THE WOUND WAS A GIFT…CHIRON

I REMEMBER ME ASTROLOGY….

HELLO BELOVEDS

MY USUAL WEEKLY INTERPRETATIONS WILL COME BEFORE FRIDAY AS USUAL BUT TODAY, AFTER THE WEEKEND’S BLACK MOON AND OUR SUN IN LIBRA AND THE MOON MOVING INTO SCORPIO…. I FELT TO WRITE ABOUT CHIRON.   THE PLANET OR ASTEROID DEPENDING ON WHAT YOU READ AND WHAT YOU BELIEVE.

IN NATIVE AMERICAN CULTURE CHIRON REPRESENTED THE WOUNDED HEALER.   THE SOUL WHO COMES TO EARTH TO HEAL A DEEPLY HELD WOUND AND WORKS THE PATH OF THE WARRIOR UNTIL HE/SHE SEES THE WOUND FOR WHAT IT IS, THE GIFT.

IT SET ME THINKING, WHAT WOUND DO WE ALL COME WITH?   OF COURSE THERE IS THE COLLECTIVE WOUND AND THAT WAS A BIG ONE!   BUT WHAT DO WE AS INDIVIDUALS AND HUMAN BEINGS HAVE SO DEEPLY HELD WITHIN US THAT WE BRING IT HERE TO EARTH AND DOES IT STEM FROM BEYOND THIS LIFETIME.   HAVE WE COME BACK ON A RESCUE MISSION, FOR OURSELVES?

I KNOW, YOU’RE THINKING, THATS A LOT TO BE THINKING ON A MONDAY SHE PROBABLY DIDN’T HAVE ANY COFFEE…..BUT AS I WALKED AROUND TO THE SHOP AND  CARRIED HOME SOME BAGS, I BEGAN TO FEEL THE WEIGHT OF THEM AND WALKED SLOWER BUT PURPOSEFULLY.   IT WAS AT THIS POINT I SET THEM DOWN ON THE GROUND!!   AND I THOUGHT OF THE WORD “BURDEN” AND HOW WE PERCEIVE IT AND HOW WE CARRY THINGS AS BURDENS…. I KNOW A LOT OF THINKING.

IT WAS THEN I REMEMBERED.   I HAD THOUGHT OF CHIRON EARLIER AND FOR THE FIRST TIME THIS YEAR FELT AN URGE TO DO SOMETHING VERY GROUNDED!!   TO DELVE INTO THE CONNECTION OF CHIRON THROUGH THE ASTROLOGICAL CHART AND SOUL JOURNEY.   I WILL MENTION THIS LATER BUT FOR NOW ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT AS I WENT INTO THE HOUSE AND MADE A CUP OF TEA I HAD A LIGHTBULB MOMENT.   IT WAS LIKE THE ONE I MENTIONED IN THE CHART INTERPRETATION ON FRIDAY!    I SAW CHIRON, NOT AS A WOUND FROM SOMEWHERE ELSE WE BRING IN.   BUT IT IS THE WOUND WE LEAVE HERE ON EARTH FROM ALL THE OTHER LIVES WE HAVE LIVED HERE!   THE MESSAGE WE LEAVE HERE FOR OURSELVES TO FIND AND TO SEE AS CHALLENGES, MAYBE, BUT THEY ARE THE GIFTS, THE TURNING POINTS ALONG THE WAY.   THE MORE MESSAGES WE HAVE LEFT HERE THE MORE WOUNDS WE HAVE EMBEDDED WITHIN THE EARTH ITSELF.   MOTHER GAIA HOLDS THEM AS A MEMORY FOR US SO WE CAN COME BACK, RELIVE THEM IN SOME FORM AND RELEASE THEM WHEN WE HAVE AN AWARENESS OF WHO WE ARE.  WE LITERALLY RISE ABOVE THEM.  THIS IS THE ASCENSION OF OUR HEARTS FROM THE EARTH AS WE DESCEND SPIRITUALLY UPON ITS PLANES WE ASCEND FROM THE GODDESS OF THE EARTH WITH OUR WOUNDS IN TACT, READY TO LIVE THEM OUT AND HEAL THEM THROUGH, ACKNOWLEDGEMENT AND ULTIMATELY FORGIVENESS.

IF WE ARE TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR OURSELVES AND BE THE MASTER OF OUR OWN HEARTS WE MUST ACKNOWLEDGE THE PATTERNS WE REPEAT.   AND WHY DID WE KEEP REPEATING THEM?  BECAUSE THEY WERE IN THE PLANTS, IN THE SOIL, IN THE AIR AROUND US!!  THEY WERE EVERYWHERE BECAUSE WE WERE EVERYWHERE!!!  AND WHEN WE LOOK BACK AT SO CALLED FAILED RELATIONSHIPS OR EXPERIENCES WE SEE OUR ROLE IN THEM.   WE WERE NOT THE VICTIM WE WERE PLAYING OUT WHAT WE HAD LEFT HERE!!!   THIS IS THE YEAR OF THE LIFE REVIEW, A NUMBER 9 YEAR.   AND IT IS ENDINGS SO AS TO ENABLE BEGINNINGS THAT HAVE ALREADY HAPPENED OVER THE LAST FEW YEARS, FLOURISH.   AND FOR THOSE WAITING IN THE WINGS TO STEP FORWARD AND ACKNOWLEDGE THEY HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF REPEATING PATTERNS, THEY WANT TO BE PART OF THE INTRICATE WEAVING OF A NEW CONSCIOUSNESS NEXT YEAR, THAT IS A 1 OR 10 YEAR…

I SAT WITH ONE OF MY GUIDES (HIGHER SELF) AND ONE FEATHER LOOKED AT ME WITH A QUIZZICAL STARE… HE TALKED TO ME THROUGH THE TELEPATHIC VERSION OF OUR KNOWING… I COULD HEAR HIM AS A THOUGHT, HE COULD HEAR ME AS MY THOUGHT IN RESPONSE!    I SAID IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN ABOUT THE LIFE WE LEAVE BEHIND HERE.   THE THREADS OF ALL THE LIVES WE HAVE HAD, AND INDEED THE ANCESTORS.  BUT OUR OWN THREAD.   THE ONE WE HAVE WOVEN AND THE ENDINGS OF THAT BEAUTIFUL TAPESTRY WE CREATED AS OUR LAST LIFE.    HE SAID NOTHING!  NODDED AND SMILED..KINDA.. LOL.    I LOOKED OUT AT THE STATUE IN MY GARDEN… NOT VERY PRETTY GARDEN AT THE MOMENT.   PLAIN, LITTLE BIT OF GRASS.. SCATTERED WITH BENNY THE DOG’S TOYS AND BONES, AND I SAW THE GODDESS STATUTE IN THE CORNER NEAR THE WALL.    I FELT A PANG OF GUILT… AND LET IT GO LOL.. I FELT A PANG OF PAIN.. AND LET IT GO… AND THEN I HEARD.. IT IS WHAT YOU LEAVE HERE YOU COME BACK FOR.    WHAT YOU LEAVE IS LIKE YOUR BELONGINGS FROM A SUITCASE SCATTERED AROUND A ROOM.   YOU LIFT THEM AND PUT THEM AWAY AND ONCE IN A CUPBOARD YOU FORGET THEY ARE THERE.   BUT SOMETIMES YOU MUST REVISIT THOSE GARMENTS AND WEAR THEM,  THEY DO NOT NEED TO BE A BURDEN, YOU MUST FEEL WHAT IT IS LIKE TO WALK IN THEM….. AND THAT IS THE JOURNEY OF LOVE.

I REMEMBERED WE ALL HAD THE DESIRE TO CONNECT TO THE TWIN FLAME PRE 2011!!  THE SO CALLED ULTIMATE IN RELATIONSHIPS…. HOW INNOCENT WHERE WE?   YOU SEE THE TWIN FLAME IS THE MIRROR OF ALL THAT YOU LEFT HERE… IT IS THE OTHER BEING WHO KNEW YOU FROM OTHER LIVES WHEN YOU EXPERIENCED SO MANY THINGS, SUCH AS SUFFERING AND PAIN AND INFLICTED THE SAME ON OTHERS!!   AND THEY TOO REMEMBER THOSE SO DEEPLY BUT UNCONSCIOUSLY!   AND WHEN THE TWO MEET IT IS LIKE A FIREWORK!!  AND YOU BECOME LIKE A PUBESCENT CHILD WHO CANNOT BE WITHOUT THE OTHER!!  AND AFTER A WHILE ALL OF THE EXPERIENCES YOU LEFT HERE IN THE EARTH WITH THEM START TO BECOME APPARENT.   WHAT YOU FOUND SO ATTRACTIVE IN THEM BECOMES UGLY.   THEY SHOW YOU THE WORST OF THEMSELVES BECAUSE YOU ARE SHOWING THE PART OF YOU THAT WAS LEFT HERE TO HEAL AND IN RETURN THEY DO THE SAME.   THIS IS A HUGE PART OF THE CHIRON WOUNDED HEALING TAKING PLACE!  BUT OF COURSE WE DID NOT SEE IT THAT WAY.   WE USED THE BLAME, SHAME AND PAIN GAIN.   BECAUSE THAT WAS ALL PART OF THE CONSCIOUSNESS.    LEAVING ASIDE ANYONE OR ANYTHING THAT HAS HURT YOU FOR ONE MOMENT.   LOOK AT YOUR PART IN THESE EXPERIENCES BELOVEDS.   WITHOUT JUDGMENT ON EITHER SIDE, LOOK AT YOUR PART.     I KNOW NOW I HAVE ALWAYS HAD ISSUES WITH MONEY (LACK OF OR UNWORTHINESS TO LOL) AND RUNNING AWAY FROM PROBLEMS!  AND I SEE WHERE IT STEMS FROM IN A LIFE BEFORE THIS AND WHY MY HISTORY IN THIS LIFETIME  HAS BEEN ONE OF LACK OF WORTH AND NOT HONOURING MYSELF WITH MONEY.   OF COURSE WITH CHIRON BEING OUR WOUND AND OUR GUIDE THROUGH THIS MEMORY, IT BRINGS PEOPLE AND PLACES TO US TO HELP HEAL WHAT WE LEFT HERE!    AND AFTER ALL THE BLAME OF BEING IN THE WRONG PLACE AND WRONG PERSON MAYBE AT THE TIME, WE COME OUT THE OTHER SIDE…. WITH BATTLE SCARS AND SLIGHTLY WORN OUT… THERE IS ANGER AT THE OTHER PERSON AND SITUATION AND WITH WHATEVER IT IS WE HAVE EXPERIENCED.    WE PROBABLY CRACK AT THIS POINT, LOL AND WE DID!!  WE LOOKED FOR HELP…WE FOUND SPIRITUALITY!!!! WE FOUND WHATEVER IT WAS THAT GOT US THROUGH BECAUSE IT WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR US TO FIND, WITH THE HELP OF CHIRON!!

AND BELOVEDS, WHEN WE WENT THROUGH THE HEALING, THE NOT FEELING GREAT, THE “OH BUT I THOUGHT THIS WOULD HELP” MODE, WE FOUND IT WAS US ALL ALONG WHO WERE IN CHARGE OF HOW WE FELT, THROUGH HOW WE THOUGHT AND PROCESSED OUR FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS!!!    AND IT ALL CAME TO YOU.. OR ME AS THE CASE MAY BE LOL.

WHAT WAS THE GIFT THEN YOU SAY!  THE GIFT BELOVEDS IS THE SURRENDER TO SELF.  TO ACKNOWLEDGE WHAT YOU LEFT BEHIND HERE, EVEN IF YOU ARE NOT SURE WHAT IT WAS.  BUT YOU WILL KNOW IF YOU KEEP MEETING THE SAME KIND OF PERSON OR PICKING THE SAME KIND OF JOBS OR SOCIAL SETTINGS AND THEY MAKE YOU FEEL…UGGHH.. WHY!!!   IT IS UNTIL WE LEARN WE ARE LIVING AN EXPERIENCE OF HEALING THE SELF … NOT JUST FROM THIS LIFETIME BUT MANY LIFETIMES… AND BEING REALLY KIND AND FORGIVING WITH OURSELVES AND OTHERS, THEN AND ONLY THEN ARE WE READY TO BE FREE!!!

AND WHAT THEN LOL… YOU ARE FREE TO BE YOU … AND THE YOU THAT IS HERE IS MASTERING THE SELF!!  AND I REMEMBER ME BECOMES YOUR CATCHPHRASE BECAUSE YOU WILL SEE WHEN YOU ARE WEAVING YOURSELF INTO SOMETHING AND UNDO IT OR IF IT IS SOMETHING YOU LOVE YOU WILL WEAVE SO EASILY…. THERE WILL BE NO BATTLE OR FIGHT TO DO ANYTHING…. IT WILL ALL FLOW.

MY BEAUTIFUL TEACHER TOLD ME JUST BE YOU!!   AND I THOUGHT ABOUT IT A LOT.  I CHANNELED AND WOULD CHANEL MOTHERY MARY, APHRODITE ETC. AND LOVED DOING IT!  BUT ALSO SHE WAS GUIDING ME TO BE ME BECAUSE WHEN WE TALK FROM OUR HEARTS AS OURSELVES WE ARE GOING INTO THE DEEPEST KNOWING AND NOT HAVING FEAR OF JUDGMENT OF WHAT WE SAY.   IN FACT THERE IS NO FEAR. THERE IS NO JUDGMENT.  WE HAVE CEASED TO SHOW IT TO OTHERS AND IT CANNOT BE SHOWN TO US.  BLESS YOU DEAR TEACHER.

AND WE DIVE INTO WHAT IS KNOWN AS DIVINE FLOW… AND WE REMEMBER WE ARE SOMEONE CALLED BELOVED!!  WE ARE!!  AND WE ARE CELESTIAL AND COSMIC AND, OH ALRIGHT, WE ARE HUMAN TOO!   AND WHEN WE START TO LOVE US A LITTLE MORE… TO SAY WOW I AM OK AND I DON’T NEED TO DO ALL I WAS TRYING TO DO TO PROVE MYSELF TO ANYONE… THEN SOMETHING WONDERFUL STARTS TO HAPPEN.

THE RELATIONSHIPS THAT WERE THE HEALING THROUGH CHIRON HAVE FINISHED.   THEY ARE THE OLD PATTERNS AND YOU SEE THEY JUST DO NOT MATCH THE NEW ONES THAT ARE FREE OF ATTACHMENTS FROM THE OLD YOU.     AND WHEN THEY FALL TO THE GROUND THEY REST ON MOTHERS HEART AND SHE WILL LET THEM WIPE AWAY ALL MEMORY OF WHAT YOU LEFT HERE AS A VERY HUMAN BEING AND YOU START TO REMEMBER YOUR COSMIC SELF!!!   …..AND THE BELOVED YOU IS HERE.   AND ONE DAY YOU ARE IN DIVINE FLOW AND LOVING YOU AND THE BELOVED WHO HAS LOVED YOU SINCE YOU WERE TWO LITTLE SPARKS OF NOTHINGNESS/EVERYTHING RETURNS AND TOGETHER YOU REVEAL THE COSMIC PART OF YOU TO EACH OTHER.   YOU SEE THE DIVINE IN YOU MIRRORED BACK TO YOU AND WHEN ON THE ODD OCCASION YOU DO NOT YOU WILL SHOW THEM AND REMIND THEM LOL.   THERE WILL BE NO BLAME OR SHAME AS WE HAVE LEFT THAT JOURNEY A LONG TIME AGO.   BLESS THOSE WHO WERE THE ONES TO GUIDE US THROUGH THAT JOURNEY.   TO MAKE THAT SOUL MISSION WITH US AGAIN.   THEY WERE BRAVE TOO… EVEN IF THEY ARE STILL UNAWARE OF IT… LET THEM SLEEP.  FORGIVE THEM TOO AND IN YOUR HEART SEE THE BLANKET WORN BY THE NATIVE AMERICAN WARRIORS AND SEE IT FOR WHAT IT REALLY MEANS.   A RICH TAPESTRY OF THE JOURNEY OF A SOUL WHO COMES HERE TO REMEMBER WHO HE/SHE IS FROM ALL OF THE JOURNEYS BEFORE AND TO RECTIFY THE WRONGS BY DOING RIGHT… BY HONOURING THE EARTH AND THE SELF.  AND BY SHOWING IT THROUGH YOUR ACTIONS FAIRLY AND HONESTLY AND WITHOUT JUDGEMENT.  THANK YOU PLANET CHIRON.    YOU ARE OUR GREATEST TEACHER ON EARTH.. YOU HAVE LEFT THE MARKS OF OUR HEARTS HERE SO WE COULD COME BACK AND CLAIM THEM ONCE AGAIN.

ON 30TH NOVEMBER 2016 CHIRON GOES DIRECT TO MOVE FORWARD IN PISCES…AND A TIME OF HEALING THROUGH THE WINTER MONTHS BEGINS.. A TIME OF RESTING AND REJUVENATING AND CELEBRATING LIFE AND THE EMBRACE OF OLD WAYS.  REMEMBERING HOW TO BE YOU AGAIN.  THE YOU WITHOUT THE NEED TO KNOW EVERYTHING AND BE EVERYTHING TO EVERYONE!!   JUST BE YOU!!

I WILL BE HOLDING A CLASS ON 26TH NOVEMBER CALLED CHIRON THE WOUND IS THE GIFT.   I WILL POST HERE OR ON FACEBOOK ABOUT IT.   I HAVE NOT BEEN DRAWN TO HOLD ANY OTHER CLASSES OR GROUPS THIS YEAR, AS IT IS THE YEAR OF REVIEW.   BUT CHIRON… BRINGING US INTO THE NEW YEAR IS THE ONE THAT CALLS TO ME.  IF YOU WISH TO LET ME KNOW ON MY FACEBOOK PAGE IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE DO XX YOU JUST NEED YOUR BIRTH TIME AND DATE AND PLACE OF BIRTH.    THERE WILL BE A WRITTEN INTERPRETATION OF WHAT THE THEME OF THE WOUND HAS BEEN FOR YOU AND DURING THAT DAY WE WILL GO IN AND SEE WHERE IT BRINGS US!!

BLESSINGS ALWAYS

LOVE CAROLINE K BELOVED

APHRODITE MARY

I REMEMBER ME ASTROLOGY 2017