DECEMBER ….PANDORA’S BOX…WHAT A SELECTION…. I REMEMBER ME ASTROLOGY…..

 

MERCURY GOES RETROGRADE ON 19TH DECEMBER..FUN TIMES… HEADY TIMES.. KEEP CALM… MAYBE ITS NOT GOING TO BE SUCH A SOCIABLE CHRISTMAS AND THATS OK.   MAYBE YOU WANT TO FEATHER YOUR NEST AND COZY DOWN FOR SOME REALLY QUALITY REST AND REJUVENATION?    THEN THIS IS THE PERFECT CHRISTMAS FOR YOU.   IF YOU FIGHT IT.. YOU COULD END UP WITH A ROOM FULL OF RELATIVES LOADED WITH MERRIMENT AND YOUR CHEEKS AS ROSY AS SANTA’S HIMSELF.     FOR ME THE RETROGRADE OF MERCURY IS PERFECT.    IT IS THE NO COMMITMENT PART OF CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR.    THE NOT HAVING TO DO THE ROUNDS OF SOCIAL EVENTS YOU MIGHT NOT FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH.    YOU ARE AFTER ALL A VERY DIFFERENT PERSON TO CHRISTMAS 2015… YOU EVEN LOOK DIFFERENT BABY AND NO ONE KNOWS YOU HAVE BEEN ON THE MOTHER OF ALL JOURNEYS THIS YEAR… YOU NEED A REST!

PART OF ME WANTS TO TELL YOU….. DO YOU REALLY HAVE TO VISIT RELATIVES YOU ONLY SEE ONCE A YEAR?    DO THEY REALLY WANT TO SEE YOU?   DO YOU HAVE TO KEEP THE GAME GOING IF YOU ARE FIGHTING THE INSTINCT TO DEVELOP A NEW WAY OF BEING IN THE DEEP MID WINTER.     THE PRESSURE OF THOSE YOU LOVE MIGHT HELP YOU DECIDE ONE WAY OR ANOTHER.   BUT BE STRONG.     NO ONE IS GOING TO HAVE A BAD CHRISTMAS JUST BECAUSE YOU SAID NO!!   MAYBE YOU WANT TO GO TO HELP OUT AT A CHARITY OR HOMELESS SHELTER.   MAYBE YOU WANT TO POP INTO THE NEIGHBOUR NO ONE SEES OUT AND ABOUT TOO MUCH….   GO WITH YOUR HEART AND NOT THE “OH BUT WE HAVE DONE THIS FOR 20 YEARS” ROUTINE IF YOU FEEL THIS IS THE TIME….BECAUSE BELOVED…. YOU SEE THIS IS YOUR LITTLE TEST…YOU HAVE SET YOURSELF… A LONG TIME AGO IN ANOTHER EXISTENCE OR MAYBE YESTERDAY IN TESCOS….

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ITS CHRISTMAS EVE AND ALL AROUND THE HOUSE IS STILL AND THE SMELLS OF A GREAT BIG JUICY HAM IS WAFTING AROUND YOUR NOSTRILS…   THERE IS A CHRISTMAS FILM PLAYING ON THE TV. IN THE FRONT ROOM…. YOU ARE WEARING YOUR CRIMBO JUMPER… AND YOU THINK YOU MIGHT POUR YOURSELF A SMALL SHERRY… JUST THE ONE AS YOU MAKE THE TRIFLE.. AFTER ALL IT IS TRADITIONAL!     AND AS YOU STAND THERE IN THE KITCHEN WITH YOUR BIG SLIPPERS ON AND YOUR CHEEKS ALL AGLOW MEMORIES COME FLOODING BACK LIKE AN AVALANCHE OF SNOW ON TOP OF YOU.    YOU ARE LITTLE.. A SMALL CHILD.. AND YOU ARE WAITING… THERE ARE BUTTERFLIES MAKING THEMSELVES KNOWN TO YOUR STOMACH AND YOU CHECK THE CLOCK ONE MORE TIME TO SEE IF YOU CAN GO TO BED!!  THE QUICKER YOU GET INTO THAT COZY QUILTED PLUMPED UP LITTLE MESS THE SOONER YOU CAN GET BACK OUT TO SEE WHAT SANTA HAS LEFT FOR YOU, JUST YOU, UNDER THE TREE… OR MAYBE HE WILL COME INTO YOUR ROOM AND LEAVE SOMETHING AT THE END OF YOUR BED!  SWEET JESUS… WHAT IF HE IS ACTUALLY AT THE FOOT OF THE BED AS I’M AWAKE AND HE IS CHECKING TO SEE IF I AM ASLEEP!!!!    NO WONDER WE WERE SO MESSED UP GROWING UP LOL.    AT LEAST NOW HE GOES NO FURTHER THAN THE TREE…….. AND WHERE IS ALL THIS LEADING US BELOVEDS…WELL SIT DOWN, GRAB A SHERRY, PUT ON YOUR CHRISTMAS HAT AND CRACK OPEN A BOX OF QUALITY STREET (SO SUPERIOR TO ROSES IN MY VIEW….OR IF YOU ARE HARD CORE.. RUN YOUR FINGER OVER THE BLACK MAGIC AND FEEL THE VELVETY RICHNESS MELT UNDER YOUR TONGUE.. OO’ERR LOL.

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IN LAST WEEK’S BLOG …WHERE CHIRON WAS JUST STARTING TO MOVE AGAIN… HEALING THE WOUND AND MOVING MOUNTAINS, WE LEFT THE CHARACTER OF CHARLIE EMERGING FROM THE GREAT HALL OF AKASHA… THE LIBRARY OF THE SOUL, WITH A LARGE SPHERE OF LIGHT IN HER HANDS… LET US SEE WHERE SHE HAS TAKEN THAT LIGHT AND WHAT IS MEANS FOR HER…AND FOR YOU…

CHARLIE GENTLY CLOSES THE DOOR TO THE GREAT LIBRARY AFTER HER VISIT WITH THE KINDLY ONE WHO SITS BEHIND THE LONG TABLE…  HER DREAM HAD BEEN SO VIVID.  WHEN SHE AWOKE SHE WANTED TO TELL SOMEONE, ANYONE!!  AND YET SHE KNEW SHE MUST WAIT.. AND LET WHAT HAD HAPPEN EMERGE FULLY INTO HER CONSCIOUSNESS.   NOT TO LET IT BE JUST A DREAM.    WHY DID SHE THINK THAT AS HER FIRST THOUGHT!  SURELY DREAMS ARE JUST DREAMS?  AREN’T THEY?   THE SUBCONSCIOUS MAKING SENSE OF WHAT WE HAVE EXPERIENCED OR HAVE STORED IN OUR MEMORY BANKS… WELL ALL CHARLIE KNEW WAS SHE HAD BEEN TO THE BANK AND HAD WITHDRAWN SOMETHING THAT WAS VERY PRECIOUS… AND IT BELONGED TO HER.   AND BY MAKING SURE SHE HONOURED THAT SHE KNEW IT WAS FOR HER… SHE WOULD REMEMBER.   SHE WOULD REMEMBER SOMETHING SHE HAD TO DO AND IT WAS VERY IMPORTANT!!  BUT AT THE MOMENT IT ALL SEEMED A LITTLE VAGUE…

SHE WALKED ALONG THE FROSTY FOOTPATH OF A COLD DECEMBER MORNING.  THE FOGGY MIST WAS SETTLING ON HER FACE AND SHE PULLED HER NEW WINTER HAT DOWN OVER HER EARS AND RESTED THE BRIM JUST AT EYEBROW LEVEL.   SHE DID NOT WANT TO MAKE EYE CONTACT WITH ANYONE…JUST IN CASE THEY SAW SOMETHING ODD IN HER.     SHE MADE HER WAY TO THE LOCAL SHOP AND PICKED UP SOME GROCERIES, STOPPING ONLY ONCE TO LOOK AT THE HEADLINE OF A DAILY NEWSPAPER.. OH NO THE DESPAIR OF THE HEADLINES.   WHY DO I READ THEM SHE MUTTERED TO HERSELF.   I KNOW I DON’T WANT TO BUT I AM ALWAYS COMPELLED TO READ THE HEADLINE.   BUT SOMETHING IN BLACK AND WHITE STOOD OUT FOR HER AS IT SAT THERE ON THE NEWSTAND.     IT WAS ABOUT THE NATIVE AMERICANS AND HOW THEY WERE DEFENDING THEIR LAND.    THEY WERE MAKING A STAND FOR THE LAND THEY LOVED AND HONOURING ITS SACREDNESS .   THEY WERE NOT FIGHTING.. THEY WERE JUST MAKING THEIR PRESENCE KNOWN AND OTHERS JOINED THEM.  PEOPLE FROM ALL OVER THE COUNTRY..AND WORLD.    CHARLIE FELT THIS WAS A SIGN!   SHE KNEW THE PLANET CHIRON HAD MOVED FORWARD AND THAT IT MEANT A VERY DEEP WOUND EMERGING TO BE HEALED.       AND AS SHE WALKED AROUND THE SHOP SHE FELT THE WARMTH INSIDE HER HEART AND SHE FELT SOMETHING DIFFERENT.

IN THE PAST SHE WOULD BE VERY AWARE OF OTHER PEOPLE, THEIR ENERGY, THE ATMOSPHERE.. BUT AS SHE WALKED AROUND THE SHOP AND MADE HER WAY TO THE CHECK OUT SHE COULD FEEL SHE WAS GLOWING.. AND THE LIGHT EMERGING FROM HER SOLAR PLEXUS WAS LIKE A SPHERE.   THE SPHERE SHE HAD HELD IN HER HANDS IN THE DREAM..   A THOUGHT CROSSED HER MIND.    THIS SPHERE THAT IS GLOWING CAN NEVER STOP SHINING.    NOTHING CAN COME INTO IT THAT CANNOT SUSTAIN LIGHT AS IT WILL BE BURNED BY THE WHITE FLAME THAT THIS LIGHT REALLY IS.    SHE PAID FOR HER MINCE PIES AND PUT THE COPY OF SPIRIT AND DESTINY UNDER HER ARM AND WALKED GINGERLY TO THE SLIDING DOORS!!

PUTTING ONE ARM ACROSS HER HOLDING ON TO THE BUTTONS ON HER JACKET AS IF TO PROTECT HER SOLAR PLEXUS SHE MADE HER WAY THROUGH THE ESTATE OF HOUSES AND SMILED FROM UNDER HER HAT AT PEOPLE WHO PASSED BY.   SHE HAD A SECRET AND, FOR NOW, SHE WAS KEEPING IT UNDER HER HAT!

CHARLIE REACHED FOR THE KEY OF THE FRONT DOOR AND ALMOST RAN INTO THE KITCHEN AND PUT DOWN HER PIES AND SAID MAGAZINE…. SHE REALISED SHE HAD BEEN WASTING HER MONEY ON IT!!   WHAT COULD IT TELL HER THAT SHE COULDN’T FEEL HERSELF!   THE HOUSE WAS QUIET..VERY QUIET.    PUTTING ON THE KETTLE TO MAKE A CAPPUCCINO (WELL DESPITE BEING SPIRITUAL WE ALL NEED A COFFEE!)  SHE SAT DOWN AND PUT HER TWO HANDS OUT IN FRONT OF HER AND HELD THEM AS IF HOLDING A BABY.    CHARLIE RESTED HER HEAD ON THE BACK OF THE COUCH AND CLOSED HER EYES THINKING I JUST NEED TO REST MY TIRED EYES FOR A MOMENT OR TWO AND THEN I WILL MAKE SENSE OF THINGS……

SET THE SCENE… A GENTLE MIST IS CLEARING IN FRONT OF CHARLIE’S EYES… A HAZY SOFT FOCUS THAT MAKES EVERYTHING LOOK VERY DREAMY.    AS IT CLEARS CHARLIE COULD SEE SHE WAS IN FRONT OF THE TEMPLE OF ARTEMIS.    SHE WAS WEARING HER LONG ROBES…NOTHING STATELY OR ROYAL.. JUST SIMPLE WHITE LINEN.  HER HAIR WAS TIED TO ONE SIDE AND THE SWEET AROMAS OF OILS AND ESSENCES FILLED THE AIR.   IT WAS HEADY AND SOOTHING AT THE SAME TIME.    SHE WALKED SINGING A GENTLE SONG HUMMING IT TO HERSELF.    IT WAS HER FAVOURITE SONG.   HER MOTHER HAS SANG IT TO HER AS A LULLABY AND IT ALWAYS CALMED HER AND BROUGHT A WARMTH TO HER  HEART.    AS SHE WALKED SHE HELD SOME WILD FLOWERS IN HER RIGHT HAND.   THE TEMPLE WAS CLOSE BY AND SHE COULD HEAR THE MERCHANTS SELLING THEIR FRUITS AND EXOTIC CLOTHS RAISING THEIR VOICES TO BE HEARD.    SHE STOPPED AND LOOKED IN THE DIRECTION OF THE MARKET AND THE BRIGHTLY COLOURED STALLS.    AS THE SUN SHONE IT MADE THEM LOOK LIKE PRECIOUS JEWELS AND THE PEOPLE THERE LOOKED AS IF THEY WERE DANCING AMONG THE GEMS!    IT MADE HER HEART SING TO SEE PEOPLE LAUGHING AND TALKING SO ANIMATEDLY.      A SOFT BREEZE STIRRED THE SAND BENEATH HER FEET BRINGING IT UP INTO THE ATMOSPHERE.     SHE KNEW SHE NEEDED TO MOVE QUICKLY AND GET TO THE TEMPLE.   HER TEACHER WOULD BE WAITING….BUT CHARLIE ALWAYS SEEMED TO START HER JOURNEYS OFF ON TIME, ONLY TO BE DISTRACTED BY EVENTS AROUND HER!   ALTHOUGH HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS LOVED HER THEY WERE IRRITATED BY HER LACK OF DISCIPLINE WITH TIME!!   THIS SHE KNEW AND SHE THOUGHT ” I WILL BE AWARE OF TIME AND BE MORE DISCIPLINED!”   AS SHE REACHED THE WHITE STEPS..SHE CLIMBED THE SEVEN WIDE STONE STEPS LEADING TO THE PILLARS AND FOUND SHE WAS MOVING VERY QUICKLY.    AS SHE REACHED THE GREAT DOOR SHE WAS BREATHING HEAVILY AS SHE MOVED AND PUT HER RIGHT HAND UP TO PUSH OPEN THE LARGE WOODEN ORNATE DOOR. …IT CREAKED OPEN AND THE COOLING ATMOSPHERE OF THE TEMPLE MET HER AS SHE ENTERED……

…WHEN YOU ENTER THE TEMPLE OF ARTEMIS AS A GODDESS YOU BRING NOTHING WITH YOU BELOVEDS.   YOU BRING YOU.    NOT A CHILD WHO IS GROWING OR A WOMAN WHO HAS GROWN THROUGH EXPERIENCES.   YOU BRING THE UNBURDENED YOU.    LEAVING EVERY THOUGHT OF WHAT LIFE MEANS BEHIND.    THIS IN ITSELF IS A DISCIPLINE.    CHARLIE ENTERED THE HALLS FEELING THE COOL WHITE MARBLE BENEATH HER FEET.    SHE FELT A BEAD OF PERSPIRATION MOVE LIKE A SNAKE DOWN FROM HER BROW TO MAKE ITS WAY DOWN HER FACE SETTLING ON HER TOP LIP!!!   SHE RAISED HER HAND TO DRY HER FACE AND HEARD FOOTSTEPS BEHIND HER….THE KINDLY VOICE SAID “WELCOME ASTARA OF LYRA….I KNOW YOUR NAME.    HAVE YOU COME HERE TO REMEMBER?    CHARLIE (OR ASTARA AS SHE WAS CALLED) FELT A DRYNESS IN HER THROAT, AS THE SONG SHE HAD BEEN SINGING HAD LEFT HER VOCAL CHORDS BEREFT OF MOISTURE…AND SHE SAID “YES” IN A HIGH PITCHED YET HUSKY TONE.   A CROSS BETWEEN AN OLD MAN AND A CANARY.!

VERY WELL SAID THE KINDLY TEACHER WHOM SHE WAS YET TO SEE.    WALK TO THE CENTRE OF THE BUILDING AND I WILL FOLLOW YOU.   DO NOT LOOK BEHIND YOU OR ASK ANY QUESTIONS.    JUST HOLD YOUR HANDS OVER YOUR HEART.   LET THE FLOWERS YOU HAVE GATHERED BE HELD BY YOU AND ANYTHING ELSE LEAVE BEHIND WITH EACH STEP…..ASTARA AS SHE NOW THOUGHT OF HERSELF DID JUST THAT.   BUT WITH EACH STEP HER HEART WAS BURNING AND SHE COULD FEEL THE PRESENCE OF THE BEING BEHIND WALKING IN PROCESSION WITH HER, UNAWARE OF HIS IDENTITY….  BUT THERE WAS A FAMILIARITY SHE WAS NOT SURE OF AND A COMFORTING PRESENCE THAT FILLED HER WITH WHAT ONLY COULD BE DESCRIBED AS LOVE.   LOVE IN THE WAY ASTARA KNEW IT.     THEY WALKED THROUGH THE TEMPLE…AND IT WAS ONLY AFTER A LITTLE WHILE ASTARA REALISED IT SHOULD ONLY TAKE A SHORT WALK TO REACH THE CENTRE OF THE TEMPLE AS IT ALWAYS DID.    THIS WAS GETTING LONGER AND LONGER WITH EACH STEP AND SHE DARED NOT LOOK TO EITHER SIDE OR BEHIND.    SHE WAS COMPLETELY TRANSFIXED TO THE HORIZON LINE SOMEWHERE HEAD AND COULD SEE WITH HER PERIPHERAL VISION THE WHITE WASHED WALLS AND GOLDEN LEAF OF THE STARS PAINTED ON THE TEMPLE WALLS.     AS SHE SLOWED HER PACE SHE COULD ALMOST SENSE A SMILE ON HER FACE AND KNEW IT WAS COMING FROM THE PERSON WHO FOLLOWED HER.     SHE HAD CEASED TO RUSH OR TO WONDER WHERE SHE WAS GOING TO.    HER HEART FELT AS IF SHE COULD BE IN THIS PROCESSION FOREVER.   ENDLESSLY MOVING FORWARD WITH THE LOVE SHE FELT IN HER AND ALL AROUND HER.   THE WHOLE TEMPLE WAS ALIVE AS IF IT TOO HAD BECOME A GREAT BEING.    ASTARA FELT A TEAR FLOW FROM HER EYES AND AS IT WASHED HER FACE AND RAN DOWN HER SKIN TO THE FLOWERS SHE HELD THE AROMA OF FRESH MOUNTAIN FLOWERS FILLED THE AIR.    THE INCENSE OF ROSES BECAME INTENSE.   OVERWHELMING IN FACT.    SHE HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO BREATHE THEM IN AND WHEN SHE DID SHE FELL TO HER KNEES.     THE MOMENT WAS FULL OF LOVE.    NOTHING ELSE.   SHE DID NOT KNOW WHO WAITED FOR HER ON THE PATH SHE WAS WALKING BUT SHE KNEW SHE WOULD NOT LOOK AROUND AND SEE UNTIL IT WAS TIME.  IRONICALLY NOT AN EARTHLY TIME NOR A ROUTINE.   BUT A PRE DESTINED SYNCHRONISTIC  MOMENT THAT CAN ONLY COME WHEN THE HEART IS LED TO THE PERFECTED STATE OF SURRENDER.

AS SHE LAY THERE ON THE COOLNESS OF THE TEMPLE FLOOR ASTARA SURRENDERED TO HER EARTHLY BODY BEING MORE THAN JUST PHYSICAL.   SHE LET GO OF WANTING ANYTHING.   SHE FELT THE INCENSE OF ROSE IN HER SENSES, HER HAIR AND THE PORES OF HER SKIN!!    SHE HAD BECOME THE ROSE.    IT WAS ONLY THEN SHE FELT A HAND TOUCH HERS TO HELP HER TO HER FEET.    SHE CLOSED HER EYES.  ASTARA ASKED..MASTER, MAY I LOOK UPON YOU NOW OR DO I NEED TO CONTINUE WALKING?   THERE WAS A MOMENT OF SILENCE AND WHAT COULD ONLY BE DESCRIBED AS A CHUCKLE!!   SHE TOOK THIS TO BE A YES TO OPENING HER EYES!!   SLOWLY ASTARA (CHARLIE) OPENED ONE EYE PEEPING THROUGH THE WHITE LIGHT OF THE TEMPLE THAT STREAMED EVERYWHERE.    HER OTHER EYE FOLLOWED SUIT AND SHE LOOKED INTO THE EYES OF A MAN SHE HAD NOT MET BUT KNEW.    HE WAS BATHED IN A LIGHT SO FULL OF BEAMS OF COLOUR AND HIS FACE WAS BEARDED AND KINDLY.  HANDSOME EVEN!!    HE SMILED AND HIS EYES TWINKLED IN THE LIGHT.   THIS TEACHER WAS NEW TO ASTARA AND SHE THOUGHT HE MUST HAVE CAME FROM ANOTHER TEMPLE TO BRING HIS TEACHINGS HERE…..

MAY I WALK BESIDE YOU ASTARA? HE ASKED.    HER SOFT VOICE SAID YES… AND TOGETHER THEY WALKED A FEW STEPS TO WHERE THEY HAD BEEN BROUGHT TO THE CENTRE OF THE TEMPLE.   IN THE CENTRE OF THE TEMPLE OF ARTEMIS THERE IS A LARGE COURT YARD FLANKED BY FOUR GREAT PILLARS.   IT IS OPEN TO THE ELEMENTS AS THE DOVES FLY DOWN INTO THE COURT YARD EACH DAY AND THEIR SONG GREETS THE MORNING.     ASTARA WENT TO SIT ON THE STONE SEAT FACING HER NEW TEACHER.     I KNOW YOU DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM?    HER FIRST CHOICE WAS YES OF COURSE!!!  AND HE LAUGHED!   ASTARA THOUGHT I KNOW HIM FROM SOMEWHERE…BUT THE NAME I CANNOT REMEMBER…IT IS ALMOST THERE BUT JUST OUT OF REACH….THE HARDER SHE TRIED TO REMEMBER THE MORE HE SMILED BREAKING INTO A LAUGH!!       AND WHEN HE DID SHE FOUND HERSELF LAUGHING TOO!!   THIS WAS REALLY A GREAT NEW TEACHER SHE THOUGHT.    AND AS THE LAUGHING QUIETENED DOWN AND THEY SAT STARING AT EACH OTHER ASTARA HEARD A VOICE IN HER MIND…. AND IT WAS JUST LIKE THE NEW TEACHER.

“HELLO MY BELOVED MOTHER.     YOU ARE MY EARTHLY TEACHER.. FIRST OF MANY.  I KNOW YOU ON THIS PLANE AS ASTARA AND YOU KNOW ME ….WELL YOU KNOW ME AS YESHUA.    YOU SEE THERE IS NO TIME…IT IS A FIGMENT OF THE IMAGINATION.   IT IS AN EARTHLY CONCEPT THAT HELPS THE MIND MAKE SENSE OF THE EARTHLY WHEN THE MIRACULOUS BELIEVES IN GOING BEYOND THE LIMITS OF EVERYTHING THAT IS HELD AS REAL ON EARTH.    CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS?    ASTARA SAID YES IN HER MIND AND SMILED.

CAN I ASK YOU A QUESTION TEACHER?   YES THE THOUGHT CAME BACK…..ASK ONLY THAT WHICH DWELLS IN YOUR HEART CONSCIOUSNESS.   DO NOT WORRY FOR FUTURE PLANS OR PAST ACHIEVEMENTS.   THE HEART IS THE UNIVERSE.  EVERYTHING EXISTS IN THIS MOMENT IN WHICH WE SIT IN EACH OTHERS PRESENCE IN THE TEMPLE OF THE HEART.

ASTARA DREW ALL THE BRAVERY SHE COULD MUSTER…BUT SOMEHOW IT FELT APPROPRIATE… WHY DID YOU CALL ME MOTHER?   WHO AM I TO YOU?   HAVE WE MET!    YESHUA STOOD FROM WHERE HE WAS SEATED AND ASTARA FOLLOWED SO THEY WERE FACING EACH OTHER.    HE PLACED HIS HAND IN FRONT OF HER HEART AND IN THE SPHERE OF LIGHT THAT APPEARED ASTARA SAW AN IMAGE OF A CHILD BEING HELD BY A WOMAN…HER!!   AND SHE COULD SEE THE GREAT ASTROLOGERS THAT PEOPLE TALKED OF SITTING WITH HER AND A MAN SHE DID NOT YET KNOW.    THEY HAD GIFTS AND ONE OF THEM HELD A SCROLL OF LINEN WITH WHAT LOOKED LIKE THE STARS AND THE PLANETS MAPPED OUT ON IT.   THEY WERE ALL SMILING DOWN AT THE INFANT HELD IN HER ARMS.    IMMEDIATELY SHE KNEW IN HER HEART WHO THIS WAS.    THE TIME HAD NOT COME FOR HIM TO BE ON EARTH PHYSICALLY BUT SHE KNEW WHO HE WAS AND HER HEART OPENED TO MEET THE SPHERE OF LIGHT EMANATING FROM YESHUAS.

IN THE COURT YARD OF THE TEMPLE THE DOVES SETTLED ON THE GREAT PILLARS.   THE ESSENCE OF ROSES FILLED THE AIR.   AND THE RAINBOW OF LIGHT THAT COMES FROM THE GREAT HALL SHONE DOWN FILLING THE SPACE WITH DIAMOND LIGHT.

ASTARA  LOOKED AT YESHUA AND HELD THE LIGHT IN FRONT OF HER AS IF HOLDING A BABY.    BELOVED ONE…. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE … I ALWAYS HAVE FOR I REMEMBER.   I WALK THE PATH AS YOU HAVE SHOWN ME, NOT WAITING BUT KNOWING THAT AS I WALK IN THE MOMENT AND AM IN DIVINE ORDER THERE IS NO EARTHLY ORDER I NEED FOLLOW ONLY LOVE.     YESHUA HELD A DOVE THAT FLEW DOWN BETWEEN THEM AND THE DOVE FLEW INTO ASTARA’S HEART!    HAIL MARY.. BELOVED ONE.. BLESS YOUR JOURNEY BACK TO YOU.    I AM ALWAYS WITH YOU.    YOUR JOURNEY WILL BE MINE AND ONE DAY WHEN YOUR JOURNEY IS JOINED BY YOSEF YOU WILL REMEMBER THIS MOMENT AND EVERY JOURNEY OF EVERY LIFETIME WILL BECOME THE SACRED ROSE.

THE AIR WAS FILLED WITH ROSES AND A BEAUTIFUL PEACE THAT CANNOT BE DESCRIBED.   A SILENCE FILLED WITH LOVE.    AS MARY/ASTARA STOOD AND BOWED HER HEAD, HOLDING HER HANDS TO HER HEART SHE FELT THE BEATING OF HER OWN HEART AS THE DOVE.   AS SHE LOOKED UP SHE SAW THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GOLDEN ORB LIKE THE SUN RISE UP FROM THE COURTYARD…FOLLOWED BY TWO OTHERS …LIKE GUARDIANS, ALL RISING TO THE SUN!    IT WAS THEN ASTARA/MARY SAT AND HELD HER HEART WITH ONLY THE SOUND OF THE DOVES COOING.    SHE HAD MET HER TEACHER.   SHE KNEW HIM AS SHE KNEW HERSELF.     THERE WAS NOTHING TO BE LEARNED, ONLY REMEMBERED IN LIFE.

AS SHE WALKED BACK THROUGH THE TEMPLE THE SILENCE FILLED THE AIR.   THERE WAS NO ONE THERE ONLY THE COOL BREEZE OF THE INTERIOR MAKING HER FEEL SHE WAS COMING BACK DOWN TO EARTH FROM WHEREVER SHE HAD BEEN.

WALKING DOWN THE TEMPLE STEPS BACK TO THE REALITY SHE KNEW, ASTARA FELT SHE MUST SIT WITH THE MEMORY OF WHAT HAD HAPPENED AND IT WOULD BE REVEALED TO HER AGAIN IN EVERY LIFETIME AND FOR EVERY WOMAN AND MAN ON THEIR JOURNEY IT IS A JOURNEY OF REMEMBRANCE.    THE TEMPLE OF THE HEART IS YOUR SALVATION.    SURRENDER TO YOU AND ALL THE PAIN YOU THINK YOU HOLD.   AND ONE DAY SOON YOU WILL SIT WITH THE GREATEST TEACHER YOU WILL EVER MEET AND HE WILL NOT LOOK UPON YOU AS LESSER HE WILL LOOK UPON YOU AS A MASTER.”

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CHARLIE STIRS FROM HER COFFEE INDUCED SLEEP AND RUBS HER EYES.   SHE THINKS OH NO I HAD MEANT TO DO SO MUCH THIS MORNING AND NOW THE TIME IS GONE!!   AND AS SHE LIFTS HER HEAD A THOUGHT STOPS HER… REMEMBER THERE IS NO TIME.   ONLY AN EARTHLY ONE… AND YOU AND EVERYONE ARE MORE THAN THAT!!!   AS SHE STARTED TO RECOUNT HER DREAM CHARLIE THOUGHT I REALLY MUST START WRITING THESE DOWN AND WORKING OUT WHAT THEY MEAN… IF I HAD THE TIME…!!!!!..

AS SHE WALKS BACK INTO THE KITCHEN AND WAKENS MORE SHE STANDS AT THE SINK. WASHING HER COFFEE CUP SHE IS DRAWN TO A MEMORY OF WHEN SHE WOKE UP ONE NIGHT AROUND TEN YEARS AGO WHEN HER CHILDREN WERE STILL QUITE SMALL… SHE WAS AWAKE.. NOT DREAMING.. BUT DID NOT MOVE… THERE WAS NO FEAR ATTACHED TO ANYTHING SHE WAS DRAWN TO LOOKING AT THE BEDROOM DOOR IN HER MEMORY AS IT WAS SLIGHTLY OPENED AND THE HALL LANDING LIGHT ON.    AS SHE WATCHED DREAMILY THREE PERFECTLY CIRCULAR GOLDEN ORBS MOVED INTO THE ROOM!   THEY WERE HOVERING ABOUT THE HEIGHT OF A PERSON NEAR THE BEDROOM WALL.   SHE BLINKED AND BLINKED AGAIN AND THEY WERE STILL THERE.    NOTHING HAPPENED. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!   SHE WAS OVERWHELMED WITH A FEELING OF BEING TUCKED IN AND COMFORTED AND FELT SO MUCH PEACE AND LOVE AROUND HER.   MAYBE IT RELATED TO THE DREAM SHE HAD TODAY CHARLIE THOUGHT… SHE WOULD THINK ABOUT IT LATER AFTER SHE MADE THE DINNER AND LIT THE FIRE… AND DID WHATEVER IT WAS SHE HAD TO DO….. OR MAYBE SHE WOULD KEEP IT WITHIN HER HEART AND HOLD IT TO HER AND WALK WITH THE BEAUTIFUL MEMORY OF THAT FEELING EACH DAY.

THIS YEAR IS NEARING ITS END AND A NEW YEAR BEGINS!   AND IT HAS BEEN A YEAR OF HEALING AFTER LAST YEAR REVELATION…. WE NEEDED IT EVEN IF WE DENY THAT.  BELOVEDS KNOW WHEREVER YOU ARE AND WHATEVER WORRIES YOU HAVE YOU ARE STRONG ENOUGH AND BRAVE ENOUGH TO LIVE THIS LIFE.    YOU ARE SO MUCH MORE THAN YOU ALLOW YOURSELF TO BELIEVE BELOVEDS.      NOW IS THE TIME TO REALISE THIS AND YOU WILL START TO REMEMBER…. ALLOW THOSE MEMORIES TO RESURFACE AND BE FILLED WITH THE LOVE AND PEACE AND JOY THEY WILL BRING YOU FOREVER.

BLESSED BE YOU XX

CAROLINE K BELOVED

THE JOURNEY OF LOVE