THE MONTH OF OCTOBER IS A MONTH OF MIST AND MELLOW FRUITFULNESS AND AUBURN WARMTH ALL AROUND US. IT IS ALSO THE MONTH OF LIBRA, THE SIGN OF BALANCE AND REPRESENTED BY THE SCALES OF JUSTICE. I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS WORD “JUSTICE”. HOW DOES IT IMPACT ON OUR LIVES AND OUR CONSCIOUSNESS? HOW THE WORD INJUSTICE HAS PREVAILED ON THIS JOURNEY OF LIFE AND THE MANY INJUSTICES WE PERCEIVE AND MAY WE HAVE BEEN VICTIM TOO.
WE HAVE MADE A JOURNEY BACK INTO OUR HEARTS AND YET WE DENIED OUR HEARTS FOR SO LONG THROUGH FEAR OF JUDGMENT AND OUR IGNORANCE OF HOW THE UNIVERSE WORKS FOR US! AS WE COME OUT OF THE AGE OF DARKNESS THE EARTH IS BECOMING ALIVE TO US AGAIN. THE COLOURS OF NATURE ARE SHOWING THEMSELVES TO US AND THE BIRDS ARE SINGING THEIR SWEET SONG FOR US TO HEAR AGAIN. BUT HOLD ON, THEY WERE ALWAYS SINGING FOR US AND THE SUN HAS ALWAYS RISEN FOR US EACH DAWN FOR US TO BEGIN AGAIN. TO BE REBORN. THERE IS ALWAYS A SECOND CHANCE, A THIRD, A FOURTH AND ON AND ON… AND WHY? BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY BELOVEDS OR LAST YEAR OR TEN YEARS AGO, EVERY MORNING WHEN YOU WAKE UP THERE IS A CHANCE TO START OVER. MAYBE THIS IS THE TRUE MEANING OF RESURRECTION…THE MESSAGE FROM THE MAN, THE BELOVED HIMSELF, WHO CAME TO SHOW THE WORLD THE REAL MEANING OF LOVE, SELF ACCEPTANCE. AND THE MESSAGE OF THE BELOVEDS THAT WERE YESHUA AND MAGDELENE…. HIS TEACHER AND BELOVED.
AND SELF ACCEPTANCE LEADS TO ….WELL.. PEACE, HARMONY AND NO JUDGMENT? IN PART, YES, BUT ALSO IT LEADS TO AWARENESS OF HOW JUDGMENT OF ANY KIND BRINGS US AWAY FROM PEACE LOVE AND HARMONY. AS YOU AWAKE EACH MORNING… AND OPEN THE CURTAINS.. NO MATTER WHAT, KNOW YOU CAN RE-WRITE YOUR STORY BY YOUR THOUGHTS AND THOSE THOUGHTS CAN BECOME YOUR ACTIONS, AND LEAD TO YOUR RESURRECTION. THE BATTLE IF THERE IS ONE, IS IN YOUR MIND. THE MANY WORDS AND ACTIONS THAT HAVE BEEN YOUR HISTORY. HOW WELL CAN WE LIVE WITH THOSE WORDS AND THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS? IF WE HAVE HAD THE INTENTION OF DOING RIGHT AND BEING HONOURABLE NO MATTER WHAT HAS OCCURRED IN OUR LIVES THE PAST CAN BE LAID TO REST. IF IT IS SOMETHING YOU ARE NOT PROUD OF, SOMETHING YOU HAVE DONE TO GET BACK AT SOMEONE OR TO BE VENGEFUL THEN IT IS TIME TO WEIGH UP ALL OF THOSE ACTIONS. AND SAY ‘I AM SORRY, PLEASE FORGIVE ME, THANK YOU, WE DIDN’T KNOW… AS THE HO’OPONOPONO RECONCILIATION MANTRA SAYS… THE AUTUMN IS THE PERFECT TIMING FOR THIS. IT IS THE HARVESTING OF THE EARTH AND ALL THE RICHNESS THAT COMES FROM OUR BEAUTIFUL PLANET. AND WITHIN OUR BEAUTIFUL PLANET WE HAVE PLANTED THE SEEDS OF OUR HISTORY AND COME BACK TO HARVEST THEM AND TO PLANT NEW SEEDS… ONES THAT HAVE NO FEAR OR JUDGMENT. WE ARE THE GARDENERS OF THIS NEW WORLD. WE MUST RESTORE WHAT WE HAVE TAKEN FROM THE EARTH, EVEN IF IT WAS NOT US AS INDIVIDUALS WHO DISHONOURED THE RICHNESS OF THE LANDSCAPE. WE CAN SOW SEEDS OF OUR OWN IN NATURE AND AS WE WALK EACH DAY. WE CAN PLANT TREES AND FEED BIRDS AND WATCH NATURE RESTORE ITSELF AROUND US. AND AS WE DO SO BELOVEDS WE WILL SEE OUR HEALING BEGIN. I KNOW I DON’T WANT TO BE BOUND BY A RELIGION THAT TELLS ME TO PUT MONEY IN A BOX FOR LIGHTING A CANDLE OR TO “BUY” MASSES FOR SOMEONE. I PREFER TO SIT IN NATURE OR WALK IN THE RAIN AND PRAY FOR MY MOTHER AND FATHER AND THANK THEM FOR WALKING THE EARTH IN THE NAME OF GOD.
FOR BELOVEDS, GOD IS NOT OUTSIDE OF YOU. THE NATURE OF GOD IS IN YOU. THE KINDNESS YOU SHOW YOURSELF AND OTHERS IS THE MANIFESTATION OF GOD. THE WISDOM YOU SEEK FROM A GOOD HEART IS THE VOICE OF GOD SPEAKING ON EARTH. THE CHILD WHO SHOWS YOU AN INNOCENT SMILE IS THE FACE OF GOD. THAT IS WHAT I CHOOSE TO BELIEVE NOW. I CHOOSE TO BELIEVE IN LOVE AND IN INNOCENCE AND KINDNESS. I CHOOSE TO BELIEVE IN THE GOODNESS, THE INNATE GOODNESS OF REAL PEOPLE. THERE ARE GOOD MEN AND WOMEN INVOLVED IN RELIGIONS BUT I DO NOT WANT TO BE PART OF PRACTICES THAT EXCLUDES SOMEONE BECAUSE OF THEIR CHOICE OF SEXUALITY OR WAY OF LIVING. IT IS NOT SO LONG AGO IN THIS COUNTRY WE HAD THE MAGDELENE LAUNDRIES AS THEY WERE CALLED, WHERE YOUNG WOMEN (CHILDREN THEMSELVES) WALKED INTO DARK COLD BUILDINGS TO HIDE THEIR PREGNANCIES AND DELIVER BABIES THEY WOULD NEVER HAVE AS THEIR OWN ONCE THEY WERE BORN. TO GIVE BIRTH AND TO HOLD FOR JUST A SECOND AND HAND OVER TO SOMEONE ELSE….. AND THEN THOSE GIRLS, AFTER SERVING THEIR SENTENCE IN THESE PRISONS OF JUDGMENT, WENT BACK TO SOCIETY AND TRIED TO LIVE AGAIN. I HAVE MET MANY OF THESE WOMEN, NOW OLDER AND SAD AND TIRED WITH THE MEMORY OF PAIN THEY ENDURED IN THE NAME OF RELIGION. THE SECRET SOCIETY OF PAIN, THAT HIDES THE CULTURE OF ABUSE…. IN MANY FORMS…. AND NOW AS WE FLY TO FREEDOM AND TO SELF AWARENESS WE MUST ACKNOWLEDGE IN BEING FREE WE HAVE CHOICES. AND HAVING A CHOICE MEANS NOT MAKING IT BECAUSE OF SOCIETY OR CULTURAL CONDEMNATION OF ANY KIND.
IT IS OK TO BE YOU AND TO NOT WORRY ABOUT WHAT THE NEIGHBOURS THINK. IT IS OK TO WANT MORE AND TO BE HAPPY ABOUT BEING YOU. THE GUILT IMPOSED ON PEOPLE BY RELIGION HAS BEEN SO HUGE I DO NOT THINK WE CAN EVER FULLY COMPREHEND HOW IT STILL COMES UP FOR SO MANY OF US BROUGHT UP CATHOLICS. LET ME SAY AT THIS POINT MOTHER MARY IN MY VIEW HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH RELIGION NEITHER DOES JESUS OR MANY OF THE SAINTS. THEY HAVE TO DO WITH THE OVERCOMING OF FEAR TO LIVE AS LOVE. TO BELIEVE IN THE MIRACULOUS NATURE OF OUR OWN BEING WHEN WE ACCEPT OURSELVES AND THE GOD IN US. PRAYER FOR ME IS A SILENT MEDITATION OF LOVE. IT IS THE SUNSET SHOWING US WHAT LIES BEYOND THE VEIL OF THE WORLD WE COULD ONLY PERCEIVE AS EARTHLY LAWS. WE HAVE GONE INTO DIVINE LAW. AND DIVINE LAW IS VERY DIFFERENT. IT IS THE LAW AND ORDER OF THE UNIVERSE AND THE MAGNETIC FIELD OF ATTRACTION!! AND HOW DOES THIS WORK YOU ASK? WELL, AND I CAN ONLY SPEAK FROM WHAT I AM EXPERIENCING, THE PREMISE IS ….WHAT YOU THINK ..IF YOU CHOOSE TO BELIEVE IT BECOMES REAL AND THEN YOUR REALITY. IF YOU WATCH PROPAGANDA ON TELEVISION BEING RELAYED AS “NEWS” YOU HOLD IT WITHIN YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS, DREAM ON IT… AND BRING IT INTO A NEW DAY …. AND THEN THE WHOLE DOUBT AND FEAR THING BECOMES YOUR REALITY AGAIN. I HAVE SAID IT BEFORE RECENTLY AND THE WORD “ENOUGH” IS THE WATCHWORD FOR THIS MONTH. YOU ARE MORE THAN ENOUGH AND YOU HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF LISTENING TO WHAT IS REALLY A LIE. IF SOMEONE WANTS YOU TO ACCEPT THEIR POINT OF VIEW, WHEN IT IS ONLY A VERSION OF THE TRUTH, THEY WILL KEEP HARPING ON ABOUT IT AND PUTTING IT ON BILLBOARDS AND ADVERTS AND ON SOCIAL MEDIA. THE MASSES, PEOPLE THAT IS NOT RELIGIOUS ONES LOL, THEN TALK ABOUT IT, MULL OVER IT, AND CHAT TO EACH OTHER ABOUT IT. MUCH LIKE WATCHING CORONATION STREET OR EASTENDERS! AND BELIEVE ME I USED TO WATCH EASTENDERS AND LOVED IT. I AM NOT A SPIRITUAL SNOB. I JUST DO NOT WANT TO WATCH OTHER PEOPLES DRAMA… THAT IS NOT EVEN REAL!!!!! THESE ARE ALL CHOICES. AND WITH OUR MAKING CHOICES WE HAVE NO ONE TO BLAME… MAYBE THAT WAS OUR SECURITY BLANKET BELOVEDS. IF WE HAD SOMEONE TO BLAME .. WE DIDN’T HAVE TO HONOUR THE CHOICES WE MADE. I SPEAK FROM EXPERIENCE AND CANDIDLY TOO. WE MUST ALL OWN UP TO OURSELVES AND THEN WE CAN START TALKING ABOUT MASTERING THE SELF.
IN MYTHOLOGY AND ANCIENT EGYPT… THERE IS A RITUAL CALLED THE FEATHER OF MAAT. NOW MAAT WAS THE GODDESS OF WEIGHING UP THE ACTIONS ON EARTH. HER SYMBOL WAS THE OSTRICH FEATHER. HER CONSORT WAS THE GOD THOTH .. BUT YOU CAN READ UP ON THIS IF YOU WISH. AFTER DEATH THE HEART WOULD BE SET AGAINST A FEATHER ON WEIGHING SCALES… AND IF THE HEART WAS HEAVIER THAN THE FEATHER… THEN THE HEART HAD NOT BEEN HONOURED OR LIVED THROUGH ACCORDINGLY. OF COURSE ALL THIS IS A METAPHOR FOR LIVING LIGHTLY. LIVING WITHOUT BURDENING THE HEART WITH HATE OR INJUSTICE OF ANY KIND. BE IT AGAINST THE SELF OR ANOTHER. THIS IS MY TAKE IT ON IT ANYWAY.
THE SCALES OF JUSTICE THAT IS THE SIGN OF LIBRA…. THE BALANCING OF OUR THOUGHTS WITH OUR ACTIONS AND OUR HEARTS WITH OUR MINDS… IT IS ALL AN INTERNAL JOURNEY. AN INWARD PATH THAT WE WALK EXTERNALLY ON THIS BEAUTIFUL EARTH. FOR EACH QUESTION WE MUST RETURN TO THE HEART AND ASK, AM I BEING HONEST. AM I BEING FAIR? AM I LISTENING TO THE VOICE WITHIN MY HEART THAT IS WAITING FOR ME…… BELOVEDS THIS MONTH OF OCTOBER IS OUR CALL TO HEARTS. THE YEAR 2017 IS CALLING US. IT IS THE YEAR 1. WE CAN START ALL OVER AGAIN. BUT REMEMBER, WE CAN START IN EACH MOMENT IF WE WISH. AND AS YOU RISE TOMORROW MORNING, OPEN THE CURTAINS OF YOUR BEDROOM, OPEN THE WINDOW TO YOUR SOUL. DO NOT SEE THE PROBLEMS AHEAD, SEE THE SUN RISING AND KNOW THIS NEW DAY IS YOUR RESURRECTION.
IN LOVE ALWAYS… I REMEMBER ME ASTROLOGY
CAROLINE K BELOVED
APHRODITE MARY …….

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