QUEEN OF HEARTS. MAR’IAM THE SUN/SON IS ECLIPSED BY THE GODDESS

THESE LAST FEW DAYS (WEEKS) HAVE BEEN INTENSE.   BUT I DOUBT WE CAN REMEMBER A TIME WHEN THERE HAS NOT BEEN AN INTENSITY TO OUR LIVES OVER THE LAST FEW YEARS..WHETHER CHALLENGING OR NOT.    THIS IS ALL PART OF A WONDERFUL AWAKENING.   BUT WHAT ARE YOU ENLIGHTENED BY BELOVEDS?  WHAT IS IT THAT MAKES US SEARCH SO DEEPLY INSIDE OURSELVES?   CHANGE FOR THE SAKE OF CHANGE?   OR IS IT SOMETHING SO MUCH PART OF WHO WE ARE THAT WE ARE NOT AWARE OF IT…DORMANT IN OUR CELLS AND IN OUR NATURE.   WOMEN HAVE CARRIED THE ROOT OF THE NEW AGE THROUGH THEIR BLOOD.   THEY HAVE SHED THE ANCIENT LINE OF HISTORY IN THEIR CYCLES AND EMBRACED THE ROLE OF MOTHER AS BIRTHING A NEW CONSCIOUSNESS IN EVERY GENERATION.    HOW FAR CAN SHE GO NOW TO MOVE THE ENTRENCHED IDEAS OF HATE/FEAR/LOATHING TO A PLACE OF EMBRACING THE BODY OF WOMAN AND THE HEART OF GOD.    THIS IS THE CHALLENGE WE FACE AS WOMEN AND MEN ..NOT TO BE LEFT BEHIND AT ALL OR DISCARDED..THAT IS NOT THE WAY OF THE WOMAN WHO HAS FOUND HER HEART IN THE ANCIENT TEXT OF HER SOUL, IT IS TO TEACH HIM BY HER ACTIONS AND GUIDE HIM WITH HER INTUITION AND STRENGTH.    THE DECADE OF THE SIXTIES GAVE HUMANITY A TASTE OF WHAT WAS TO COME WITH FREE LOVE AND EMBRACING FLOWER POWER!  BUT IT WAS ONLY A TASTE..IT WAS TOO SOON.    THE WORLD HAD TO DELVE INTO THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF SEPARATION EVEN MORE DEEPLY SO AS TO BE LOST COMPLETELY.    WOMEN FOUGHT BACK WITH THE RISE OF FEMINISM BUT IN THE ROLE OF BEING A FEMINIST THEY LOST THE DIVINE FEMININE THAT FLOWS WITHIN THEM AND BECAME MORE MALE.   THE BALANCE SWUNG THE OTHER WAY AND THE ERA OF THE POWER WOMAN AND MAGGIE THATCHER LEADING THE WAY IN THE GUISE OF A WOMAN, BUT IN THE ROLE OF A MAN, FIGHTING FOR THE RIGHT TO BE IN CHARGE AND TO GOVERN WITH A MIGHT OF MALE ENERGY.

WE HAD LOST THE DIVINE FEMININE IN ITS TOTALITY AND WHEN THE PENDULUM STARTED TO SWING BACK IN THE LATE ’80S AND THE ENERGY SEEPING THROUGH THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF MOTHER…ALL WAS NOT LOST…IT WAS FOUND.    THE MAGDELENE FREQUENCY WAS WAITING TO BE HEARD.    IT WAS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF BEING ….BEEING TO USE A PUN.     THE QUEEN BEE.   THE HIVE MENTALITY WAS BEING BLASTED BY A SMALL VOICE IN THE WILDERNESS THAT STARTED OUT AS A THOUGHT.   WHAT IF THERE WAS MORE TO THIS MARY MAGDELENE FIGURE WE HAVE BEEN TAUGHT ABOUT?   WHAT IF MOTHER MARY WAS MORE THAN THE WOMAN WEEPING AT THE FOOT OF THE CROSS OR THE MOTHER HOLDING JESUS IN THE NATIVITY SCENE?   IF WE WERE GOING TO QUESTION ALL OF OUR HISTORY…THE STORY OF OUR SELF WOULD HAVE TO BE REVEALED.   AND NOW BELOVEDS IT IS.   FROM NOW ON..AND FOR THE FUTURE… THERE WILL BE NO HIDING FROM THE SELF YOU ARE.   THE BEAUTIFUL, BROKEN, MAGNIFICENT SELF.    ALL OF THE ATTRIBUTES OF CHARACTERS WE HAVE DISCARDED AS “BAD” COME BACK TO PLAY IN OUR CONSCIOUSNESS.   THE FIRST WOMAN EVE IS SHADOWED BY HER ALTER EGO LILITH.  THE MOTHER THAT IS MARY..OR MAR’IAM IS THE BELOVED OF JESUS BUT SHADOWED BY HER DAUGHTER IN LAW AND BELOVED FLAME THAT IS MARY MAGDELENE.   IN THE WAKE OF THIS ECLIPSE WE WILL FEEL OUR WAY THROUGH THE MIRE OF HISTORY THAT IS WRITTEN TO KNOW WE HAVE A DEEPER UNDERSTANDING OF OURSELVES.   IN DOING SO, WE HAVE A DEEPER UNDERSTANDING OF THE CHARACTERS WHO PLAYED OUT THE HUMAN ROLES FOR US TO UNDERSTAND THE DIVINE BEINGS THERE WERE TOO.     IN BEING HUMAN WE HAVE SO MANY CHANCES TO CHANGE THE CHARACTER OF WHO WE HAVE MOLDED OURSELVES TO BE…EITHER BY EXPERIENCES OR CHOICE.    EACH MOMENT BRINGS A CHANCE FOR REDEMPTION..OF THE SELF.    IN THAT I MEAN TO REDEEM THE CHARACTER WE HIDE FROM AND BRING THEM OUT INTO THE LIGHT AND FORGIVE THE LACK OF AWARENESS WE THINK THEY HAVE.    EACH MOMENT WE HAVE SHOWN HATE OR FEAR OR ANGER IS NOTHING MORE THAN A MOMENT THAT CAN BE CHANGED BY FORGIVENESS AND THE DEEP UNDERSTANDING OF SELF.    IF WE CAN DO THAT WE CAN BE ALONE WITH OUR THOUGHTS AND NOT HAUNTED BY THEM.    THIS IS PART OF THE NEW ERA OF THE QUEEN…THE RISE OF WOMAN….TEACHING THROUGH LOVE AND EMOTIONS AND OWNING THEM!!   NOT WILLING TO FIGHT FIRST AND TALK LATER…WHEN WE HAVE CALMED DOWN.     WOMEN ARE SAVING THE WORLD.   THE WORLD IS A PLACE OF CYCLES JUST LIKE THE ESSENCE OF WOMAN HERSELF.   IF WE HAVE DENIED THEM, MISUSED THEM, OR EVEN THOUGHT THEY ARE NOTHING TO DO WITH US, WE WILL BE SHOWN A VERY DIFFERENT WAY OF LIVING IN THE COMING MONTHS AND YEARS AHEAD.

MARY GUIDES US WITH OUR INNER MOST THOUGHTS AND HEART FELT WISHES…MAGDELENE WITH THE KNOWLEDGE OF SELF.   SHE KNEW THAT SHE WOULD BE DENIED AND REJECTED AND THIS HAS BEEN THE FEAR OF HUMANITY ITSELF.   IT HAS BEEN EVERY WOMAN’S FEAR ESPECIALLY.   IF I AM WHO I WANT TO BE AND SHOW MYSELF TO KNOW AND FEEL SO MUCH, WILL I BE REJECTED?  IF I KEEP HIDDEN THAT WHICH I KNOW AS TRUE TO FIT IN, WILL IT BE EASIER TO BE ACCEPTED?   THESE ARE THE WAYS OF RETREATING FROM THE SOUL THAT DOES NOT SEE ITSELF AS WORTHY OF BEING HONOURED.    THE ECHOES OF THE PAST HAVE PLAYED LIKE A RECORD IN OUR MINDS FOR SO LONG THAT WE THINK OF THEM AS TOTALLY SEPARATE TO OUR STORY.  BUT IN FACT THEY ARE THE NUCLEUS OF OUR SOUL SELF.   THE VERY NECTAR FROM WHICH WE MUST DRINK AND BE ABUNDANTLY EXPRESSIVE OF OURSELVES.   MEN AND WOMEN.   BUT THIS IS THE PASSAGE OF THE RITE OF THE QUEEN EMERGING IN THE CONSCIOUSNESS AND SHE COMES THROUGH THE ROLE OF WOMEN.    AND BEING IN THE HEART OF WOMAN SHE HAS RISEN AS CHALLENGES WITH LOVE, WITH SELF ACCEPTANCE, WITH SELF LOVE AND WITH ACCEPTING SO MUCH FROM OTHERS BECAUSE OF THE DENIAL OF SELF COMPASSION FOR THE SELF.    WHEN WE RISE AS WOMAN WE MUST ALLOW THE MEN WHO HAVE OPENED THEIR HEARTS THE GIFT OF ELEVATING THEMSELVES WITH THE KNOWLEDGE IT IS OK FOR THEM TO REVEAL THEIR EMOTIONS.    IT IS SAFE TO BE A MAN AND YET HAVE THE NURTURING HEART OF A MOTHER WITHIN YOU.    THIS IS NOT ABOUT A BATTLE OF THE SEXES YET IT IS FOR THE WOMAN TO LEAD THIS THOUGHT PROCESS AND MAKE IT AN ACTION IN EVERYTHING WE DO.   WE LEAVE IT AS A LEGACY FOR OUR DAUGHTERS, AND GRANDCHILDREN AND EVERY WOMAN WHO HAS NOT FELT FREE TO BE WHO SHE IS.    THIS IS THE LAST ENSLAVEMENT AND THE CHAINS ARE CUT WITH THIS ECLIPSE THAT PIERCES THE HEART WITH ITS DIAMOND LIGHT EMERGING FROM THE DARKEST PART OF THE SOUL.     LET US SEE OURSELVES AS MORE THAN WHAT WE HAVE BEEN TAUGHT BY THE TEACHERS OF MANKIND.   LET US SEE OURSELVES AS THE ANCIENT SAW US… THE GODDESS OF THE TEMPLE OF THE HEART WHO PREPARED THE WAY FOR EACH GENERATION TO COME WITH THE TEACHINGS OF LOVE…BUT SELF LOVE AND NURTURING AND WHOLE AND COMPLETE LOVE.    NOTHING TAUGHT BY A WOMAN CAN BE HALF HEARTED.   AND THE TEACHER THAT WAS JESUS LEARNED THIS LESSON…..IT MUST BE WHOLE AND COMPLETE.   EVERY SHADOW ETCHED WITHIN THE CAVERNS OF YOUR MIND MUST BE CLEARED TO MAKE WAY FOR THE ACCEPTANCE OF WHO YOU ARE, AND THE POSSIBILITIES OF WHO YOU CAN BE.     THIS IS NOT A LITTLE THING….BELOVEDS THIS IS ETERNAL.    THERE IS NO WAY OF EXPRESSING HOW MUCH THE ROLE OF WOMAN IS ABOUT TO BE REVEALED BY SO MANY WOMAN ON THE WORLDS STAGE.   BUT IT STARTS IN THE HEART OF A HOME WHERE A WOMAN STANDS STARING INTO SPACE…WONDERING IF THERE IS MORE TO THIS LIFE SHE HAS CARVED FOR HERSELF AND ALLOWED HER DREAMS TO REMAIN IN DREAMTIME…JUST FOR HER….LET THOSE DREAMS BE REVEALED TO YOU IN EACH DAY!   LET EACH MOMENT HAVE THE POSSIBILITY OF CHANGE IF YOU WISH AND YOU  WILL FOLLOW THEM AS SURELY AS YOU WALK THE PATH TO TRYING TO FIND LOVE OUTSIDE OF YOURSELF.    IT MUST BE AN ALL CONSUMING LOVE OF SELF …NOT IN A HIGH AND MIGHTY EGO WAY BUT IN SELF KNOWLEDGE, SELF AWARENESS, CARE AND TENDERNESS.    THEN THE LOVE DENIED YOU BECOMES THE GREATEST LOVE OF ALL.   AND THE ONLY OTHER LOVE THAT CAN ENTER THAT SPACE IS A LOVE THAT MATCHES YOU IN EVERY VIBRATION AND IN EVERY WAY.

BLESSED BE YOUR JOURNEY BELOVEDS

CAROLINE BELOVED

23.8.2017