YOU’RE A BLUE SMARTIE AND YOU CANNOT BE PUT INTO A BOX!!

Are You?   Are you a blue smartie…   my fav sweet when I was a child…are you a green one or even … God.. an orange???   This is all very mystical isn’t it Beloveds.. Well it isn’t its just a taster of whats to come.   I make no apologies for this long winded drawn out interpretation of this Lunar eclipse on the 16.9.16.    If you want to stop now and read a short and directly to the point interpretation… a fluffy one even.. go ahead as they all have a place and are accurate.. just a different interpretation…thats all.

Well first of all here is the position of the planets.. and I will try not to be too focused on the academic astrological interpretation as we have to go beyond what is the right angle and the wrong one!  We have to go into the black hole of the Universe if you like, and see what is stirring there and in us.    That brings us into a different dialogue entirely… and everyone can read their own intuitive guidance with the sun/moon and stars if they are guided to and sometimes astrology and its degrees of interpretation can take away from the real meaning of astrology and astronomy for me.. and that is how I relate to the world by feeling the effects of the stars and planets within me and how I can be guided by them and not ruled by them!!  So here goes beloveds.

Sun in Virgo .. ruled by Mercury

Moon in Pisces ruled by Neptune

Mercury (retrograde) in Virgo

Venus in Libra (ruled by Venus)

Mars in Sagittarius (ruled by Jupiter)

Jupiter in Libra (ruled by Venus)

Saturn in Sagittarius (ruled by Jupiter)

Uranus in Aries (ruled by Mars)

Neptune in Pisces (ruled by Neptune)

Pluto in Capricorn (ruled by Saturn)

Sun is squared Mars.. Mars Trine Uranus.. Saturn Squared Neptune…

Retrogrades Uranus in Aries. Neptune in Pisces and Pluto in Capricorn…

This Lunar eclipse is a powerful one.  Since the beginning of the lunar eclipses in August we have been going through a time of evolution at a lightning speed!!   Time flying, things changing, feelings going deeper and in the middle there is You.    Let us go there.   The emotional being you are is desperately trying to break free from the boundaries or box you have put around yourself.   This lunar eclipse in Pisces has so many aspects that are vying to get us to use old tactics to give us comfort or even to control the nature of what happens around us.    Sun in Virgo represents the nit picking that Virgo can sometimes be, being highlighted by the Sun in opposition to the Moon in Pisces that wants us to flow with our intuition. To go with the feelings and let them rise up with this Moon that has so many other sides to it.   We are going through a blood letting almost.   A hormonal episode… and why?   Mothers Home.   Shes landed.   And she’s none too happy that you do not see yourself the way she does.   She wants to adore you and for you to be the beautiful soul you are but she knows your history, because it is Hers,  and she wants to get you out of the old ways of being Mother.. to yourself or others… and to start being the Mother nature you really are! What about men I hear you say?  Well what about them lol.   A man, A Woman .. a Being..   Mother is nature itself but our human nature comprises of a composite of information of cultures, consciousness, awareness on a spiritual level and cosmic level and so much more and then on the surface is man/woman.   The surface structure is the one we have been dealing with all of these eons.   The battle of the sexes, which is really the battle of the self.   But when the internalized struggle becomes external… as it does on our spiritual path.. we begin to see how creation works.   How our thoughts become realities and how our patterning becomes our routine and nature.   Then you have a human being who is very much structured from the external ..in.   And can be molded and relentlessly compromised by others and by the ever changing events.   This Moon, for me, is one where the buck stops and the WOMAN starts.

This beautiful harvest Moon is a rich one.. a harvesting of our blood..our DNA..   The Moon aligns also with the planet Chiron in Pisces.. that represents the Mother archetype and our families and past.    The last time there was a lunar eclipse at to this degree in Pisces was September 16th 1997…. just after the death of Princess Diana in August 1997..and the great outpouring of grief over the loss of such an enigmatic beautiful heart.    But where were you in 1997 at this time Beloveds.   If you can’t remember that’s ok.    Maybe a thought is buried so deep or a memory at that time that you only need acknowledge as surrendering to now.   Let go of the sadness in your own life at that time or the way of living, the way of feeling or not knowing.   Please let go of the not knowing or understanding yourself beloveds.   The not knowing is the key to knowing ( I know that is a head wreck lol)  But it is when you have deleted the old files and opened up a new window to the computer that represents this game of life.     There will be deep feelings surfacing, even as you sit and have a cup of tea or walk the dog.   It will not take too much to get them appearing on the surface of your thoughts.    We have the planet Mars squaring to the Sun/moon too and this can niggle at us with thoughts and behaviour we feel is wrong.   We have to call on our diplomatic skills for the moment as people’s personalities can be highlighted during this eclipse, even your own!!   But someone could be squaring for a fight or wanting to have their say about an old fight in 1997…. or whenever.. and you aint going their Sista.. No how no way, no more..  I love Planet Chiron.   I say that because when I found out during my own investigations lol.. that it was the planet representing the wound we bring here to heal and when we see it as such it becomes the gift we have brought to the world.   This is such a light bulb moment when this happens.    The old you that played the victim, and we all did.   We all sat in groups, spiritual or others, and said how our lives would be great if we could bring that meditation and healing work into our home life and jobs every day if someone stopped treating us a certain way or we lived a different life!!  Planet Chiron   aligning with this Piscean eclipse is the wound being let go of… being seen.  Really witnessed.   What wounds do we still carry that we pretend are ok?   I am looking deeply into myself as I write this.   I cannot write something and not experience it, that is a cop out and it is the same for everyone who heals or writes or paints or does anything that creates the written word, the painting, the cake!!!  A piece of yourself is in the process and that piece is the wound you have healed beloved.   And in showing it you are witnessing it so as to say  ” I ACKNOWLEDGE THE WOUND AND I AM HEALING IT BY CREATING SOMETHING NEW FROM THE OLD WAY!!!!  The old way is the ancient way of healing.   To go beyond the peripheral and into the nucleus of your cells and when you have,  all of your soul knowledge and heart wisdom can be read, by you and you really do know best.    This eclipse is harvesting the knowledge of the old way.  Not the old paradigms of control but the old way of loving the Earth.  Loving the Self.  Loving the Mother.   Loving the Father.   We have acknowledged the Father in so many ways in religion and in life but Mother is still a mystical figure… who is she and is she all our mother?  Does she have a face and a name? Take a look in the mirror.   Have a look into your own eyes.  See the colours of the ocean and Universe and you have met the Mother in you.   Go outside and sit among the trees and the flowers and let their perfume fill your senses and it is then you sit with Mother.   She heals you and she loves you above all creation itself.   For her creation was yours.   And she was honoured by the Ancients and the cosmos for being the breath of life.   She sowed the seeds of the Redwoods and the trees and the Native Americans continued to honour her ways.   They honoured their Women as the holders of Mothers hearts.   The Wise women of the circle of Fire around which men and women sat and had glimpses into the worlds beyond.    All this way was lost, as part of a divine plan, only to be regained and remembered when we had evolved into our true hearts again.    The Native American people are not fighting for their land at the moment they are claiming it again!!  They are not allowing the waters of the Earth be compromised by the dark hearts of old paradigms.  They are following the wisdom left by Mother in the cycle of the Earth.. for it is the cycle of the Woman herself.    Forgive me if I am omitting men!!  They are to be honoured for their beauty too but it is the time of Woman and the great outbreath of Mother and it is for this reason I see men taking a secondary place as women rise with the seasons and become the face of Mother once more, walking the earth in her divinity.    Of course we balance both male and female within us and that is without a doubt but if we cannot harvest the knowledge of Woman into the Earth now we are not honouring why we came back here.   Especially if you are a child of the 1960’s and early ’70s … you came here on what is known as the flower power programme!!   The wild 60’s of unbridled passion in people and the writing and music of the time.   The world was desperate for freedom and it was in 1962 the first stage of Aquarius entered the patterning of Earth… and it is from that moment on we have been carrying the seeds of hope for all to be free, by being bound ourselves, until now.  We were bound by our own thoughts and our own history of our families and ancestors.   And in honouring them we become free now.. we pass on that free will to our children and grandchildren so that they will see the Earth as it really is..  A Woman.. a Goddess … Gaia… call her what you will.. who holds the beauty of her cycle as our seasons and each woman has this in her.   Each man has the wisdom to carry her heart in his.  Yet the old programmes of “keeping women in their place” and “her indoors” mentality took us away from honouring woman and honouring the Earth.   The Grey men of old who took from the lands and took from the hearts of nations cannot do it again.. it just will not happen so do not worry too much about the dramas playing out on tv screens.   The prophecy of White Calf Buffalo Woman is one you can look up.. but her prophecy is true and is happening as we witness this lunar Moon in Pisces.

When I think of this Moon.. sit with it and feel the energy, I am drawn to reminisce about my own mother, my grandmother, and the women I have known.   The dishonouring in families and in the denial of their own intuitive ways.    For you maybe your grandmother was your true mother.   Sometimes mothering does not come easy to those who have no sense of the Mother in them… and yet somewhere in the ancestors there will be a woman with a heart so big and kind and loving, that her memory lives on in your heart.  That memory stirs the Mother in you beloved and no matter whether you male or female the nurturer in you comes out to nurture yourself.

All this leads me to say, the denial of the Mother was a programme of conditioning to lead us away from our hearts into little boxes of houses and lives that cut down the woodlands and trees and ravaged nature and wildlife so we would be distanced from the memory of ourselves/Mother.    When we distance ourselves from nature we distance our human nature and that too can be manipulated.    But when we have found wonder in a sunrise/sunset and glory in the opening of a flower we can find the heart of Mother in us again.    Listen to the women in your life.   Listen with an open heart.   To yourself even… They are not for making dinners, tidying clothes…. they are much more than that.   They are the key to creation.    They just have to be present and to be honoured as themselves.

This emotional time is one of the greatest releases of old paradigms and patterning.    The next two weeks will be an integration of old ways of the ancient living.    Welcome this.   For me one of these old ways is … not having to do anything!!   Doing what you know to be right! Doing what you feel to be right! Not talking too much but listening.. and when I do talk it is from a place of feeling and knowing (I hope lol).   This is you too if you are reading this.   People might not understand.  Let them.    The ones that do will know YOU the ones that don’t needed you to know them.   Rest Beloveds.   Be present as the sun rises and rest as the stars come out.   In between have no worries about anything… despite what tricks your mind (that is the Sun/mercury in Virgo connection at moment) might come up with.   If you need to know you will always need to know.   If you are waiting to be happy you will always wait.   The teachings of love are easy.   They just became very complicated and full of drama as we played the games of karma… thats gone and if someone still wants to keep doing it take yourself out of the game and become the wisdom of you.

Aries

Hello Aries you little fire cracker you!!  Well this lunar eclipse build up has had you all a dither hasn’t it!!   The old ways of working out problems or issues just do not work any more do they!!  The patterns of old are outworn and gone.. and in their place is a feeling of wanting to be honest.   Really honest with yourself about how you create and how you retreat into yourself when you cannot handle the depth of feeling!  Planet Uranus is still with you and is retrograde.. so you are going back and back … even further and deeper and deeper to dig out what needs weeding!!    You also have Aries in Sagittarius (ruled by Jupiter)  and as you know Jupiter is about expansion and higher calling.   So to have Mars firing up on all cylinders as well, you are getting ready for 2017 and launching something that is for a higher calling.   Maybe it is a new look.. a new way of living or something creative you are working on.  Whatever it is, you want perfection.   Do you?   I don’t think so.. I hope not.. For in trying for perfection you let go of the rakishness that is Aries.. The cap at a jaunty angle and the look that is slightly off centred.   So if you are put in a place of someone else’s idea of perfection, in your day to day living or career, maybe it is you guiding them to be more organic with what is being created… let it flow.   Who said what defines perfection?   Who is the boss of you…no one… But Aries what you bring to the table now is your “out there” outlook and that is brilliant!  What you bring up from deep inside emotionally needs to be witnessed and surrendered maybe, and in doing so old wounds from childhood start to heal… and you see Mother in you again….

TAURUS

Lets grab the bull by the horns and see what you can do Taurus!!  With this eclipse and Venus (your ruling planet) in Libra there is a lot of emotion around you.   Taurus rules the second house on the astrological wheel and the material world.   Well do you still think you are living in a material world and you are a ma material girl….?  Or are you so over the trying to juggle all of the material stuff you just want a bit of peace with a minimal of fuss and bother and things….You have Jupiter in Venus too just now and Jupiter expands our awareness and consciousness.  Maybe something is coming to light for you at this full moon eclipse and harvest moon?   Are you harvesting all of the hard work you have done?  Are you harvesting deep rooted hurts and wounds inside that you must let go off so as to be the Best You for the future you so richly deserve?   There is a lot going on in your world Taurus.. there always is!!  But you are determined to go with the flow of surrender and release and no one is more determined than a Taurus!!   Brave and beautiful and honest-ish and true…. you can do this, you will.

GEMINI

WOW…. thats your horoscope for today Gemini lol.    The mercury retrograde is still on going and the eclipse is heightening your need to let go of old outworn ways and practices.  They might not even be yours… they could be the family’s or the ancestors.   You just want to find a place for you to feel like You.   And this you is someone you are getting to know very quickly.   The revelation of the lunar eclipse in Pisces is heightening your already strong knowing and intuition and you are on the trail… something has stirred you up and you want to get to the bottom of it!  It could be anything from an idea you have that could be a big money earner to what someone is up to… you do make a great detective!!!   But this detective work is more psychic  than logic.   The lunar eclipse is a pull between the very left brained and right one you have been experiencing with other people.   And what is revealed over the next two weeks might be that you can make some choices now for the future and not worry so much.   You don’t have to be on your guard too much.. and things that needed sorting out with money and lack of will come to a head for a reason, so that you can leave the worries behind.   Mercury moves forward next week and your plans can start to move again… this time with no looking back or over your shoulder.

CANCER

In the words of the Homer Simpson.. Doh!!   This eclipse is making you a nervous wreck Cancer.   Are you content one minute and cranky the next?  Thats ok… you are being pushed to come out of that shell you so famously put around you to get you out of sticky situations.    But with the Moon (your ruling planet) in Pisces and on an axis with Virgo you are close to the edge.     Go on… jump… lol.     Maybe this is a leap of faith moment for you.  You do not want to be found out do you Cancer?   Judgment has been your bugbear and you can’t take it.  Please do not worry dear Cancer.   You are harnessing the energy of the Mother herself as you come out from the dusty shell and what has been hidden about the Mother ray herself is hidden within you.   How the nurturing of your gifts can now be shared and not in a little way but a very big one!!  You can go there and you can succeed.  What is the catch?  Well… your world will have to change.  Do you want the two up two down and the car or do you want the fantasy!  Do you want the fly by the seat of your pants life you so need despite your nurturing family centred heart, as you also have a yearning to go as far as you can with what makes your heart sing.   Doesn’t really matter what that may be Cancer.  It could be yodeling… it could be gardening, painting, going to an Ashram ..but a little seed has started to germinate and its growing and 2017 sees it blossom… you know what it is .. its been your little secret all along. the world

LEO

Hello Sunshine!  The Sun is in Virgo and the Moon in Pisces and you are feeling blessed as the full moon shines down upon you Leo.   The words you read in the books you love come to life as you read them Leo.    The days you spend sitting in the sunshine become your greatest pleasure and the people you love are starting to see how your strength is your gift to the world not only to them.    Leo is in the fifth house on the Zodiac and it is the sign of pleasure!!  The Sun itself rules Leo.   The Sun represents the people we are, our face we show the world.  I say all of this Leo because you have had a journey this year that brought you to places and feelings you never thought you had, some good and some that required a lot of faith.    What was others journey might have become yours and in becoming yours it brought you on another journey altogether!!  One you might never have thought of going on.  In the beginning you might have fought it all the way… and kicked and screamed in a true drama queen Leo way!!  But when you stopped fighting yourself you found something more..something quite pleasant inside yourself.. a brave adventurous heart you had forgotten you had Leo.   Your brave heart for others became your brave heart for yourself and it has prepared you to take on a new role next year!   2017 a year of new creation and old battles left behind and Leo your sunny face will shine out to others as a testimony to faith.  Bless your journey … you bless others by being you.

VIRGO

Well Virgo here we go here we go…. and oh hang a min… you are not quite ready Virgo are you.. or are you?   Are you ready to move on from the old feelings of life being a hard slog… worrying… waiting to be happy when you fail to realise all you have achieved and all you have? Sometimes Virgo your worrying is a sign that you actually care, and you care a lot.  You just prefer to package it as worries and then ailments and little niggles.   This lunar eclipse is bringing up a lot for everyone but especially you as the angle to the moon and Pisces with Virgo brings up a lot of things that make you uncomfortable.   Trusting your instinct?  Trusting yourself to make decisions based on feelings rather than cold logic?  But there is a soft heart under that logical exterior and Virgo is ruled by Mercury that is still going retrograde..backwards.   The odd ache or pain, be it mental or physical may be from a long time ago… back to 1997 even…To a time when you were not as comfortable with yourself or in a space where you were not the person you are known as today!   Take a look at your 1997 self for a while… and stand in front of the mirror now and look past what you think you see and look into the eyes staring back.   See a light you haven’t seen in a while and see it coming from the heart of who you really are.  A caring loving person who can sometimes be afraid to look too deeply into the Self but gets bogged down by the little niggles!  Go beyond those niggles and look further .. as it brings you more peace and happiness in a future shining out from within.

LIBRA

Lovely Libra….you are in the midst of this eclipse and with your ruling planet Venus bringing you into a nostalgic place in your heart your emotions might get the better of you!     This lunar eclipse in Pisces and Sun in Virgo is making you feel so much but the feeling is just what you need Libra!  It might not feel that way though!   The feelings you have tried so hard to keep buried might be coming up.   They could go back to the last time the lunar eclipse was in this degree and that is 1997!!  Who or what was bringing up those feelings then and were you able to cope?   Of course not.   You are older and wiser now Libra and you have had to re-invent yourself to a certain extent.   Do you want to leave the past and all of the threads attached to one side now?   Of course!  But sometimes, just sometimes you want to go back and change things and do things differently but you and I know that those times were the making of the person you are now.   And that person can get by with a lot of love and support and you have true friends who show you the way now.  You might have had to leave a few behind, but thats ok.    Family on the other hand have to be dealt with.. in a kind way.   Trust the feelings, let go of the “shoulds” and just deal with how you are feeling in this moment at this time.   If a thought of not good enough or should have comes up let it go as a thread, and see it go back to the Earth where Mother herself will let it be  healed.

SCORPIO

Scorpio you are not adverse to a battle.  In fact you may have started a few in your time!  Its just that you are dealing with people who just do not see you in the way you are now.  You are a whole lot different Scorpio to the person you were in 1997 and even last year.   The lunar eclipse is the Mother of all eclipses and you have been building up to it all week.   But thats ok.. you are used to the battles and you have lost a few and won a few and the biggest one you have now is how do I deal with these emotions.   Scorpio is an emotional sign with Pluto and the death re-birth regeneration it contains.    There have been a lot of changes for you this year in what is a life review and what has happened is you have been really honest with yourself Scorpio and you may have had to deal with a lot of emotional stuff on your own!   How strong are you Scorpio?  Very!  But now you want the softness and tenderness that may be missing from a busy life where you are carrying a lot of people and situations.    Let this eclipse draw out your feelings, cry and laugh and shout if you want at the moon as the eclipse is your strength, your unveiling of what you need and will become apparent over the next few weeks.

SAGITTARIUS

Jupiter is playing a big part in this eclipse Sag and you are feeling the intensity of this lunar build up more than most maybe!!  The planet of expansion and higher authority is your ruling planet and you are caught in the midst of a huge regeneration of what you think you want and what you really want… and yet you still do not trust that the heavens are showing you with all the signs in the world!!   Your sense of responsibility and timing is instinctive and you are known for your true friendship.   Sometimes you have been taken for granted and yet there is a warrior in you through Jupiter that when the chips are down, comes out like a Samurai.    Its like you need a challenge…. to make you alter something you know to be finished or done with.   Or at least you need to have things get so unbearable before you ask for change to happen!  You are so busy seeing to the greater good of everyone else and everything else on this journey of life you sometimes wait for your happiness to happen after you have taken care of the world.   This eclipse will stir you deeply and when it does you will start to open to a new way of living Sagittarius and 2017 opens your heart to your needs completely!!!

CAPRICORN

Hail the conquering hero!!  Hold the front page … here comes Capricorn and Pluto is about to leave your building.. Pluto is fantastic .. a sign of reinvention regeneration and rebirth but first of all there is a death of self.. the old self and the old ways of thinking and being!  This has not been an easy journey for you Capricorn.   The same faces you see every day seem different, not because they may have changed but because you have.  Just as we all have but for you this has been a discovery of how you can actually juggle a lot of things and make life pretty damn good for yourself when you stop carrying the can for others.  Pluto is the letting down of that can!  The next few months see you feel a gentle breeze.. Where can it be coming from Capricorn!   It gets stronger between now and your birthday in January next.    Is it a doorway that has been opened?  A gate that was closed because of your sense of responsibility to others and not to self… has opened.. its got quite a lot of vines around it and a field beyond that is green and bright and full of hope.  What lays there for you beloved Capricorn.   Well it is a field of dreams where your good hopes and positive nature will fill it with the right intentions to create a new world… beginning from your heart.  A strong athletic heart.. but it is soft and kind and very wise and is leading the way to a whole new world for us all.

AQUARIUS

Can you put down that bag of jellybabies and turn off that episode of The Great Bake off!!! Oh my have you got a secret camera hidden on you Aquarius!  Are people watching your next move… and are you aware of it.   Because they are.. and because you know they know you know if you know what I mean lol.    There is nothing riding on what you do next… you have done the big stuff.  You have come a long way Aquarius but to go the next step you have to go back … go back in your heart to where a little child sat on steps and saw an Angel who told them that there was a lot more to the life they were going to have than they would ever know.   Until one day when it would happen?  What would happen?   A veil that was keeping the view of the world beyond would lift and it would be seen by others who follow their hearts too.  And when the veil lifted, the vision of angels and those who had gone before us would be seen waving down and wishing us well.  For you Aquarius you have been getting signs and visions and sometimes you have put them down to tiredness but let me tell you the sign from this eclipse are telling you Trust.  Trust it was all meant to be and you are going in the right direction even if you are unsure where that is right now.  And without being arrogant … and just being you, you know something wonderful is about to happen in the coming months and if others knew too they would not worry or try to make sure everything is in order .. because the divine plan has always been in order beloveds and your heart has always been opened to this time.  Aquarius ..child of the sixties and bearer of the new age… feel the rays of this Moon and let all fear be gone and show others by showing your heart fully… MIRACLES ARE FOR EVERYONE.

PISCES

Its all about you Pisces and I am loving it.   No one really gets Pisces… they say oh yeah the Fish.  The sign of the Fish… ruled by Neptune.. water and all that.  But your sign governed a whole epoch of time… two thousand years and a whole lot of evolution!   A man walked the earth and left so much of his love and his teachings so that one day we would discover them, not through religion but through the opening of our hearts to his true meaning.   To be the vision of God in ourselves and to believe truthfully in who we are when we listen to our beautiful hearts.     Pisces, thank you for your faith.  Thank you for your love and thank you for being here.. because sometimes you wondered why you were, just as we all do, but you find it so hard to fit in when others seemed so worldly and knowing.   When maybe it was you who guided them to each other.   You see Pisces is the Shepard the guiding light and this beautiful lunar eclipse is the time of the Mother essence flooding the earth with an awareness of all the teachings of love.   It is said the greatest Teacher of Love left his mark here on the Earth on the ley lines upon which we travel.   Travel well Pisces and travel with all of your beautiful awareness to share with others.

This lunar eclipse is something else… really.. and We might have to dig deep to release some of the things that come up but do not hold tightly to a feeling that makes you suffer.  Suffering is not part of your future it never was.   Let the knowing of this Moon help you with the Mother herself the Great Mother, taking your hand and guiding you back to your own beautiful awareness.

WOMAN ….be heard under this full moon!  Shine and ROAR!!!

 

Bless your beautiful hearts Beloveds.

Caroline K. Beloved

I remember Me Astrology!

September 16th 2016