LEAVE YOU FEELING YOU ARE NOT SUPPORTED OR NOT LOVED THEN YOU WILL UNDERSTAND HOW YOU HAD TO BE NOT SUPPORTED AND UNLOVED AT TIMES TO NOW EMBRACE THE WHOLE EMBODIMENT OF SUPPORT AND LOVE.

HOW YOU HAD TO MEET OTHER BELOVED SOULS WHO WOULD PUSH YOU SO FAR OUT OF YOUR COMFORT  SO AS TO MAKE YOU DOUBT YOURSELF.   YOU WILL OVER THE COMING DAYS AND MONTHS HAVE A FRESH FEELING FOR ALL OF THOSE TIMES YOU LIVED IN THE MOMENT LOOKING TOWARDS THE FUTURE.   HOW IT WAS ALWAYS GOING TO BE BETTER IN THE DISTANCE FROM WHERE YOU ARE NOW.    AND YOU WILL START TO REALISE HOW CAN IT BE ANY DIFFERENT IF I AM HOLDING THE CHORD TO THAT EXISTENCE IN MY OWN VIBRATION AND THE OTHER END OF THIS CHORD IS VIBRATING WITH THE FEELING I HAVE NOW???  IT WILL BE A LIGHT BULB MOMENT OF CLARITY.    THE TIMES OF THINKING WHEN ONE SITUATION SORTS ITSELF OUT THE FUTURE WILL BE BRIGHT!   NOW AS WE ENTER THE SPACE OF 2020 VISION AND DOORWAYS BACK TO THE SELF ARE BEING ENTERED, WE SEE HOW WE HAVE BEEN AT THE END OF A SKIPPING ROPE OF ENERGY ALLOWING IT TO BE USED TO KEEP US REIGNED IN.   A SOVEREIGN CHILD OF THE UNIVERSE ONLY SKIPS WITH A ROPE WHEN THEY ARE HOLDING BOTH ENDS…..AND NOW BELOVED YOU ARE TAKING BACK THE GOLDEN CHORD OF YOUR EXISTENCE AND THE UMBILICAL CHORD OF THE UNIVERSE WANTS YOU TO BIRTH YOURSELF, ANCHOR INTO THIS EARTH AND RECONNECT TO THE COSMOS.    NOT A LITTLE THING FOR SURE.   BABY, ITS A WHOLE BIG THING.  IN FACT IT MIGHT BE SAID IT IS THE METAPHOR FOR THE SPACEMAN/ WOMAN LANDING ON EARTH.   AND ALL OF THE MATERIAL WORLD WE HAVE BEEN WHIPPED UP INTO A FRENZY BY WILL COME TO LOOK LIKE OLD TOYS STREWN IN A CHILDS PLAYROOM.  DISCARDED, AND ONCE LOVED BUT NOW THEY HAVE LOST THEIR SHINE.   THE CHILD IS OUTSIDE JUMPING IN THE PUDDLE AND SINGING ITS OWN SONG.   IT IS NOT WRONG TO HAVE MATERIAL THINGS..WE ARE MEANT TO CREATE AND HAVE COMFORT ALSO.   BUT THE BALANCE OF WHO HAS WHAT AND HOW THEY ACCUMULATE IT WILL BE BALANCED, JUST AS IN THE SCHOOLYARD WHERE THE BULLY REIGNS WITH INTIMIDATION OR HUMILIATION, THE GAME IS UP.   A NEW GAME HAS STARTED….

ONCE UPON A TIME A GROUP OF GOLDEN HAIRED CHILDREN SAT BY THE RICH WATERS OF THE HOME THEY LOVED.   THE TREES REFLECTED THEIR GREEN LUSCIOUS BEAUTY IN THE WATER WHERE THEY SAT AND THE EXOTIC BIRDS SANG HARMONIC TONES TO SOOTH EVERYONE AS A GOLDEN SUN LIT THE SKY.

AS THEY SAT THERE, THE LITTLE ONES LAUGHTER RANG OUT INTO THE CRYSTAL CLEAR SKIES AND ALL WAS WELL WITH THE WORLD.     THE SOUND OF THE TONES HAD BEGUN TO RING OUT FROM THE FOREST AND THE CHILDREN HEARD IT….THEY KNEW WHAT IT MEANT.   NOT BECAUSE THEY HAD BEEN TOLD BUT THEIR KNOWING TOLD THEM.    THE TONES WERE BEING RANG OUT FROM THE OTHER EARTH AND THE DOOR OF THE FOREST HAD OPENED TO ALLOW THOSE WHO WANTED TO REMEMBER COME BACK IN.     THE CHILDREN SANG AND LAUGHED AND CRIED.    “OH MY THEY ARE COMING HOME.’   SAYS Ummbher  (WHOSE TONE SOOTHES THE THROAT WITH HEART FILLED LOVE).   ‘I KNOW’ SAYS Maaalhar (WHOSE TONE LETS US HEAR THROUGH THE PERIPHERAL HEARING).     Gosslar (THE TONE THAT LETS US FEEL THE LOVE OF TREES) RAN TO THE EDGE OF THE FOREST AND SAID “LET US GO AND SEE THEM COMING IN.”!!!!   “DO YOU THINK WE SHOULD SAY Memhar (THE TONE OF THE TASTING OF THE GOLDEN NECTAR).    “YES LET US RUN AND LET US GATHER FRESH FLOWERS IN THE FOREST FOR THEM AND MAKE GARLANDS FOR THEIR HAIR.”

THE COOL CRYSTAL AIR OF THE WORLD OF LEMURIA FLOWED LIKE A SOFT WHISPER AGAINST THEIR SKINS AS THEY MOVED ACROSS THE FOREST FLOOR.   THE GROUND BENEATH THEM GENTLY GROANED WITH A NEW ENERGY TALKING TO THEIR SENSES.   THEY REACHED OUT TO GATHER THE FLOWERS OF THE CRYSTAL RAY INTO THEIR ARMS AND ENTWINE THEM WITH LOVE.     THEY SANG THE SONG OF REMEMBRANCE AS THEY WALKED CLOSER TO THE GREAT TREE.     THE TREE WAS WAITING FOR THEIR PRESENCE AND IT FELT THEM MOVE THROUGH THE MIGHTY ROOTS BENEATH IT.

THE TREE HAD BEEN WAITING FOR A LONG TIME.    BUT IN ITS HEART IT KNEW IT NEVER WAITED IT MERELY STOOD AND WAS THERE FOR THE LOVE OF THIS BEAUTIFUL PLACE THAT WAS EARTH.     THE TREE FELT THE GROAN OF THE GROUND BENEATH IT AND ITS BRANCHES STRETCHED OUT ON THE BREEZE AS THE TWINKLING OF GOLDEN LIGHTS FILLED THE AIR.   THE TREE HAD WANTED TO HEAR THE VOICE FOR SO LONG WHEN IT CAME SHE DIDN’T RECOGNISE IT.    ‘I AM HERE’…..’ARE YOU READY’….THE BIRDS WERE ON THE BRANCHES CAUGHT IN THE SOFT CARESS OF THE VOICE THAT HAD SPOKE.     IT HELD THEM IN ITS TONE AS IF HOLDING THEM AS A CHILD TO A MOTHER’S BREAST.    THEY HEARD THE RHYTHM OF THE HEARTBEAT IN THE TONE AND THEY HELD NO RESISTANCE TO ITS ANCIENT FAMILIARITY.    THE TREE WAS UNSURE OF HOW TO RESPOND AS IT HAD LONG BE KNOWN THE VOICE WOULD SPEAK WHEN THE DOOR WAS TO OPEN.    YET IT WAS HANDED DOWN AS A BEAUTIFUL STORY FROM EACH GENERATION TO THE ONE THAT FOLLOWED, SO NOW THIS TIME HAD COME IT ALMOST SEEMED IMPOSSIBLE TO HAVE MATERIALISED!!    AND YET THE TREE KNEW THIS WAS THE VOICE OF MOTHER AND SHE HAD SPOKEN.    ‘I AM READY’  THE TREE FELT ITSELF SAYING.    ‘I KNOW’ WAS THE ANSWER MOTHER GAVE.  ‘LET US CALL THE STARS TO LIGHT THE WAY AND LET US POINT THE FINGER OF GOD TO ALIGN THE PATH FOR THOSE BELOVED ONES WHO KNOW THE DOOR HAS OPENED.’

THE PURPLE HAZE OF THE ESSENCE OF CREATION FILLED THE SKY AND A SOUND OF CRYSTAL LAUGHTER FILLED THE AIR AS THE CHILDREN CAME CLOSER TO THE DOORWAY.    THE STARS CAME OUT AS IF THE LIGHTS TO GUIDE THEM HOME.     THE CHILDREN CAME CLOSER TO THE GREAT TREE AND AS THEY DID, THEY SLOWED DOWN, KNOWING THE IMPORTANCE OF THIS BEAUTIFUL BEING.    GENTLY THEY ALLOWED THEIR FEET CRUNCH AGAINST THE FOREST FLOOR AND THE NIGHT BEINGS CAME CLOSER TO THE EMERALD GREENS AND BLUES OF THE TREES AROUND THEM.    ‘LET US GO BACK” SAID Ummbher.   “NO” THEY CRIED.   DO NOT DOUBT WE ARE TO BE HERE AT THIS TIME.    REMEMBER THE STORY OF THE GREAT TREE.    THEY ALL SAT AND LOOKED AT EACH OTHER AND THEIR EYES FILLED WITH TEARS.   ‘YES” THEY SAID.    THOSE THAT HAD GONE HAD TOLD THEM THE STORY OF THE GREAT TREE AND HOW ONE DAY A VOICE WOULD CALL OUT FROM THE HEART OF THE EARTH UPON WHICH THEY WALKED.    IT WOULD ASK THEM IF THEY WERE READY AND THE GREAT TREE WOULD LIGHT UP LIKE A GOLDEN FLAME.    IT WOULD LIGHT THE WAY FOR THOSE WHO HAD TOLD THE VERY FIRST STORY OF LOVE TO COME HOME.

NOW IT WAS THE TIME.   THE DOOR WAS OPENED AND THE LION OF LEO HAD PREPARED.    THE GREAT BEINGS HAD GATHERED AMONG THE HEAVENS AND ALL WAS READY FOR THE TIME OF REMEMBRANCE.     THE ESSENCE OF KNOWING HAD STOOD IN THE SHADOWS TO ALLOW THE LION ENTER WITH THE GOLDEN LIGHT OF THE SUN AND THE ANCIENT NEW MOON.     ALL WAS STILL AS THE CHILDREN SAT EXPECTANTLY.   WAITING. KNOWING AND YET EXCITED BY THE LEGEND OF WHAT WAS TO COME.

THE SOUND OF A SOFT VOICE SINGING CAME TO THEIR ATTENTION AND THEY LAY BACK ON THE WARM BED OF THE FOREST FLOOR AND ALLOWED THEMSELVES TO BE SANG TO WITH THIS LULLABY OF LOVE.     FORGETTING ALL THEIR PROMISES OF MEETING THOSE WHO WERE RETURNING THEY FELL INTO A DEEP SLEEP AND THEIR FACES LIT BY THE STARS WERE ETCHED IN TIME.

AFTER A TIME, THE GREAT TREE HEARD THE SONG IN ITS ROOTS AND THROUGH ITS VEINS AND INTO THE HEART OF WHO IT WAS.    THE MUSIC VIBRATED WITHIN EVERY PART OF ITS BEING.     THE SONG BECAME SO STRONG IT WAS ONE NOTE.    IT CEASED TO BE A LULLABY AND WAS TRANSFORMED INTO ONE BEAUTIFUL HIGH PITCHED TONE THAT CARESSED THE HEART OF THE TREE.    THE GREAT TREE KNEW THIS WAS IT.    THIS WAS THE OPENING OF THE HEART THAT HAD LONG BEEN AWAITED.    THE ESSENCE OF AQUARIUS POURED THROUGH THE PURPLE MIST ABOVE IN THE HEAVENS AND FELL AS SOFT RAIN TOUCHING THE BRANCHES OF THE TREE AND ALL WHO RESTED ON THE FOREST FLOOR.     THE STILLNESS ONLY PIERCED BY THE TONE.    AS THE MOMENT WAS HELD IN ETERNITY THERE WAS A NOISE THAT BROKE THE SILENCE AND IT WAS THE SOUND OF THE GREAT TREE OPENING ITS HEART TO THE DOORWAY OF REMEMBRANCE.

THE FLAME OF THE TREE SHONE OUT AND GREW BRIGHTER AS LEMURIA/EARTH WAS COVERED WITH ITS GOLDEN ESSENCE.    THE TREE HAD TRANSFORMED ITS LEAVES INTO A MANE OF HAIR AND THE BRANCHES TOOK ON THE FACE OF THE LION AS IN THE TRUNK OF THE GREAT TREE A DOORWAY OPENED.    THE CHILDREN RESTING ON THE FOREST FLOOR STIRRED GENTLY AND LOOKED UP IN WONDERMENT.   NOTHING WAS SAID.   IT DID NOT NEED TO BE.   THEY KNEW.   SLOWLY AT FIRST ON THIS DAY OF REMEMBRANCE, THE LIGHTS SPARKED FROM INSIDE THE HOLLOW OF THE GREAT TREE.    THE CHILDREN STOOD AND WAITED AND HELD THE SPACE OF INNOCENCE IN THEIR HEARTS.    AND AFTER WHAT SEEMED AN ETERNITY, THE ONES WHO HAD PROMISED THEY WOULD COME, WALKED THROUGH THE DOORWAY ONCE MORE.

THE CHILDREN WERE DANCING WITH JOY.    OH MY THEY HAVE RETURNED, JUST AS WE WERE TOLD IN THE STORIES.   THEY DO EXIST!!!  THEY ARE REAL!!   THOSE WHO WALKED THROUGH THE DOOR WERE WEARY.   IT HAD BEEN A LONG JOURNEY.   THEY TOO HAD BEEN TOLD THE STORIES AND THEY HAD HEARD DIFFERENT VERSIONS OVER MANY LIFETIMES.    ALL THAT KEPT THEM BELIEVING WAS FAITH IN THE MIRACLE OF LOVE.    THE CHILDREN WATCHED AND THEY WERE UNSURE HOW MANY WOULD WALK THROUGH AS IT CONTINUED ON AND ON WITH THE LIGHT SHINING THE WAY FOR THESE ANCIENT ONES WHO HAD RETURNED TO THEIR WISDOM.    Memmhar LOOKED ON AT THOSE WALKING THROUGH AND THEY WALKED AS IF ON AIR, FLOATING THROUGH THE FOREST AND DRINKING IN THE ESSENCE OF THE MAGICAL PLACE IT WAS.    ‘THEY ARE BACK” HE CRIED.    ‘YES’ SAID THE CHILDREN.   ‘WILL THEY ALL COME’ SAID Gosslar.   ‘YES’ SAID A VOICE THAT WAS RICH AND KNOWING.   MOTHER’S SOFT, STRONG TONES WERE FAMILIAR AND LOVING AND THE CHILDREN KNEW THE STORY OF THE GREAT TREE HAD BEEN REMEMBERED BY THE BEINGS WHO WENT TO THE OTHER EARTH.    WHEN THEY LEFT THEY KNEW THEY WOULD BE GONE A LONG TIME.   SO LONG THEY WOULD FORGET ALL OF THEIR BEAUTY AND THE PLACE THEY CALLED HOME.   BUT THEY HAD ASKED TO COME TO THE NEW EARTH TO PLANT SEEDS OF REMEMBRANCE SO THAT THOSE TO FOLLOW WOULD GROW THEM AS THE KNOWING.    AND ONE DAY WHEN THE DOOR WAS OPENED BY THE KEY CODES OF HARMONY AND WITH THE FINGER OF GOD, THEY WOULD LET GO OF THE NOT KNOWING TO REMEMBER AND THEN THEY COULD COME HOME.”

IT IS DONE IT IS SO.

A Star Mother’s Journey

CAROLINE KEOGH