THE WOMAN CLOTHED BY THE SUN AND TWELVE STARS ADORNING HER CROWN. SHE STANDS ON A CRESCENT MOON AND LOOKS DOWN ON THE WORLD. WHO IS SHE? AND WHY DO WE STILL NOT KNOW? FROM HISTORY BOOKS AND FROM RELIGION WE CAN ONLY IDENTIFY MOTHER MARY..OR MARIAM FROM THE STORY OF JESUS AND HER ROLE LEADING TO HIS BIRTH. AS WE STAND AT THE POINT OF SELF REALISATION AND AWARENESS OF THE WORLD WE HAVE ALL HAD A HAND IN CREATING, WE WILL EMERGE FROM THE STANDPOINT OF NOT KNOWING HER..TO KNOWING OURSELVES THROUGH THE MASTERY OF THE SACRED MYSTERY OF SELF.
WE ADORE HER..OR SOME PEOPLE REJECT HER COMPLETELY. THE REJECTION OF A GODDESS, OR A WOMAN IS ALL PART OF HER SACRED JOURNEY. IF WE COULD SIT WITH MARY MAGDELENE AND ASK HER THIS QUESTION SHE WOULD SAY…PERHAPS IT IS THE KNOWLEDGE YOU WILL BE REJECTED AND SCORNED THAT IS ALL PART OF THE SURRENDER OF NEEDING APPROVAL OF OTHERS. A TEACHER OF THE WAY OF LIVING, LOVING, KNOWS THEY WILL BE REJECTED BY THE VERY PEOPLE THEY HAVE GUIDED WITH THEIR OWN JOURNEY. AND THIS IS HOW IT SHOULD BE. WHEN THE BOOK IS READ AND THE KNOWLEDGE ABSORBED AS TRUE OR FALSE, WE LEAVE THE BOOK DOWN IN OUR IGNORANCE SAYING WE KNOW BETTER. AND THIS IS ALL PART OF THE JOURNEY. THERE NEVER IS A WRONG WAY OF LEARNING. WE MAKE IT AS HARD OR EASY AS WE WISH IT TO BE, DEPENDING ON OUR NEED FOR VICTIM HOOD WHICH IS ANOTHER GATEWAY TO THE SOURCE OF YOUR BEING.
A SMALL CHILD IS BORN. COMPLETELY WHOLE AND BEAUTIFUL AND WITHOUT NEED OF KNOWING. IN THE MOMENT BEFORE BIRTH WE KNOW EVERYTHING AND WE ARE LIKE STARS WAITING TO EMERGE INTO THE NIGHT SKY AND SHINE BRIGHTLY. THERE IS NOTHING FOR US TO DO ONLY BE! AND THERE STARTS THE CONUNDRUM OF LIFE. LIVING AN EARTHLY LIFE MEANS PLANTING THE ROOTS OF OUR SOUL INTO THE HEART OF THE EARTH AND GROWING LIKE THE MIGHTY OAK AND ALL ITS WISDOM. BUT WE HAVE SO MANY GATEWAYS TO GO THROUGH, EVEN AS A SMALL CHILD, THAT WE WILL CARRY THE MEMORY OF THOSE ANGRY WORDS AS THORNS AND WE WILL BLEED AS WOMEN FOR THE CROWN HE WORE THAT REPRESENTED THE CROWN/CRONE OF WISDOM WHO SUFFERS TO BE ACCEPTED AS A QUEEN, A GODDESS, HERSELF.
THE CROSS REPRESENTS THE FOUR GATEWAYS OF LIFE. THE NORTH SOUTH EAST AND WEST OF THE WORLD. THE BODY AND THE TREE OF LIFE. TO BE TAKEN AND PUT ON THE CROSS WAS THE ULTIMATE ACT OF SACRIFICE OF JESUS FOR US ALL BUT ESPECIALLY FOR WOMEN. TO KNOW THEY WOULD SPEND THE NEXT TWO THOUSAND YEARS HIDDEN NOT BEHIND VEILS BUT BEHIND THE CLOSED DOORS OF THEIR LIVES. THEY WOULD SHOW ONLY WHAT WOULD BE ACCEPTABLE TO OTHERS AND IF THEY DARED BE DIFFERENT THEY WOULD BE NAMED, SHAMED AND ENFLAMED BY THE FIRES OF THE INQUISITION THAT FEARED THEM. WHY WOULD THERE BE A FEAR OF WOMEN. THE MOTHERS, THE GODDESSES OF WISDOM, THE CARRIERS OF THE SWORD OF TRUTH? BECAUSE THEY ARE. THE CARRIERS OF WISDOM, WHETHER THEY BE A PHYSICAL MOTHER OR NOT THEY ARE THE NURTURERS OF THE DIVINE FLAME OF LOVE. THEY STAND FOR LOVE UNADORNED BY ANYTHING OTHER THAN PASSION AND TRUTH. IF THEY ARE REJECTED SOME BECOME BITTER NOT BECAUSE OF THE ACTUAL REJECTION BUT MORE BECAUSE THEY KNOW THE TRUE MEANING OF THE ACT OF REJECTION. IT IS THE DENIAL OF THEIR GIFTS OF WISDOM. THEIR KINDNESS IN SHARING THEIR HEARTS UNASHAMEDLY AND BRINGING THE KNOWLEDGE OF LOVE INTO THE HOMES THAT HAVE CRAVED THEIR SWEETNESS, THEIR FIRE, AND THEIR STRENGTH AND AS WE WAIT FOR THE MIRACLE, THE MOMENT, THE MOMENTUM BUILDS WITHIN US ALL TO ACKNOWLEDGE THERE IS A CHANGE COMING, AND THAT CHANGE IS THE “PAUSE” OF THE MOON …THE GODDESS’ HER WATCHFUL EYE GAZING DOWN ON US IS PAUSING HER CYCLE AND LETTING MOTHER NATURE HERSELF CLEAR THE LANDSCAPE OF THE REJECTION OF THE PURE HEARTS OF LOVE AND EARTH. A KNOWING WOMAN IS A FORCE TO BE RECKONED WITH. AND LETS NOT FORGET MEN…FOR THEIR ENERGY IS THE HEART OF THE LION THAT BEARS THE CHRIST AS HIS ARMOR AND SHIELD. HIS PROTECTION OF THE TRUE MEANING OF WOMEN HAS ALWAYS BEEN IN QUESTION…PRIMARILY BECAUSE OF HIS UNDERSTANDING OR MISUNDERSTANDING OF WOMAN! IN SPIRITUAL TERMS WE HAVE BEEN TOLD WE ARE A BLENDING/MELDING OF MAN/WOMAN. TO SOME EXTENT THIS IS TRUE. TO A VERY BIG EXTENT WE MUST ACCEPT MAN AS A NURTURING HEART AND ALLOW HIS FIERCENESS TO BE CHANNELED INTO WORDS AND ACTS OF KINDNESS BY WOMAN’S GUIDANCE IN LOVE AND HONORING OF BOTH MAN AND WOMAN. THERE IS NO WAY OUT OF THE DISHONOURING OF WOMAN! THE EARTH IS THE SOFT FERTILE MOUND OF HER WOMB. SHE GIVES UP THE KNOWLEDGE SHE HOLDS THERE WITH EACH CYCLE OF THE MOON AND WE AS HUMANS ACCEPT GRATEFULLY THE SUN, THE TREES, THE BIRDS SONG AND ALL THAT FLOURISH UNDER HER SOFT BELLY. YET WITH THE TURNING OF THIS PAGE IN HISTORY COMES THE NEXT PHASE OF MOTHER AND SHE IS IN HER CRONESHIP. HER CROWN WILL ADORN THE HEADS OF WOMEN READY TO CARVE THEIR NAMES ON THE HISTORY BOOKS YET TO BE WRITTEN. YOU MIGHT BE READING THIS AS A WOMAN SITTING IN A KITCHEN WONDERING HOW YOU EVEN BEGIN TO BE HEARD BY THOSE YOU LOVE? HOW DO YOU CHANGE YOUR LIFE SO DRAMATICALLY TO HONOUR THIS CHANGE! BELOVED, YOU BECOME YOU. YOU STOP FIGHTING THE WORDS THAT WANT TO COME OUT!! YOU STOP FIGHTING THE EMOTIONS THAT NEED TO BE EXPRESSED AND YOU CHOOSE THE THOUGHTS YOU WANT AND DISCARD THE OTHERS THAT BRING YOU TO YOUR KNEES AS EASILY AS YOU LOAD THE WASHING MACHINE WITH YESTERDAYS OFFERINGS. THIS IS ABOUT YOU WOMAN. BELOVED ONE. AND YOU HAVE LED THE SPIRITUAL JOURNEY. YES THERE ARE MANY GREAT MEN WHO HAVE GUIDED US ALL. THEY ARE THE WRITERS OF MANY WORDS BUT ONLY WOMAN CAN BE IN HARMONY WITH THE CYCLE OF THE EARTH AS IT IS EXACTLY THE SAME AS THE CYCLE OF WOMAN!!! HOW CLOSE YOU ARE TO HER BREATH BELOVED ONE. THINK OF YOUR OWN PHYSICAL BIRTH. MAYBE YOU DO NOT KNOW THE CIRCUMSTANCES BUT THAT POINT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE FIRST TRAUMA FOR US ALL, MEN AND WOMEN. THE FIRST BREATH NEEDS TO BE TAKEN AGAIN. AND MOTHER EARTH HAS TAKEN HERS IN THE FIRST DRAMATIC WAVE OF BIRTH THAT WILL NOT CARRY PAIN BUT MEMORIES OF ANCIENT BEINGS WHO KNEW THE HONORING OF THE CROWN/CRONE WAS THE GLORY OF GOD. A GOD WHO IS NOT JUDGMENTAL OR OUT THERE BUT IN OUR HEARTS AND HOLDS US CLOSE TO HIM UNTIL THE BELOVED EARTH THAT IS HIS OWN BREATH CAN BE RELEASED FROM THE VEIL OF THE HIDDEN STORY OF WOMAN. WE ARE NOW AT THAT POINT. WE ARE MAKING OUR WAY ON THE DUSTY RED EARTH TO THE 2020 YEAR OF CLEAR VISION. AND IN THE BIRTH CANAL OF OUR SOUL JOURNEY WE ARE JUST ABOUT TO CROWN. THE HEAD IS JUST EMERGING….WE FEEL OUR OWN HEADS FULL AND WILD TO BE BORN!! WE DO NOT KNOW WHAT WE MIGHT NEED TO CHANGE PERHAPS. BUT DEEP INSIDE WE DO. WE DO NOT NEED TO KNOW UNTIL WE NEED TO KNOW IT BELOVEDS. THIS IS THE GIFT OF MOTHER. FOR EVERY MOTHER THAT HAS BEEN BURNED AT THE STAKE OR THROWN INTO THE WATERS FOR FEAR OF HER KNOWLEDGE WE MUST KNOW THAT IT WAS FEAR OF EARTH AND THE POWER OF LOVE IN ACKNOWLEDGING HUMAN NATURE AS NATURE HERSELF!!!! THE WISE WOMEN KNEW THE EARTH HELD THE ANSWERS AND TALKED TO MOTHER AS IF SHE TALKED TO A DEAR FRIEND.
AS WE OURSELVES GROW AND BECOME MORE AWARE OF HOW WE CREATE…OUR THOUGHTS MUST BE SELECTIVE. WE MIGHT THINK SOMETHING BUT BELOVED IT IS NOT OURS TO OWN UNTIL WE EMBRACE IT. IT IS A FEATHER ON THE BREEZE…IT IS A FLOWING RIVER RUSHING THROUGH US THAT WE CAN NAVIGATE WITH OUR OWN DEEP WISDOM. IT IS TIME FOR US TO TRUST THE WISDOM…THE THOUGHTS THAT ARE IN HARMONY WITH OUR HEARTS…AND AS WOMEN WE MUST LEAD THE WAY FOR THOSE TO FOLLOW. AND MEN MUST TRUST US BY ALLOWING US BE. AND WE MUST MIRROR THAT TO THEM IN LOVE.
MARIAM’S WORDS FROM YESTERDAY…..
“THOUGHTS ARE ARROWS STRIKING YOUR HEART. LET THEM FALL OR PIERCE YOU LIKE A SWORD…LET YOUR HEART BE YOUR BREASTPLATE AND SHIELD OF GOD AND THE MAN WHO KNOWS THIS AS TRUE IS YOUR BELOVED.
LET NO MAN, WOMAN OR CHILD THINK THEY MUST SUFFER WITH THOUGHTS. THEY ARE SPREAD LIKE SEEDS AND CHOSEN ONLY BY YOU BELOVED ONE. THE ONES YOU WATER WITH YOUR FERTILE MIND WILL GROW AND YOU MUST CHOOSE WISELY. THE ACT OF GRATITUDE IS KINDNESS TO THE SELF. LET YOUR FIRST THOUGHT BE I AM THANKFUL …AND THE SEEDS OF PEACEFUL THOUGHTS HAVE BEEN SOWN. LET THE THOUGHTS OF LESS BE LEFT TO ROT IN THE GROUND…..THEY ARE THE MUSTARD SEEDS THAT WILL GROW ONCE MORE INTO LOVE. PLANT SEEDS OF LOVE. LIVE PEACEFULLY WITH PEACEFUL THOUGHTS BELOVEDS AND THIS IS BY MOMENT TO MOMENT…THE MOMENTUM OF CREATION WILL NOW BE BY PEACE. THE CREATION THAT WAS CHAOS WILL REST AT THE FOOT OF THE ROCK WHERE THE SERPENTS HEAD MUST NOT RISE ABOVE YOUR OWN…FOR YOU THINK AS A SERPENT WITHOUT GUILE AND WITHOUT HEART IF YOU BECOME ENGROSSED WITH LIVING AS THE ONE WHO CAN OVERTAKE THE MIND. BELOVED, MAY YOUR FIRST ACT OF KINDNESS BE TO YOURSELF. FORGIVE OTHERS THEIR ACTS, NO MATTER HOW HARSH…AND LET THEM GO FROM YOUR MIND. LET THE ROPE THAT BINDS YOU TO THEM OR THEIR THOUGHTS BE BROKEN LIKE THE UMBILICAL CHORD AFTER BIRTH….AND BREATHE ONCE MORE THE FRESH NEW AIR OF YOUR RE-BIRTH. THE THOUGHTS INVADING YOU ARE UNRESOLVED ONES OF ANGER, FEAR OR DOUBT. ABUNDANCE IS THE ACT OF FAITH IN THE HIGHER LOVE OF SELF ACTING IN HARMONY WITH THE VOICE OF GOD IN YOU. CAN YOU HEAR THAT VOICE BELOVED…IT IS KNOWN TO YOU. IT CONVERSED WITH YOU WHILE YOU LAY IN THE WOMB WAITING TO BE BORN. HOW WONDERFUL TO REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE….AND TO CLAIM THE RIGHT TO BE YOU!!!!!!
THIS IS THE TIME OF REMEMBRANCE.. I LOVE YOU BELOVEDS. AND I AM MARI’AM..
”
Caroline Beloved ..
and the journey continues x
4.9.2017
Temple Rose Reiki 
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