22.11.2016… A DAY TO REMEMBER…
A MASTER DAY. A DAY OF MIRRORS…. AND A DAY OF EMOTIONS SURFACING TO BE FELT AND HELD FOR A LITTLE WHILE AND WASHED AWAY WITH YOUR TEARS. CRY BELOVEDS AND RELEASE AND SURRENDER TO YOUR BEAUTIFUL HEART THAT KNOWS NO BOUNDS. BE VERY SECURE IN WHO YOU ARE. THIS IS WHAT THIS YEAR HAS BEEN ABOUT. REVIEWING YOUR CHALLENGES AND HISTORY. NOT JUST IN THIS LIFETIME BUT THE DEEPLY HELD SUBCONSCIOUS WOUNDS WE ALL HOLD IN OUR CELLS AND IN OUR SOULS.
ONE DAY.. NOT TOO LONG AGO.. WE STARTED TO REMEMBER OUR ANGELS, AND ALL AROUND US THERE WERE BOOKS ON ANGELS, CARDS ON ANGELS, ANGELS IN OUR HAIR BY LORNA BYRNE.. AND DIANA COOPER GUIDING US WITH OUR ANGELS. THE ANGELS WORKED THEIR MAGIC INTO THE HEARTS OF THOSE WHO WOULD REACH US AND WE STARTED TO SEE THE SIGNS FOR OURSELVES. BELOVEDS, OUR LIVES CHANGED FOR EVER!!! IF YOU THINK BACK TO WHEN YOU CONSCIOUSLY STARTED TO TALK TO YOUR ANGEL, TO LOOK FOR SIGNS OR JUST TO SIT WITH THE BEAUTIFUL ENERGY, SEE HOW DIFFERENT YOU ARE TODAY. YOU MIGHT GRIEVE SOME ASPECTS OF THE BEING YOU HAVE LOST BUT YOU WILL SEE THE WARRIOR OF LOVE AND LIGHT THAT IS YOU.. STARING BACK FROM THE IMAGE IN THE MIRROR. ONE OF ARCHANGEL MICHAEL’S CHARGES. THERE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN IMAGES OF ANGELS THROUGH HISTORY BUT OVER THE LAST NINE OR TEN YEARS THEY HAVE BEEN BROUGHT FULLY INTO THE CONSCIOUSNESS THROUGH THE MEDIA AND BOOKS AND CLOTHING LABELS. EVERYWHERE!! AND EVERYONE, EVEN THE SKEPTIC, SECRETLY LOVES TO KNOW THEY ARE BORN WITH A GUARDIAN ANGEL DESIGNATED TO BE JUST WITH THEM…FOREVER!! DEEP DOWN DEAR BELOVEDS WE NEEDED THAT REASSURANCE TO GET US THROUGH THE LAST YEARS. THE AGE OF AQUARIUS AND FREEDOM COMES WITH A SUB TITLE… THE AGE OF SURRENDER. AND ANOTHER … THE AGE OF AUTHENTIC SELF. NO HOLDS BARRED NO HOLDING BACK AND CONSCIOUSLY AWARE OF HOW BEAUTIFUL IT IS TO BE HUMAN. WE WERE TAUGHT WE WERE FLAWED, WHEN THE ANGELS SEE US AS MAGNIFICENT. WE SEE THEM AS AMAZING.. AND MY OH MY THEY ARE.. BUT THEY EQUALLY SEE US AS A FLAME FROM GOD’S HEART!! HOW COULD WE NOT HAVE SEEN THIS? WELL, THEY SAY WE NEVER LOOK ON THE FACE OF GOD.. IT WOULD BE TOO MUCH… BUT WE CAN GET GLIMPSES OF HIM IN PEOPLE WE KNOW AND IN MOMENTS WHEN WE FEEL BLESSED BY A GENTLE EMBRACE FROM SOMEONE WE LOVE. A NEW BORN BABY’S TOUCH AND FRAGRANCE. A SMILE THAT OPENS OUR HEARTS. THE SUMMER MORNING AS THE SUN RISES.. AS YOU WALK ON A MISTY MEADOW TO A HILLTOP. ALL OF THESE BEAUTIFUL ENCHANTING MOMENTS THAT LAST …YES, MOMENTS. WE CAN ONLY BUT CAPTURE IN OUR REALITY FOR SECONDS BUT THEY LAST FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS. THIS IS GOD..SHOWING US HIS IMAGE IN THE MOMENT OF THE BEAUTY WE HOLD IN THAT MEMORY.
IT CANNOT BE CLUNG TOO… JUST FELT AND REVISITED BY GOING BACK INTO OUR HEARTS. AND ALL OF THIS BRING US BACK TO OUR ANGELS…. THESE BEAUTIFUL BEINGS BLESS THEM, THEIR JOURNEY WAS TO GUIDE US ALL. NOT TO AWAKEN OR TO BE MORE SPIRITUAL EVEN. BUT TO GATHER TOGETHER IN GROUPS AND WITH PEOPLE WHO WOULD BECOME FRIENDS AND HEALERS AND THEN THE JOURNEY OF ASCENSION REALLY KICKED IN!! WE DESCENDED INTO A FRENZY OF LEARNING ALL WE COULD ABOUT HOW TO HEAL AND HOW WE COULD HEAL!!! MIRACLES COULD HAPPEN!! AND AS WE SET OUT ON THE JOURNEY TO HEAL THE WORLD… STRANGE THINGS STARTED TO HAPPEN. THE LIFE WE THOUGHT WAS OUR LIFE STARTED TO CHANGE. THE COZY DOMESTIC SITUATIONS WE FOUND OURSELVES IN STARTED TO FEEL SLIGHTLY UNCOMFORTABLE EVEN!! AND THE JOBS WE HAD FOR LIFE.. WELL THEY FELT LIKE A LIFE SENTENCE!! THE MORE WE HEALED THE WOUNDS OF OTHERS, THE MORE OUR OWN BECAME APPARENT!! AND IT WENT ON AND ON AND STILL WE SOUGHT TO HEAL AND HELP AND SHOW THE WAY AS SOON AS WE HAD FOUND THE NEXT STEP OURSELVES. YOU SEE BELOVEDS, IN YOUR BEAUTIFUL HEARTS, THE NURTURER LONGS TO HELP OTHERS TO HEAL AND TO SEE THEM BEING OK!! WHEN THE SOUL YOU ARE KNOWS YOU HAVE BROUGHT A WOUND HERE… A BIG ONE… AND THE ANGELS MAKE THEMSELVES KNOWN SO YOU CAN START HEALING IT!! WELL I DIDN’T SEE THAT ONE COMING I CAN TELL YA LOL. IF I HAD A EURO FOR EVERY PERSON AT A REIKI WORKSHOP WHO WANTED TO OPEN A HEALING CENTRE, I WOULD HAVE ENOUGH TO OPEN A HEALING CENTRE!! (THIS INCLUDES ME BY THE WAY LOL) WE ALL SAW IT AS OUR DUTY TO HEAL OTHERS IN A WAY THAT IS TRADITIONAL REALLY, BY HANDS ON HEALING. AND THAT STILL HAS ITS PLACE FOR MANY CONDITIONS AND SHOULD NOT BE FORGOTTEN. BLESS ANYONE THAT HEALS ON A DAILY BASIS. THEY REALLY DO SOMETHING THAT IS TOTALLY HEART CENTRED. BUT HERE IS THE CATCH BELOVEDS..
THE MORE WE ASK FOR OTHERS TO BE HEALED…THE MORE WE ASK FOR THE JOURNEY TO BE REVEALED FOR US… AND FOR HEALING TO HAPPEN FOR US.. WE MIGHT NOT THINK OF THAT AS WE START OFF OUR JOURNEY, WE DO IT FROM A PLACE OF WANTING TO HEAL THE WORLD.. AND IT IS A LOVELY THOUGHT. BUT ALONG THE WAY, AND THERE WILL COME A POINT, AS IT DID FOR ME..WE MUST STOP AND ACKNOWLEDGE SOME PEOPLE DO NOT COME TO BE HEALED..AND WE ARE NOT MEANT TO TAKE ON EVERYONE’S FEELINGS AS OUR OWN… THIS IS NOT UNKIND IN FACT IT IS THE OPPOSITE. THERE IS A TEACHER, AND A HEALER FOR EVERYONE. BUT MANY PEOPLE WILL GO TO LOTS OF HEALERS AND HAVE A LOTS OF TEACHERS AND STILL HAVE THE SAME AILMENTS AND SAME QUESTIONS. AND WE WONDER WHY. IT IS BECAUSE THEY DO NOT COME TO BE HEALED THEY COME FOR YOU TO TAKE ON THEIR BURDEN..TO CARRY IT FOR A WHILE AND TO HELP… AND IN SOME CASES THAT IS OK… IT IS AN HONOUR TO HELP SOMEONE IN A LITTLE WAY IN BEING A COMFORT IN THEIR TIME OF GRIEF AND TO HOLD THEM. AND THEN TO LET THEM GO KNOWING THEY CAN NOW FIND THEIR WAY. YOUR JOURNEY WITH THEM HAS ENDED. BUT THE PROCESS OF HEALER/TEACHER IS ONE WE HAVE SOUGHT OUT TO ENABLE US HEAL OURSELVES. I KNOW LOTS OF HEALERS MIGHT FEEL THE SAME. THEY FEEL BLESSED TO BE OF SERVICE IN ANY WAY TO OTHERS BUT THERE COMES A TURNING POINT AND THE HEALING OF OTHERS IS SHOWN AS A MIRROR FOR YOUR OWN SELF.
AND THEN.. THE WOUND … THE GIFT..IS REVEALED.. SLOWLY AT FIRST, IT IS A FEELING A LITTLE NUDGE IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. YOU COULD CALL IT A KNOWING. AS IT IS NOT A DEFINITE GUIDANCE. YOU START TO SEE HOW WE CREATE SITUATIONS FROM OUR THOUGHTS.. THE CONVERSATIONS WE CARRY ON LONG AFTER THEY HAVE FINISHED! STANDING AT THE SINK STILL HAVING AN ARGUMENT ABOUT SOMETHING THAT WE FEEL OFFENDED BY.. THE FEELINGS OF DESPAIR.. THE FEELINGS OF NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH… THE FEELINGS OF WHEN AND IF OR HOW… NEEDING TO KNOW. AND LITTLE BY LITTLE AS THIS YEAR HAS UNFOLDED WE HAVE BEEN GIVEN A RARE OPPORTUNITY THROUGH THE PLANETARY ASPECTS AND ECLIPSES TO GO DEEP WITHIN OUR PSYCHE. WHETHER WE WANTED TO OR NOT LOL. TO HAVE TIME TO OURSELVES… TO ALLOW THE PENNY TO DROP… AND IT HAS. AND OVER THE COMING WEEKS IT WILL REALLY DROP! WHAT IS THE WOUND YOU CARRY SO DEEPLY BELOVEDS THAT CAUSED YOU TO SEARCH AND SEARCH TO FIND THE ANSWER TO WHY YOU ARE HERE… WAS IT SO YOU COULD FIND A WOUND? AND IN WAITING TO FIND THAT WOUND YOU ENTERED RELATIONSHIPS AND SITUATIONS THAT WOULD CAUSE THAT WOUND TO OPEN AND BE REVEALED. THESE KARMIC SITUATIONS THAT WERE REALLY PART OF THE SPIRITUAL JOURNEY, JUST WE DIDN’T SEE THEM THAT WAY AT THE TIME! THE WOUNDS OF OLD RELATIONSHIPS WHERE WE FELT DISHONOURED OR SITUATIONS WHERE WE GAVE TOO MUCH AND WONDERED WHY IT WAS NOT BALANCED. AND YET AS OUR LIVES MOVED ON WE FOUND MORE SITUATIONS TO REPEAT PATTERNS!!! THE CENTRE POINT OF ALL OF THIS IS…AND IT REALLY IS… THAT WE BANDAGED THE WOUND AND NOW ITS TIME TO RIP IT OFF!!!
THE PLANETS ARE IN ALIGNMENT AND AS NEPTUNE MOVES FORWARD IN PISCES AND CHIRON IS THE BRIDGE BETWEEN THE INNER AND OUTER WORLDS..WE SURRENDER AND SAY ENOUGH….I MUST BE DOING THIS!!!
OVER THE NEXT SEVEN DAYS IN PARTICULAR WHEREVER YOU ARE AND WHATEVER YOU ARE DOING.. SIT AND HAVE A NOTEPAD… AND WRITE YOUR NAME CLEARLY ON THE FIRST PAGE. AND WRITE THE WORDS …..I AM….. AND I CAME HERE WITH THE WOUND OF …………….
BE FEARLESS AND ONLY WRITE THE FIRST THING THAT COMES INTO YOUR HEART. DO NOT EDIT!! IT MIGHT TAKE A WHILE TO SIT WITH IT THO! I DID THIS TODAY AND IT SHOCKED ME.. WELL IT SURPRISED ME… BUT NOT GREATLY. IT HAD DAWNED ON ME THIS YEAR AND THE LAST FEW YEARS REALLY. I HAD BEEN RUNNING AWAY FROM BEING ME. WE ALL HAD. BUT WE HAD TO AS THAT IS PART OF THE JOURNEY!! THERE COMES A POINT ON THE PATH, WHEN WE COME TO THE HOMELAND OF THE GRAIL. THAT IS CHIRON. OUR HEARTS PASS THAT WAY ON THE WAY IN AND ON THE WAY OUT OF THIS MORTAL COIL. BUT ALONG THE WAY WE EXPERIENCE EVERYTHING WE NEED TO FEEL THE WOUND AT ITS GREATEST INTENSITY AND TO RELINQUISH ITS HOLD OVER OUR HUMAN SELF BY SURRENDERING TO IT BY GOING BEYOND OUR HUMAN UNDERSTANDING. WE MUST STRETCH OUR AWARENESS…AND THEN WE DISCOVER IT IS A VERY HUMAN TRAIT THAT IS THE WOUND KEEPING US FROM FEELING PEACEFUL, FULL OF JOY AND LOVE.
MY WOUND IS BEING ME!! .I THOUGHT ABOUT THIS FOR A MOMENT.. AND A BIT LONGER LOL. AND I COULD SEE IT. IT HAS TAKEN A LONG TIME JUST TO BE ME. WE HAVE MANY TITLES AS HUMANS. WE ARE MOTHERS, FATHERS, DAUGHTERS, SONS, BROTHERS AND SISTERS… AND WE HAVE TITLES AS HEALERS, THERAPISTS…ETC. AND IT GOES ON AND ON. BUT TO BELONG TO JUST YOU. TO BE YOU AND ONLY YOU WITHOUT HAVING TO BE ANYTHING ELSE IS SOMETHING I HAVE BEEN SITTING WITH. TO OWN YOUR FEELINGS AND STATE THEM AS YOURS. TO HAVE AN OPINION EVEN IF IS GOING TO GO AGAINST THE MAIN CONSENSUS. TO BE HAPPY WITH YOU, TO LOVE YOU AS YOU LOVE OTHERS. THIS IS A WOUND THAT RUNS DEEP WITHIN AND PROBABLY FROM OTHER LIFETIMES. BUT I WOULD SUSPECT IT IS A COMMON ONE FOR MANY WOMEN AND MEN. AND WHEN I SAW THE WOUND WRITTEN DOWN IN BLACK AND WHITE I KNEW IT TO BE TRUE. THE PERSON I RAN FROM WAS ME. THE ME WHO WANTED TO VOICE THE TRUTH OF HERSELF OR BE LISTENED TO RATIONALLY. AND MANY WOMEN WILL UNDERSTAND THIS. AND INDEED MEN. THE ME WHO COULD BE IRRATIONAL AND WHO COULD NOT SAY NO FOR OFFENDING SOMEONE…. AND ALL THIS LED TO KNOWING GUIDES WHO GUIDED ME BUT STILL NOT BEING ACQUAINTED WITH THE TRUE SELF. AND FOR EVERY TIME I BANDAGED UP THAT WOUND SECURELY IT WOULD BE FINE …FOR A WHILE.. UNTIL THE WOUNDED HEALER PLANET CHIRON CAME BACK TO SAY… THE DOOR IS OPEN.. IF YOU ARE REALLY ASCENDING YOURSELF YOU NEED TO ACCEPT THE BEAUTY OF THE SOUL YOU ARE. AND THIS IS FOR EVERYONE.
BLESS MY BEAUTIFUL TEACHER, THE LATE ISIS BELOVED. ONE OF HER LAST TEACHINGS TO ME WAS… JUST BE YOU!! WE HAD BEEN PRIVILEGED TO GO THERE AND BE PART OF HER TEACHINGS AND I CONNECTED WITH APHRODITE …A LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCE IN ITSELF. BUT ISIS BELOVED’S TEACHINGS OF JOY WERE PURE HEART TEACHINGS. IT IS WHEN WRITING THIS I REMEMBERED HER WORDS… WRITE AS YOURSELF… BE YOURSELF…CHANNEL YOU! BLESS HER WISDOM AND LOVE FOREVER.
THE LAST FEW WEEKS OF THIS YEAR BRINGS US TO THE START OF A NEW WAY OF LIVING. IN OUR INTERIOR WORLDS. IT IS ONLY THEN WE WILL SEE A CHANGE IN THE EXTERIOR ONE. WE NEED TO DROP THE NEED FOR TITLES AND ACKNOWLEDGEMENT OF THEM AND TO FIND THAT WHEN WE HAVE ACCEPTED THE WOUND… WHATEVER IT MAY BE… AND SEE HOW IT HAS BEEN OUR GUIDE, IT CEASES TO BE THE WOUND AND BECOMES THE KEY… A VERY IMPORTANT KEY TO EVERY MOMENT OF OUR EXISTENCE.
IN LOVE ALWAYS
CAROLINE K BELOVED
I REMEMBER ME ASTROLOGY!!
Temple Rose Reiki 
22.11.2016… A DAY TO REMEMBER…
A MASTER DAY. A DAY OF MIRRORS…. AND A DAY OF EMOTIONS SURFACING TO BE FELT AND HELD FOR A LITTLE WHILE AND WASHED AWAY WITH YOUR TEARS. CRY BELOVEDS AND RELEASE AND SURRENDER TO YOUR BEAUTIFUL HEART THAT KNOWS NO BOUNDS. BE VERY SECURE IN WHO YOU ARE. THIS IS WHAT THIS YEAR HAS BEEN ABOUT. REVIEWING YOUR CHALLENGES AND HISTORY. NOT JUST IN THIS LIFETIME BUT THE DEEPLY HELD SUBCONSCIOUS WOUNDS WE ALL HOLD IN OUR CELLS AND IN OUR SOULS.
ONE DAY.. NOT TOO LONG AGO.. WE STARTED TO REMEMBER OUR ANGELS, AND ALL AROUND US THERE WERE BOOKS ON ANGELS, CARDS ON ANGELS, ANGELS IN OUR HAIR BY LORNA BYRNE.. AND DIANA COOPER GUIDING US WITH OUR ANGELS. THE ANGELS WORKED THEIR MAGIC INTO THE HEARTS OF THOSE WHO WOULD REACH US AND WE STARTED TO SEE THE SIGNS FOR OURSELVES. BELOVEDS, OUR LIVES CHANGED FOR EVER!!! IF YOU THINK BACK TO WHEN YOU CONSCIOUSLY STARTED TO TALK TO YOUR ANGEL, TO LOOK FOR SIGNS OR JUST TO SIT WITH THE BEAUTIFUL ENERGY, SEE HOW DIFFERENT YOU ARE TODAY. YOU MIGHT GRIEVE SOME ASPECTS OF THE BEING YOU HAVE LOST BUT YOU WILL SEE THE WARRIOR OF LOVE AND LIGHT THAT IS YOU.. STARING BACK FROM THE IMAGE IN THE MIRROR. ONE OF ARCHANGEL MICHAEL’S CHARGES. THERE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN IMAGES OF ANGELS THROUGH HISTORY BUT OVER THE LAST NINE OR TEN YEARS THEY HAVE BEEN BROUGHT FULLY INTO THE CONSCIOUSNESS THROUGH THE MEDIA AND BOOKS AND CLOTHING LABELS. EVERYWHERE!! AND EVERYONE, EVEN THE SKEPTIC, SECRETLY LOVES TO KNOW THEY ARE BORN WITH A GUARDIAN ANGEL DESIGNATED TO BE JUST WITH THEM…FOREVER!! DEEP DOWN DEAR BELOVEDS WE NEEDED THAT REASSURANCE TO GET US THROUGH THE LAST YEARS. THE AGE OF AQUARIUS AND FREEDOM COMES WITH A SUB TITLE… THE AGE OF SURRENDER. AND ANOTHER … THE AGE OF AUTHENTIC SELF. NO HOLDS BARRED NO HOLDING BACK AND CONSCIOUSLY AWARE OF HOW BEAUTIFUL IT IS TO BE HUMAN. WE WERE TAUGHT WE WERE FLAWED, WHEN THE ANGELS SEE US AS MAGNIFICENT. WE SEE THEM AS AMAZING.. AND MY OH MY THEY ARE.. BUT THEY EQUALLY SEE US AS A FLAME FROM GOD’S HEART!! HOW COULD WE NOT HAVE SEEN THIS? WELL, THEY SAY WE NEVER LOOK ON THE FACE OF GOD.. IT WOULD BE TOO MUCH… BUT WE CAN GET GLIMPSES OF HIM IN PEOPLE WE KNOW AND IN MOMENTS WHEN WE FEEL BLESSED BY A GENTLE EMBRACE FROM SOMEONE WE LOVE. A NEW BORN BABY’S TOUCH AND FRAGRANCE. A SMILE THAT OPENS OUR HEARTS. THE SUMMER MORNING AS THE SUN RISES.. AS YOU WALK ON A MISTY MEADOW TO A HILLTOP. ALL OF THESE BEAUTIFUL ENCHANTING MOMENTS THAT LAST …YES, MOMENTS. WE CAN ONLY BUT CAPTURE IN OUR REALITY FOR SECONDS BUT THEY LAST FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS. THIS IS GOD..SHOWING US HIS IMAGE IN THE MOMENT OF THE BEAUTY WE HOLD IN THAT MEMORY.
IT CANNOT BE CLUNG TOO… JUST FELT AND REVISITED BY GOING BACK INTO OUR HEARTS. AND ALL OF THIS BRING US BACK TO OUR ANGELS…. THESE BEAUTIFUL BEINGS BLESS THEM, THEIR JOURNEY WAS TO GUIDE US ALL. NOT TO AWAKEN OR TO BE MORE SPIRITUAL EVEN. BUT TO GATHER TOGETHER IN GROUPS AND WITH PEOPLE WHO WOULD BECOME FRIENDS AND HEALERS AND THEN THE JOURNEY OF ASCENSION REALLY KICKED IN!! WE DESCENDED INTO A FRENZY OF LEARNING ALL WE COULD ABOUT HOW TO HEAL AND HOW WE COULD HEAL!!! MIRACLES COULD HAPPEN!! AND AS WE SET OUT ON THE JOURNEY TO HEAL THE WORLD… STRANGE THINGS STARTED TO HAPPEN. THE LIFE WE THOUGHT WAS OUR LIFE STARTED TO CHANGE. THE COZY DOMESTIC SITUATIONS WE FOUND OURSELVES IN STARTED TO FEEL SLIGHTLY UNCOMFORTABLE EVEN!! AND THE JOBS WE HAD FOR LIFE.. WELL THEY FELT LIKE A LIFE SENTENCE!! THE MORE WE HEALED THE WOUNDS OF OTHERS, THE MORE OUR OWN BECAME APPARENT!! AND IT WENT ON AND ON AND STILL WE SOUGHT TO HEAL AND HELP AND SHOW THE WAY AS SOON AS WE HAD FOUND THE NEXT STEP OURSELVES. YOU SEE BELOVEDS, IN YOUR BEAUTIFUL HEARTS, THE NURTURER LONGS TO HELP OTHERS TO HEAL AND TO SEE THEM BEING OK!! WHEN THE SOUL YOU ARE KNOWS YOU HAVE BROUGHT A WOUND HERE… A BIG ONE… AND THE ANGELS MAKE THEMSELVES KNOWN SO YOU CAN START HEALING IT!! WELL I DIDN’T SEE THAT ONE COMING I CAN TELL YA LOL. IF I HAD A EURO FOR EVERY PERSON AT A REIKI WORKSHOP WHO WANTED TO OPEN A HEALING CENTRE, I WOULD HAVE ENOUGH TO OPEN A HEALING CENTRE!! (THIS INCLUDES ME BY THE WAY LOL) WE ALL SAW IT AS OUR DUTY TO HEAL OTHERS IN A WAY THAT IS TRADITIONAL REALLY, BY HANDS ON HEALING. AND THAT STILL HAS ITS PLACE FOR MANY CONDITIONS AND SHOULD NOT BE FORGOTTEN. BLESS ANYONE THAT HEALS ON A DAILY BASIS. THEY REALLY DO SOMETHING THAT IS TOTALLY HEART CENTRED. BUT HERE IS THE CATCH BELOVEDS..
THE MORE WE ASK FOR OTHERS TO BE HEALED…THE MORE WE ASK FOR THE JOURNEY TO BE REVEALED FOR US… AND FOR HEALING TO HAPPEN FOR US.. WE MIGHT NOT THINK OF THAT AS WE START OFF OUR JOURNEY, WE DO IT FROM A PLACE OF WANTING TO HEAL THE WORLD.. AND IT IS A LOVELY THOUGHT. BUT ALONG THE WAY, AND THERE WILL COME A POINT, AS IT DID FOR ME..WE MUST STOP AND ACKNOWLEDGE SOME PEOPLE DO NOT COME TO BE HEALED..AND WE ARE NOT MEANT TO TAKE ON EVERYONE’S FEELINGS AS OUR OWN… THIS IS NOT UNKIND IN FACT IT IS THE OPPOSITE. THERE IS A TEACHER, AND A HEALER FOR EVERYONE. BUT MANY PEOPLE WILL GO TO LOTS OF HEALERS AND HAVE A LOTS OF TEACHERS AND STILL HAVE THE SAME AILMENTS AND SAME QUESTIONS. AND WE WONDER WHY. IT IS BECAUSE THEY DO NOT COME TO BE HEALED THEY COME FOR YOU TO TAKE ON THEIR BURDEN..TO CARRY IT FOR A WHILE AND TO HELP… AND IN SOME CASES THAT IS OK… IT IS AN HONOUR TO HELP SOMEONE IN A LITTLE WAY IN BEING A COMFORT IN THEIR TIME OF GRIEF AND TO HOLD THEM. AND THEN TO LET THEM GO KNOWING THEY CAN NOW FIND THEIR WAY. YOUR JOURNEY WITH THEM HAS ENDED. BUT THE PROCESS OF HEALER/TEACHER IS ONE WE HAVE SOUGHT OUT TO ENABLE US HEAL OURSELVES. I KNOW LOTS OF HEALERS MIGHT FEEL THE SAME. THEY FEEL BLESSED TO BE OF SERVICE IN ANY WAY TO OTHERS BUT THERE COMES A TURNING POINT AND THE HEALING OF OTHERS IS SHOWN AS A MIRROR FOR YOUR OWN SELF.
AND THEN.. THE WOUND … THE GIFT..IS REVEALED.. SLOWLY AT FIRST, IT IS A FEELING A LITTLE NUDGE IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. YOU COULD CALL IT A KNOWING. AS IT IS NOT A DEFINITE GUIDANCE. YOU START TO SEE HOW WE CREATE SITUATIONS FROM OUR THOUGHTS.. THE CONVERSATIONS WE CARRY ON LONG AFTER THEY HAVE FINISHED! STANDING AT THE SINK STILL HAVING AN ARGUMENT ABOUT SOMETHING THAT WE FEEL OFFENDED BY.. THE FEELINGS OF DESPAIR.. THE FEELINGS OF NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH… THE FEELINGS OF WHEN AND IF OR HOW… NEEDING TO KNOW. AND LITTLE BY LITTLE AS THIS YEAR HAS UNFOLDED WE HAVE BEEN GIVEN A RARE OPPORTUNITY THROUGH THE PLANETARY ASPECTS AND ECLIPSES TO GO DEEP WITHIN OUR PSYCHE. WHETHER WE WANTED TO OR NOT LOL. TO HAVE TIME TO OURSELVES… TO ALLOW THE PENNY TO DROP… AND IT HAS. AND OVER THE COMING WEEKS IT WILL REALLY DROP! WHAT IS THE WOUND YOU CARRY SO DEEPLY BELOVEDS THAT CAUSED YOU TO SEARCH AND SEARCH TO FIND THE ANSWER TO WHY YOU ARE HERE… WAS IT SO YOU COULD FIND A WOUND? AND IN WAITING TO FIND THAT WOUND YOU ENTERED RELATIONSHIPS AND SITUATIONS THAT WOULD CAUSE THAT WOUND TO OPEN AND BE REVEALED. THESE KARMIC SITUATIONS THAT WERE REALLY PART OF THE SPIRITUAL JOURNEY, JUST WE DIDN’T SEE THEM THAT WAY AT THE TIME! THE WOUNDS OF OLD RELATIONSHIPS WHERE WE FELT DISHONOURED OR SITUATIONS WHERE WE GAVE TOO MUCH AND WONDERED WHY IT WAS NOT BALANCED. AND YET AS OUR LIVES MOVED ON WE FOUND MORE SITUATIONS TO REPEAT PATTERNS!!! THE CENTRE POINT OF ALL OF THIS IS…AND IT REALLY IS… THAT WE BANDAGED THE WOUND AND NOW ITS TIME TO RIP IT OFF!!!
THE PLANETS ARE IN ALIGNMENT AND AS NEPTUNE MOVES FORWARD IN PISCES AND CHIRON IS THE BRIDGE BETWEEN THE INNER AND OUTER WORLDS..WE SURRENDER AND SAY ENOUGH….I MUST BE DOING THIS!!!
OVER THE NEXT SEVEN DAYS IN PARTICULAR WHEREVER YOU ARE AND WHATEVER YOU ARE DOING.. SIT AND HAVE A NOTEPAD… AND WRITE YOUR NAME CLEARLY ON THE FIRST PAGE. AND WRITE THE WORDS …..I AM….. AND I CAME HERE WITH THE WOUND OF …………….
BE FEARLESS AND ONLY WRITE THE FIRST THING THAT COMES INTO YOUR HEART. DO NOT EDIT!! IT MIGHT TAKE A WHILE TO SIT WITH IT THO! I DID THIS TODAY AND IT SHOCKED ME.. WELL IT SURPRISED ME… BUT NOT GREATLY. IT HAD DAWNED ON ME THIS YEAR AND THE LAST FEW YEARS REALLY. I HAD BEEN RUNNING AWAY FROM BEING ME. WE ALL HAD. BUT WE HAD TO AS THAT IS PART OF THE JOURNEY!! THERE COMES A POINT ON THE PATH, WHEN WE COME TO THE HOMELAND OF THE GRAIL. THAT IS CHIRON. OUR HEARTS PASS THAT WAY ON THE WAY IN AND ON THE WAY OUT OF THIS MORTAL COIL. BUT ALONG THE WAY WE EXPERIENCE EVERYTHING WE NEED TO FEEL THE WOUND AT ITS GREATEST INTENSITY AND TO RELINQUISH ITS HOLD OVER OUR HUMAN SELF BY SURRENDERING TO IT BY GOING BEYOND OUR HUMAN UNDERSTANDING. WE MUST STRETCH OUR AWARENESS…AND THEN WE DISCOVER IT IS A VERY HUMAN TRAIT THAT IS THE WOUND KEEPING US FROM FEELING PEACEFUL, FULL OF JOY AND LOVE.
MY WOUND IS BEING ME!! .I THOUGHT ABOUT THIS FOR A MOMENT.. AND A BIT LONGER LOL. AND I COULD SEE IT. IT HAS TAKEN A LONG TIME JUST TO BE ME. WE HAVE MANY TITLES AS HUMANS. WE ARE MOTHERS, FATHERS, DAUGHTERS, SONS, BROTHERS AND SISTERS… AND WE HAVE TITLES AS HEALERS, THERAPISTS…ETC. AND IT GOES ON AND ON. BUT TO BELONG TO JUST YOU. TO BE YOU AND ONLY YOU WITHOUT HAVING TO BE ANYTHING ELSE IS SOMETHING I HAVE BEEN SITTING WITH. TO OWN YOUR FEELINGS AND STATE THEM AS YOURS. TO HAVE AN OPINION EVEN IF IS GOING TO GO AGAINST THE MAIN CONSENSUS. TO BE HAPPY WITH YOU, TO LOVE YOU AS YOU LOVE OTHERS. THIS IS A WOUND THAT RUNS DEEP WITHIN AND PROBABLY FROM OTHER LIFETIMES. BUT I WOULD SUSPECT IT IS A COMMON ONE FOR MANY WOMEN AND MEN. AND WHEN I SAW THE WOUND WRITTEN DOWN IN BLACK AND WHITE I KNEW IT TO BE TRUE. THE PERSON I RAN FROM WAS ME. THE ME WHO WANTED TO VOICE THE TRUTH OF HERSELF OR BE LISTENED TO RATIONALLY. AND MANY WOMEN WILL UNDERSTAND THIS. AND INDEED MEN. THE ME WHO COULD BE IRRATIONAL AND WHO COULD NOT SAY NO FOR OFFENDING SOMEONE…. AND ALL THIS LED TO KNOWING GUIDES WHO GUIDED ME BUT STILL NOT BEING ACQUAINTED WITH THE TRUE SELF. AND FOR EVERY TIME I BANDAGED UP THAT WOUND SECURELY IT WOULD BE FINE …FOR A WHILE.. UNTIL THE WOUNDED HEALER PLANET CHIRON CAME BACK TO SAY… THE DOOR IS OPEN.. IF YOU ARE REALLY ASCENDING YOURSELF YOU NEED TO ACCEPT THE BEAUTY OF THE SOUL YOU ARE. AND THIS IS FOR EVERYONE.
BLESS MY BEAUTIFUL TEACHER, THE LATE ISIS BELOVED. ONE OF HER LAST TEACHINGS TO ME WAS… JUST BE YOU!! WE HAD BEEN PRIVILEGED TO GO THERE AND BE PART OF HER TEACHINGS AND I CONNECTED WITH APHRODITE …A LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCE IN ITSELF. BUT ISIS BELOVED’S TEACHINGS OF JOY WERE PURE HEART TEACHINGS. IT IS WHEN WRITING THIS I REMEMBERED HER WORDS… WRITE AS YOURSELF… BE YOURSELF…CHANNEL YOU! BLESS HER WISDOM AND LOVE FOREVER.
THE LAST FEW WEEKS OF THIS YEAR BRINGS US TO THE START OF A NEW WAY OF LIVING. IN OUR INTERIOR WORLDS. IT IS ONLY THEN WE WILL SEE A CHANGE IN THE EXTERIOR ONE. WE NEED TO DROP THE NEED FOR TITLES AND ACKNOWLEDGEMENT OF THEM AND TO FIND THAT WHEN WE HAVE ACCEPTED THE WOUND… WHATEVER IT MAY BE… AND SEE HOW IT HAS BEEN OUR GUIDE, IT CEASES TO BE THE WOUND AND BECOMES THE KEY… A VERY IMPORTANT KEY TO EVERY MOMENT OF OUR EXISTENCE.
IN LOVE ALWAYS
CAROLINE K BELOVED
I REMEMBER ME ASTROLOGY!!
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