I REMEMBER ME…ASTROLOGY!

Surrender surrender is the cry,

and all around me the old ways will die!!

Let the thoughts of fear and the doubt I  hold

be cast aside as I stand, as me, true and bold!! …Mother Shipton….harm to none!

9.9.9 … A day to remember a time to Surrender!!!!

Hello there!!  here are the planetary positions before I share anything else!

Sun is in Virgo (ruled by Mercury)

Moon in Sagittarius.  Sagittarius ruled by Jupiter

Venus in Libra (ruled by Venus)

Mars in Sagittarius ruled by Jupiter

Jupiter in Libra (ruled by Venus)

Saturn in Sagittarius

Uranus in Aries (ruled by Mars)

Neptune in Pisces

Retrograde planets.. Mercury in Virgo. Uranus in Aries. Neptune in Pisces.

There has been an intense energy since the last solar eclipse and we are in between another lunar eclipse next Friday on the 16th September.  There has never been a time we can remember when we are being bobbed around like fishing boats on the water of living and trying to anchor in some sense of comfort in knowing who we really are and how we have to work with this energy.   It is part of our future and that is now!  We have the Moon in Sagittarius ruled by Jupiter  (the planet representing our awareness and our divine consciousness) .   Jupiter is also in Libra from today (the 9th) and Libra is all about trying to find the balance and harmony this beautiful sign represents.   Venus rules Libra and we are being asked where in our world are we lacking harmony?   Where are we not allowing ourselves the comfort of just being happy with ourselves?   Are you compromised by friends, colleagues or relatives?   Are you feeling as if you are honour bound to something you promised you would do or compelled to complete a process that you now find you cannot longer tolerate?    There is a process we are entering calling the closing of soul contracts… this is the moment we are in.    We must see how the planets are enabling us, with the surging of energy coming into our awareness, bringing up thoughts, feelings and situations that, despite what you may believe, are actually enabling you make a choice.

The Sun in Virgo is throwing the spotlight on a re-emergence of our secrets.   How do we face up to what we may have hidden, even from ourselves.   How do we create the very things in life that seem to challenge us?   The Moon in Libra (representing balance and harmony) is shining a light on where we are imbalanced and why and how we can stop being prisoners to our own thoughts.    Thoughts are the light bulb moments we need but they also have a tendency to bring us into areas we thought we had dealt with.   Old thoughts, old feelings and re-generating a story that may be well finished.   When we go through the train of thoughts that bring us back into something, we are somehow re-threading our consciousness to that line of thinking…. and even to the situation and people involved.   This leads to bringing up those feelings of maybe despair, depression or frustration and we wonder what has brought us to feeling low or even angry when it is our own mind showing us a very significant pointer on our spiritual journey that we have, up till now, not really acknowledged.

This all brings us again to the year we are in 9.    2016…. the year of 9!  This day also being a 9.   A very significant and important day of awakening.   A light bulb moment to beat all light bulb moments.     How you might ask?   Well, first we have all been going through this year of life review, having little steps back into the past, moments of “should I go there again”?  Do I need to to do this… or why the hell has this come up again.    Pain has been released and let go of.   Old scores do not need to be settled.   They need to be forgiven.  The first one with ourselves.    We are right on track with where the soul needs to be.   We always are.   And hey, baby, the mind is always watching what we are doing and ready to have a little in put when we question the place we are in and the state we are in!!!!   But the mind is a series of corridors, conduits and conditioning that can be cleaned up regularly with a good dose of listening to the heart and to something much bigger.   Yes, you guessed it, your INTUITION.   It never lets you down.   Why?  Its your encoded soul message that comes through when you need it.   The secret to its authenticity is it does not make you do anything you do not want to as you have free will.   Your mind might keep chattering away trying to convince you otherwise but if you put a hand on your stomach and feel the reaction to your question.. your gut will never let you down!   Why?  this is the physical area of the soul.   This is where the umbilical chord of creation and its silver thread originates from in you and out into the cosmos.   Your antennae.   It may even cause you digestive problems and stomach issues when you ignore the feelings and bury them deep within there.   But back to today!!   We are easing our own digestion.   We are not eating up anything that may be untrue to our senses any more.   This is a time when the Soul has allocated the great release of Contracts that are pre 2012.   December 21st 2012 was deemed to be a momentous day and it was.   People believed that day would change everything… and expected it to happen all at once!! On the same day.   But no, we are going through the process of unraveling the old stories of ourselves and the person we used to be.  Before we awakened to a very real feeling of there is more to us.   There is a lot more than we thought!   The end of times that was December 21st 2012 was also the end of the old paradigm and the ancient ways returning to our thoughts and feelings, even fleetingly, have been growing and growing since.   As they grew, our dissatisfaction with a way of living or thinking started to be more apparent.   No one was wrong or there were no mistakes, all was as it should be.  It was just that our contract of soul with people and situations were being let go of as the new age of Aquarius strengthened its hold on our awareness.  The years since have been the anchoring in of our new state of awareness and it has been a time of not really being aware of what we want but knowing that we have to start believing we are being guided to where we need to be.   Where we need to be is where we are at this very minute.   Who we are is a being who has so many aspects to the soul that we sometimes become overwhelmed with the chatter in our minds, even as we try to still our thoughts.   Why?   Well maybe, just maybe, the shedding of old Contracts of soul releases the thoughtforms that become attached to threads of consciousness that brings us back into old patterns with people and places.    Welcome to the day you release the hurt in gratitude and the pain in thanks.   Let it be gone, from your heart and your mind will follow.   And in the middle of all this there will be miracles, and I do not say this glibly.  There will be miracles because you start to believe in the power of your own mind to create from your heart… as your soul is clearly guiding you, without dragging the remnants of the old behind you wherever you go.   It is time to put down the blanket, the comforter, the old ways.   And what then?  You just be.   You do whatever you want to.   You do not know what you want to do or what your soul wants you to do you might say?  How do I know my mission?   Maybe it was to get to this point beloveds.

If you get to a point where you can just be You.  (I have gone over this in previous writing a lot!).   But for me personally it seems to bring us to a place where we have to accept the Self.  To surrender to the Self.   It doesn’t matter what your career is.  It does not matter what you try to call yourself.   Go beyond names.  Go beyond the guidance even of teachers and the written word.   You are the Teacher, the guru of your Self.  And in you there are the words and the feelings that bring you to a deeper level of who you are and what you can do while you are here!  Of course we needed to go outwards to meet all of the teachers and people we had karmic connections with to bring us here.  How can you get to the place of being without doing an awful lot!!  And what then?   Are you enlightened?  Maybe.  Are you a conscious being.  Kinda.   Are you someone who must pass on your words and wisdom.  If you fancy it.   Oh no this is not giving me the answer I needed you say.   Well now you get it.  The answer you need is never given to you by anyone else.   The answer you need will come from you and will keep being shown to you in various guises of situations and people until you get it.  I know, I know …aaaah breathe, just unbuckle your belt or let loose on those bra straps….. Whatever binds you is not for you.   Whatever makes you feel like You is.   Simple really but very difficult to get to that place beloveds isnt it.  When you feel you are getting there you are more aware of the energy around you and how it all works.  That is the magic, the alchemy if you like.   We just have to get over the need to show how we can do it ..to others.  to share in the wonderment of knowing when maybe we are the ones that need to know and someone else might need to find out for themselves.   You see beloveds.  What is the meaning of life… the cosmic joke is the meaning of life is when you get close to feeling you are getting there… something comes up to show you, you can go deeper and deeper again to find out more!!!  Its an endless pool of love that is YOU.  And the depth of you wants to be adored.  Wants to be loved.  Wants to drown in the passion of Being.   And the exterior of you wants to know how and why and when.   And in between there is a mirage of people and events you happen upon – not by accident – but by design, to help you on your way and you to help them.   Thanks beloveds.  Thank you all and bless you and your journey back to You.   When you are getting there you will know.   There is a need to do less.  Think less.  Prove less.   There is no need.  You want to eat cake all day, one day.  The next climb a mountain!!

There are no limits.   You set them.  You put up with them.  Cried when they seemed to overwhelm you and stop you from finding what you needed to do.  And all along they brought you to a point where you would have a choice.   That choice could be today if you want to.  It will come again … maybe not in this lifetime though.   And there is never any pressure… but if you feel like you are dragging your heels trying to find out what you need to do or be and old thoughts pop up from time to time …and old acquaintances… maybe you need just to let the threads go.   Surrender.  In letting them go you are freeing both sides.  You are not affecting anyone as you are laying down your need to be attached to the string that you both held.   If someone wants to continue to hold it they can.   It will be lighter for them and it may lead them to fly!   There is no loser or no winner… just compassion and love and a whole lot of miracles when you see yourself as being OK.  Really OK and not too bad either.

The one biggest factor you must let go of is FEAR.   Fear of failure, fear of being You and fear of being successful!!  And Fear of Fear!!   It can all get very messy.   What if you start to be you and you find people you liked or loved do not really accept you anymore…. Well this is a chance you must take beloveds.   This is the way of the soul.  To grow.. to find out more about the self and to go on the journey called Spiritual and come out the other side called You.  Then what?  Anything you want.  Travel, contemplation, guiding others if you wish or more significantly doing whatever you are doing now but as an authentic being, a true to you Self.   The Self you find now is your own guide, your own Angel your own story and you must own it.   No excuses for choices made or decisions you say were not of your agreement.   On some level they all are and this is the mark of the Master.   A Master is not a being who is sitting on a throne with minions and surrounded by admirers.   A Master is the being who has traveled as the pilgrim, met with every kind of situation and felt at a very deep level and yet wants to keep going, and wants to find out more but most of all just wants to Be.    In that place of being your presence is the I Am.   The divine will of the Universe is the I Am presence.    And we are very blessed to be here as we become aware of the true meaning of I Am.    It is when the journey begins again.    And this is the time of preparation for the year 10… 2017.      And in becoming You – you are entering that time as a person of knowing, a person of faith in miracles and being where you are meant to be and time becomes very insignificant.   Now we see how 2012 was the end of time.   We came to the end of a paradigm of going outwards to learn and started another journey, inwards… back home to Self.

Beloveds here is a small section of your signs interpreted for now and between next week’s lunar eclipse… oh God another one I hear you say!  Yes thank God!!! We are being given a gift of unveiling our hearts to the Universe and the heavens unveils its truth to us.

ARIES

Your listed attributes: Demanding, determined, effective and ambitious!!  Can you claim any of those Aries.. I think you can lol.   But in a way you are demanding of your self and determination is part of your gift of going all the way to succeed.   Ambitious! of course!  You always have been.   Show me a little Aries (ruled by Mars…) child who does not want to win the race or be first at anything and I will show you another sign altogether lol.   Why does this come up now.   Why are your attributes so important just at the moment Aries.  Well because you have re-invented yourself this year.  You have been guided to pushing yourself a little further …moving away from the tried and trusted and making a fledgling flight of fantasy … going with your instinct more and more and discovering it actually works really well!!  Keep going Aries your fire and passion is in the Planet Uranus at the moment and Uranus is retrograde (backwards)   Are you firing up on all cylinders with the new improved you?  The letting go of old threads of consciousness leaves you a space to fly even higher…  Remember there are no limits.  Enjoy.

TAURUS

Your listed attributes lovely Taurus are: Security, subtle, strength, appreciation, instruction and patience!   Taurus you are ruled by the planet Venus and Venus is in Libra from today in preparation for the Lunar eclipse next Friday.    Your world of security is very important to you Taurus but sometimes you like to take a risk.. to move away from what you consider your comfort zone.   It is so important for you to have a nice environment Taurus but lately you have realised it is even more important for you to be at ease with yourself first.   The home you love, the beautiful surroundings are a reflection of your beautiful taste and self.  But now you want to bring your love of beauty and harmony with you wherever you are guided to be.   To sit in the sun on a garden bench, or to travel the world and see beautiful exotic places that stir your soul.  For no other reason than you feel a stirring in you to bring your beautiful heart to places where others have walked on a pilgrimage of faith and love.    Go with that feeling of bringing your beauty to where it needs to be.   It could be a park on a sunny day or in Rome!  Equally it could be with a cup of tea in a quiet place…just being the lovely you.    Trust that… trust it a lot….

Gemini

Your listed attributes Gemini are: Communication. Indecision. Inquisitive. Intelligent. Changeable…   Well Gemini you are a ball of energy and fire aren’t you.  And your ruling planet Mercury still in retrograde you are been given a breathing space to think and dream and hope more than you ever have!!  And today is important for you.. you are letting go of all those little niggles that have kept you from feeling you can relax, finally.   Old wounds and old scores … surrendering them so as you can make a space in your life for more of the good stuff!  Love, freedom, joy happiness and whatever it is makes your lovely little heart beat faster.   But remember, keep those thoughts to a minimum.   Think the best, do not see the obstacles you sense are ahead when they may just be you casting a shadow as you stand in the way of your own shining future!!!!   There is a beautiful sunny aspect to the place you are in and you have so many options you may well be overwhelmed but a good Gemini loves the action!!!   Wherever you are now you are in the right place.. remember… it is all going swimmingly!!

CANCER

Your attributes Cancer…Emotion.   Diplomatic. Intensity. Impulsive and selective.  The moon is in Sagittarius and preparing for the Lunar eclipse next week.   You might be feeling a little tense and worn out.  Too much to do and you want to sit and paint/write/watch the telly ….but there is a feeling deep within you, that you have to keep going and to keep the ship afloat!  You may be feeling a tad emotional Cancer as old thoughts and feelings come back up from the past to make you go through a clearance of those old ways of living and a new way of being that even you are finding hard to adjust to.   The old reliable ways might not be any good any more.   You have to trust more than your instinct or the advice of friends or trusted ways.   You are having to go with the flow and the synchronicity of trusting where you are being led while maybe navigating the needs of others.    There really is no way back… you have broken through an old pattern and today brings you closer to knowing that..

LEO.

Your attributes Leo… Ruling, warmth, generosity, faithful and initiative.  Let the sun shine for you Leo…   Let its warmth be in your beautiful heart.   For it is a generous heart.   And you do love to be generous and are faithful to that aspect of your personality.  You also like to rule the roost so as to make sure goes to your plans!!  But hey hold on… it doesn’t need to be so hard for you any more darling Leo.   You do not have to take second place…. that soo not a Leo.   but you do not have to try too hard to be center stage.   The good work you have put in and the long hard hours are going to pay off and you deserve it.   Let that warm your beautiful heart and let the haters hate bless them.   Because you do not hate… you love to love and you love to shine.   Just don’t hold any grudges with the old ways and the people who didn’t know any better.  We only know what we know when we know it… if you understand what I am getting at lol.     We are all doing our best on this journey and for some it has been more extreme.   For those who have had to endure extremes.. the new way will bring you into more harmony, more balance and, yes, Leo, more fun because you love fun and we love to hear you laugh.   Today is surrender… let it go…. forgive.. not the act or condone it.. but forgive the heart that did not know…. for now you know and now you are free.   Love you Leo!!!!!!

VIRGO

Your attributes Virgo are ….Analyzing, practical, reflective. Observation and thoughtful.   You are in the midst of all of this change Virgo.   Your ruling planet is Mercury in retrograde and you find yourself in Virgo at the moment so you are going back and back to where you find solace.. in a secret place in your heart.   Reflecting on what might have been and observing others from a distance… Maybe wondering if you should reveal yourself fully!!  Your feelings and your thoughts… but as Mercury is in retrograde you might be going further back even…. to places and feelings that are new to you in this life and yet seem vaguely familiar.   They are held deep within your own unconscious mind and a little bit of de ja vu might be making you aware of how you can go deeper and further into your heart and mind and not be judged.   You like to be practical Virgo and yet there is a side to you that loves the secrecy of keeping your cards close to your chest, while observing others reveal themselves… This time we are in is a turning point for you also.   A 9 year is one of reflection and you have reflected and now it is time to forgive and open up more.  You are a like a rare flower that is kept in a cupboard!   No one knows your true beauty only you and that is about to change…. blossom and be your fragrant beautiful self.

LIBRA

Your attributes Libra are Balance, truth and justice. Beauty and perfection.

This is a time of your awakening Libra.   It is everyones but you especially seem to be coming to terms with how you have changed and how you can no longer pretend.   There is no need for pretense.  No one will judge you and if they do they do not see the You that needs to be seen!!   We are entering your time of year and you enter a space that has you in your natural planet Venus.   A time of rebirth and with a rebirth comes a letting go and as the theme of this is all about Surrender it is especially true for you Libra.   You do not even know yourself at times.   You have so many beautiful qualities and shine so brightly but you juggle to be the chameleon to meld into any situation with anyone.   You are tired of that and you can now rest assured as you let go of old contracts and contacts… there is no need to hold them any more… the more you let go of them and surrender to you.. the more you will like and accept this beautiful being you are.    Well done brave Libra…

SCORPIO

Your attributes Scorpio… Transient…Self Willed…purposeful… unyielding…

Oh Scorpio you are about to enter a time of deep letting go and yet your unyielding nature sometimes makes you shoot yourself in the foot.   There is no one holding a grudge in this or any other lifetime and you have no one to fight for.   The fight was the Self trying to be free and it is the day of letting go of old contracts.   A divorce if you like.  A divorce from the old way and a plunging into the new way of being.   You thrive on the excitement of moving boundaries Scorpio and you are in the midst of it all and yet you are lonely.   Something is amiss.   Yes you know what it is… you are at a loss for You.   There has been so many reinventions, regenerations and now you feel you know this person you have become and yet there is a lot more to you than meets the eye.    As the Lunar Moon eclipse unveils more to you, you will face it as a whole being. like us all, but more so for you as you do not need to be the warrior any more.   There is no fight, there never was … just a sense of sadness of not remembering.. and now the memories that stir are bringing you into what is known as divine flow and, if you allow it, your heart will flow into the ocean where there are many rivers meeting to join again!

SAGITTARIUS

Your attributes: Philosophical.  Motion.  Experimentation and Optimism.

Ruled by Jupiter … you are always hopeful Sag.. and always one to give hope to others but along the way you lost a little yourself.  You might have let your need to be genuinely unique and authentic over ride the need just to Be.   What next, which way, and when was the topic or order of the day.   And with the turning of events this year and the feelings that have emerged you are starting to see the bigger picture!    The truer picture!   There is so much to do you might say and to know!!  After all Jupiter is the shining one.. the philosophical way of looking at things.   The good luck star!    This eclipse coming next week and the 9.9.9 today is a genuine place of warmth and heart for you.    You have yearnings for your heart to be loved yet you are still learning to love you!   We all are but you are getting closer to enjoying You as well!   And as you see the beloved in your own heart the beloved will see you.    And when you get to that point you will ask what next Sag lol… But as you have found this last while it is in the moment that everything becomes real and created without doubt and not in the surety of a future we think we want when the one we need is really taken care of by our conscious feeling of knowing that we are always where we are meant to be with and with the right people.   The only surprises are the ones that bring us miracles when we stop trying to control the outcome..

CAPRICORN

Your attributes Capricorn … Determination Dominance.   Perservering practical and wilful!

Later this month Pluto moves on…. you have done enough delving into your psyche dear Capricorn and yet you could do more if you thought about it!! DO NOT THINK ABOUT IT LOL.   Its time to put all of those plans into actions.   As Mars moves into Capricorn at the end of the month you will find the fire to bring you out of a space where the physical world seemed quite harsh, i.e. aches, pains… sleeplessness… etc.   and more into an assertive part of your life where you want to be seen and heard and voice your opinions.   This might mean writing for you and speaking… and as you approach this day 9.9.9. and the next week with the lunar eclipse you are starting to act on the impulses you have so waited to recognise!   Going with the flow and surrendering to what you feel rather than trying to put it to one side until you have time to allow it come out fully!!    Your determination can sometimes overwhelm you ..maybe in the past certainly.   But that determination now will put you on your soapbox or make you make a stand for someone or something… even for yourself!    You are dancing with the planets as they move… you can physically feel the changes in the energy around you and you love it and loathe it at the same time.  On one hand it can make you feel “wow I am really in tune with all of this” and on the other you can feel oh dear the aches and pains in my shoulders or back as something clears.   Surrender ..total surrender to everything you have done and everything wonderful you are will release so much.   Holding the fort together for so long can mean it is held in the body that length of time beloveds.   If you are still releasing in a physical way you have been the one to hold others.. physically and emotionally and today can see you end that .. if you wish… Surrender and let go …. give thanks and say bless you for the journey….  as you start to heal those aches and pains and as Mars approaches and Pluto retreats from your sign you will feel like You again… a You that is very happy and at peace.   You deserve this Capricorn.

AQUARIUS

Your attributes Aquarius…  Knowledge Humanitarian Serious insightful …

Aquarius….. you have so many facets to you … like a diamond shining on a dull day.   Oh how lovely you say… thank you.   But no, really, you do.. you just do not believe it maybe.  There are so many people who gravitate towards you that now the time has come with this 9.9.9 day when you have to gently let the threads that bound you to old memories and thoughts go!!!  This is the same for everyone but for you especially.     Your ruling planet Uranus is retrograde (going backwards) until December and this is a time of you forging ahead with a new way of living a new way of thinking.. and Being.   It takes a while to get used to and you have sometimes veered back towards the old ways when you feel nostalgic but mainly you have remained true to this new you that has come in fully!!   But it takes some getting used to and the people around you might be getting used to a whole new you as well.   Surrender is the theme as I say and you are not afraid to surrender Aquarius.  If you know you have to make a stand or be the first to do something you will always do it.  This time, do it for you.   For all the times you stood back and let someone else shine or have the last say… say thank you I let you go and bless you.   Now put you first.   Let the days ahead be your retreat.. and your peace and for each sign let this be so.   Aquarius is a humanitarian sign and we are in the age of Aquarius and for this reason the onus must be LET IT BE… let all the situations that need your attention be left to someone else.  Let the responsibility of being You be first and you will start to see how the light others see in you is deep within your heart for you to feel as well.

PISCES

Attributes: Fluctuation..   depth.. imagination.. reactive.. indecisive..

Well Pisces Neptune is still retro in your sign.. its natural place.. but going backwards until November.    You are having a time of well… discovery!   Not shocking.. but awakenings… little ones and big ones… and you like the feeling of ..I like knowing this!!   The gifts you see in others you must see in yourself Pisces!!   And you are not responsible for others either!!!   But you care passionately about those who have no one to care for them and you have a great deal of emotional depth that only Pisces can go to!!  You are like the deep sea diver of the zodiac.   And yet you want to come up for air sometimes… to be in nature and to be You also.   And just as the other astrological signs have found, you too are finding you bear no resemblance to the person you were last year or the one before… even physically !!  And you like that.   It is like you are morphing into the best version of you you ever could imagine and you are a little shocked!!  Be shocked in a lovely way Pisces.   The age of Pisces was a time of huge evolution and you were part of it… and you came back to bring in the new age of Aquarius too and at times it all got a bit much… it might have left you feeling you had nothing left to give Pisces.   Well with the eclipse next week shining a light on a deeper sense of this new You, and today being the day of surrender of old contracts, there is a sense of adventure awaiting and you like the feeling of not knowing but “knowing”..   Go with that Pisces… people need the emotional depth you have.   It is akin to Mozart playing the piano as opposed to an organ grinder and a monkey!!    You are playing sweet music and you must let yourself hear it as sweetly as others do.    This is a time of great movement… deeper inside and forwards outside to the new frontiers of faith hope and love.  Bless you.

 

This has been a very longwinded version of my interpretations!!!  I make no apologies lol ..as this is a time of great awakenings and great influx of energy in the consciousness through the cosmic grid of ascension as it is called.   Another word for it is your heart and mind…. Your Soul knows.   you are an old Soul with a beautiful heart… your mind just had to catch up and let go of the old threads that bound you to a place of not knowing… now you know you need never worry again about being in the wrong place at the wrong time!  It is always at a time chosen by your soul … and in a place near to your heart.

 

Blessings on your journey Beloveds.   I will write more about the Beloved energy in the coming weeks in the build up to 2017…. love is in you and awaits you and there is a lot to be thankful for.

Caroline K. Beloved

Aphrodite Mary Beloved… I Remember Me Astrology. xxx