SOLAR ECLIPSE..NEW MOON IN VIRGO …..MERCURY RETROGRADE…

HELLO THERE….are you ready to take a trip down memory lane? No?  well thats ok as its not a trip to old situations with people in this reality.. maybe its a memory stirring within you of something more, maybe a little bit tangible now.   A feeling of de ja vu again…remember beloveds this is number 9 year in numerology and we are entering the 9th month of this year…  Nine relating to the South Node of the Moon (residue of our past lives…) it is also represented by the Tarot Card The Hermit…. and the ray or colour Gold.

The planets today line up as follows in preparation for the eclipse..

Sun in Virgo (ruled by Mercury)

Moon in Virgo (ruled by Mercury)

Mercury in Virgo (mercury retrograde)

Venus in Library ruled by ~Venus

Mars in Sagittarius (ruled by Jupiter)

Jupiter in Virgo (ruled by Mercury)

Saturn in Sagittarius (ruled by Jupiter)

Uranus in Aries (ruled by Mars)

Neptune in Pisces  (ruled by Neptune)

Pluto in Capricorn (ruled by Saturn)

North Node in Virgo….ruled by Mercury…

The Sun is squared to Saturn.. Mercury conjunct with Jupiter and Saturn is squaring to Neptune.    There is a lot going on… an awful lot in our lives and out there in the heavens.   This year has been a platform for us to delve deeper into our own psyche and go beyond what we thought of as our own limitations.   We are approaching the final frontier in a way…your thought might be “why is there another level to go through when there has been no let up in retrogrades (going back/going within) and harsh squaring of planets.  The Eclipse is a time of seeing beyond our vision, and working with our inner vision (psychic awareness/knowing)   It is a time of revelations and they do not have to be harsh or testing at all.    This is a time for going beyond time limitations we set ourselves and for me I feel it is a time for starting to live in the present and our presence.   To do that we have to go very far within our perceptions and beyond what we have been told is our boundary or limit.    I won’t go back into religious dogma or social patterns as I have wrote a lot about them over the year.   But this year has been one we will not remember as being harsh but one we will remember as being our birth.     To be reborn and to start to have a memory of who you might really be is a gift so profound I cannot really put it into words as it goes beyond any vocabulary.    Before we enter the 10 year next year… which is a year of creation and a brand new page as a brand new you, we have to take stock of what we are continuing as a pattern or routine in our lives and how we then blame those patterns on outcomes holding others responsible…and sometimes holding the victim mentality.

There is a lot of Mercury about!!!!  Of course it is retrograde since yesterday (30th) but I do not necessarily see that as a bad thing!!!   So many astrologers warn about it and give it the “heads up” (an expression I loathe by the way)..  lol.   But let us take a moment to consider why are we afforded the gift of having retrogrades with the planets that affect us?   Would you be running on empty if you continued to steam roller ahead from one decision to the next with no chance to stop and consider how your life is at the moment?   Did you really want to sign a contract in the next few weeks and think..”oh I am not so sure now”?   Well maybe what seems so attractive today as an offer or opportunity might be the very thing you need to take a second look at.   With the help of the solar eclipse and the new Moon in Virgo assisting this transition, we are being afforded a glimpse into the psyche of ourselves but also others!!!! Whoa … big heads up lol.     Watch word.. no judgment…pleaaassee.      Mercury is the planet of the mind, the mercurial the quick silver that runs in our brains and surges through the consciousness.  With it going retrograde do you feel it is slowing down so you become foggy, tired, listless?  All of those and more maybe lol.   But also are you being asked to Listen.   Mercury is also the messenger.   To me the most famous messenger is Archangel Gabriel.   He brings messages to your deep knowing in the stillness of your heart and the peacefulness of your mind.   Now maybe there is a chance coming when those little glimpses of inspiration will start pouring forth in you, when you stop grabbing for signs and answers.   Running to others to ask for help.  Let the help come from the Cosmos.   It is trying to tell you… for God’s sake Listen you little schmuch lol….. really listen.     The inner voice you hear that only comes when you stop trying to be always right, always spot on and guaranteed with what you are doing is the golden nugget of this number 9 year.    Oh I want this.. and I want .. and I want… and I need.. and I need to know for certain…. we have been through this before… a few times this year with retrogrades and squaring of planets.    Penny dropped yet.. we are going through the veils that are not outside us or up in the sky but are in us and we have to get over ourselves!.   We have to defeat the human we thought we were to be the hero of our own story!!!    It is an ongoing process.. a discipline if you like.   It becomes easier with practice beloveds and I am learning also.    It requires discernment.   All the boring stuff lol.   But Oh My Goddess when you go beyond the thoughts you have that punish you… the ones that make you blame others or yourself or the poor little me… there is a stillness inside of you that can only be described as Heaven.

Let Archangel Gabriel tell you about it:

Beloveds… if you would just sit a while with me.   Just rest and lay your weary head down for one moment.   What do you think is expected of you?   Do you think the world will end because you have not fulfilled your mission here?   Do you think you are letting others down by your awareness of other altered states of mind and vision?  Seeing beyond what the programe of Earth has been?   And then seeing the people you love wanting to stay in that place where you accompanied them, of allowing the exterior world command the voice of God in you with thoughts condemning your very existence?      Let me tell you there is a place where the colours of earth become so rich and serene so as to make you think you have left this planet and gone home to another. You have seen it in the skies as you have yearned so much for it inside.     It is beyond all thought, and beyond all reasoning in yourself.   It is a state of nothingness, and yet everything.  For the more who can manifest this space inside now,  will live it in the energetic field and bring it to the reality of Earth and it will be like a seed sown.   And for all these seeds sown they will be watered by the conscious walking, living and talking,  in authenticity, in authority of who you really are.    A being who listens to your own guidance and does not condemn the stillness of your own heart as not knowing.    This might seem very hard to take in.   For all healers who strive to help others.   You must leave aside what you do maybe and look further inside to bring out what is there.    If you are starting your journey you will have to continue to grow outwards on the spiritual path before you take the alchemical one within and find the ancient soul who sits waiting for you there.   Your guide.   Your higher self.   You.   GOD. MOTHER. GODDESS. SOURCE OF ALL.. Take this time that is nothing … but an earthly one… and let your knowing be in the present moment of all you do.     Think of what you do in the moment when you do it.. Not of what you must do later.    Success only comes when you stop thinking of how it will be and seeing your endeavours as successful in the second you perform them.     This is why it is so important to have this time of the internal questioning and listening.    When you stop thinking of synchronicity (as it has led you up to now) you will start following the divine blueprint you have encoded within you.     A mystic will only tell you what is in your own energetic field and interpret it for you.  They might gift you with the possibilities they see around you and yet  if you hold fears and thoughts of anger… it will be clouded by judgment and they may interpret this as your path.    You walk away with a seed sewn by your own thoughts…. and this is why you are your own mystic.   Your ego wants to know and wants someone else to tell you.. but your Guide and Higher self wants you to experience everything before you get to the gateway of the Voice within.   Blessed be.  You will start to hear that voice. ”

We must also be aware of Saturn at the moment the planet is squaring the Sun (or the fSun is squaring it lol).  To square is to put it up to.. to challenge!!  There is also an opposition with Sun and Neptune and this is the dreamy state of Neptune and the altered consciousness of our dreams being challenged by the patterns of Saturn wanting to get things in order.   Thats all well and good as we need to get organised but do not let go of your dreams in the process.   Also take note of your dreams and make the world a better place for you by being you.   This has been the running theme for this year for me.   And in this year of review and re-runs of patterns let there be no regrets.   Because you see beloveds its bringing you closer to you.   This you, is a being as I have said before, who is ancient and eternal and knows what you have been searching for.    When you find that in you.   Everything you thought you wanted will either instantly be attracted to you like a force in your magnetic field or you will know you never really needed it in the first place!!   What is primary at the moment is to be calm in the face of what might seem as challenges.  Do not take on anyone elses is the first clue!!!  But you can be compassionate and send out light … lots of it… not to anyone in particular but out into the atmosphere as you walk and as you meditate.   Do not heal by healing one person alone.   The one person you have had to heal is you.   All the rest will be fine!!   Once you are.   And oh my oh my there was a lot of stuff for you to wade through beloved just as I.   But the reason we keep doing this journey on Earth is because it is the gateway to finding Heaven and honouring Gaia and Earth.   We are here to be the witnesses to the miracle of life that has many ups and downs on its path … and if we just keep being completely honest with ourselves and not playing the blame game or the shame one… we come back to the Self.    9 is Pluto and Pluto represents the Soul.   Saturn is the karmic essence of who we are also… letting us find our path with guidelines and sometimes restrictions.    You ask who are these planets that influence us so greatly?   They are the workings of our minds …. and we must learn to overcome us before we can overcome their so called influence and astrology will be re-written…..

Remember who you are.     Listen to the voice.   If you still can’t hear it, its because you are thinking too loudly… lol

 

In love and blessings always you Brave Beloveds

Caroline K. Beloved

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