Are you squaring up for a fight!!! Are you about to blow your top my beloved… is there a niggle thats about to be a whole lot more of a nuclear explosion…. well keep a check on where you are and what you are up to but you might need to get angry first…see through the red mist of Mars. The planet Uranus is retrograde until end of the year and is the ruler of Aquarius.. We have just gone through a lunar eclipse in Aquarius and now as we try and get ourselves into some semblance of order for the start of Autumn we are faced with a Solar eclipse on 1st September called an Annular eclipse. The Annular eclipse being where the diameter of the Moon does not completely cover the sun resulting in a “ring of fire” effect….There is also the Saturn/Mars and Neptune square. Squares being rigid and hard at times especially in this instance with Saturn but being squared up to by Neptune which represents a dreamy psychic tendency we like to slip into. This is also the level beyond the veil of this reality that Neptune represents. And Saturn.. old father time himself.. wants us to get our house in order and Neptune wants to watch the flowers grow… or just be.. and Mars wants to make something happen.. something really big and bright and let it be now… right now!!! All of this is like being put through a blender. And its happening at a speed of knots. One minute you think you are on top of the game… doing good…well getting there. The next a spanner is thrown into the works by an old problem rearing its ugly little head. That sounds a little harsh beloveds. This ugly little head might actually turn out to be transforming into a swan and gracing your life with a new look at things and a different perspective. Keep your eye on the ball and your heart in tact by not having a meltdown as this solar eclipse approaches. But rather stand back and look at the world arena and how things are playing out. Nothing happens on the exterior world that is not happening inside our own to a lesser extent. The Olympics continue at the moment and are amazing … but there have been revelations in the workings of fairness and fair play even in those games. Sagittarius is in Saturn and as Saturn is squaring up to Neptune we have a whole lot of balls in the air!! literally!! Who is for the chop? Who is the hero/villain in our lives and on the world stage. Do we need to really clear out in a big way. Starting from the very core of our own lives. Planet Jupiter rules Sagittarius… represented by the Archer, whose aim is true. Jupiter is expansion of consciousness and good fortune on a grand scale. Being in Saturn at the moment that is squared may mean the exposing of teachings, rulings, dogma…. more than you can imagine… and also the revelation of something beautiful that comes from this turn of events. We have only to look to the sunsets and the evening skies at the moment to get a glimpse of heaven and the magic of the Universe. We have to believe in magic. We came here with it. Its part of our genetic make up. Yet what is magic! Is it a dark art that is sinister or rather the play of the Universe and the night sky with the stars and planets as our audience!
Mercury (representing the mind….the mercurial…. the messenger) is conjuncting Jupiter also and as Mars conjuncts Saturn and squares to Neptune there is a feel of uneasiness… of wanting to make something happen just for the sake of it!! To get things moving as I said earlier. Do not be the one who explodes!! Play the game of life and let others do the drama and you be the calm presence of you. But this you is someone who cannot be pushed around… and who is not going to carry the can for someone else. There is a big influence of squares and retrogrades in the stars and planets but there is also the influence of the wounded healer planet Chiron. It is still in retrograde in Pisces until November this year. The wounded healer in Native American culture is the planet that brought us here with our wound or the memory of it. We wonder why we feel certain things and are challenged and feel if those challenges were no longer there our lives would be perfect. But it is in the accepting of the wound as part of your path and not part of you that frees you from its clutches. This can be a thought form, a feeling, a situation you find yourself in. It does not matter what it is or how big this wound is in your life. But you can make it as a big as you like or as little. But it will continue to wound you until you accept it and when you accept it as being there it ceases to bother you!!! If you are rigid with your thoughts and opinions the wound becomes deeper. If you can see everything as being a reality that stems from those opinions you have, you will change them quickly!! You will then cease to be led by them and become aware of how you are the one who manifests everything in your life by your opinions and by your own thoughts. Harsh but true. Everything. And every friend and every family member and guru is the same!! No one has a get out clause.
The only part of the wound that holds you is the part you want to cling to. This is where karma comes in…. In our lives we will meet the same people in different guises. The same people we are drawn to again and again and in different situations but with a different set of beliefs. They are similar in that situations mirroring your own experiences and theirs will come up again and again until you have learned that you attract situations and thoughts from a basic belief in how you get from a to b. How you grow.. how you learn etc. Of course part of this is from ancestry and part from our very inner knowing. And how do we get out of this and into total awareness of Love and Harmony and we are all One. Well for a start we are not all One. We are all One in ourselves. We are facets of others by the structure of the Universal law of cause and effect and there is no accepting some people in an earthly way but we must acknowledge they have come from the heart of God also in another instance. We must use discernment in our choices of words and people. Be very careful of what you say and even more so of what you think especially at this time. Are you making a judgment about someone. Then you will be judged sunshine. Are you cajoling someone or trying to make them be what you want or do what you do… then you will be given a shove by a well meaning person too.
The planet Pluto… soul journey… pathways to the stars…. ruled by Mighty Metatron… is cruising backwards in Capricorn (ruled by Saturn) until September 25th. Capricorn friends take a note of that date and breathe…. let out a big one…. a really big sigggghhhh… Oh My God its been a time of de ja vu and “do I really have to learn this again and go through it.”!!!! But you are nearing the time of its turn in your sign and it has rewarded you with so much. It has given you the chance to look at how you sometimes in the past would have sabotaged your own happiness by maybe wanting the surety of knowing it was the right thing and thinking and overthinking. You have loosened up a little and are more likely to take chances now knowing that the soul journey is not planned in advance, rather it happens as you take the journey….
The physical symptoms of awakening this year have been varied, but mainly stomach problems, aches and pains, and headaches and generally just feeling pissed of for no apparent reason!!! Followed by euphoria …. the I love everyone syndrome. While being good on paper is not why we are here either. What if I told you we are here to love ourselves. Just ourselves. That person you look at in the mirror and say oooh no …. and then come back to later when you have brushed your hair and say oh well I will do. The bonus is… and there is a big bonus.. When we start to love ourselves.. not just oh I am a good old bean and not that bad kind of love but I genuinely have an affinity with this being I am and I honour her/him completely with love and kindness. I make sure they are ok… Then our world changes. Completely….. it changes overnight if I were to let you in to a secret beloveds. You stop putting yourself down … seeing the flaws and start seeing you are actually just You. And there are a gazillion other people trying to get used to being themselves by being someone else or a version of what they see as perfect. If we do not get it… that We are the Ones who save ourselves. The world is not saved. Its just a plumped up bottox perma tanned air head… no offence to perma tanned airheads by the way… lol. What we do for ourselves, what we do in kindness becomes commonplace to us and extends to others by our actions. We want to see others happy because we feel happy. We want others to be winners!! We do not want to compete ( cannot stand the sport mentality or competitive spirit…by the way) For every penny spent on a GAA or sports field I think what a waste. Buy a book. … teach kids to go out and walk in nature and enjoy it and stop bullying others by being competitive and there will be no bullies!!! Sorry for rant by the way I think thats the Mars effect lol. But the bottom line is.. we must start from ourselves. Not just saying oh I meditate and send out good thoughts…. pile of ….
Meditation is the key though and heartfullness..( I do not like the word MINDFULNESS.. it attracts people who live in their head bless them0… and good thoughts and vibrations are paramount to keeping that level of energy high. But if you do it and then go out and slag someone else off in a conversation you negate that meditation. It becomes a very low vibe of sludge hanging around waiting to land somewhere. We all like to gossip and we all love a good story but most of us are ill at ease with silences. That so called uneasiness when we meet new people and converse about the weather and the times of buses…. What about getting used to be silent and still in yourself when you are feeling uneasy or bored. What about finding out where the feelings come from in you? Where they stem from and how you then manifest situations by allowing those feelings take on form… do you see where I am going with this beloved? For I speak from experience. We all do this. We all think of the outcome of a meeting or situation before it has actually happened. But what if we change the course of events by seeing them differently. By voicing in a positive way how you want things to be. And being You when you do it.. Be Brave for you are the Bravest One beloved. You came here to be You and be the Master of your own journey. You are the captain of this vessel and you can take any course you want but if the little niggles in your mind are allowed to grow to become big ones you then allow them a voice and they speak to you. They become your vision and then your reality. Allow the good ones to be the loudest voice in your heart and your head beloved. In a nutshell, or case… lol here is the journey of your spiritual path… or the possibilities. Keep calm, enjoy the journey and know that miracles do happen but it is really your belief in them that make them real and manifest them. The Stars are aligning to form a stairway to heaven as the song goes…let your voice be heard as you ascend the staircase of this reality and make a new world here by being the love you need and deserve…. someone will love you for loving you and the missing pieces of your life as you see it will start to be filled with the presence of love.
Spiritual Journey…..
- Angels… you love the idea of having an Angel who looks after you. You love the idea of Angel cards and start investigating!!!
- You want a sign from your Angel but its even better if you get someone else to give you a sign from your Angel… you don’t really trust yourself to receive those signs just yet!
- You think about healing or how you would love to know how to heal!! And you read and read and read…. and find more books to read.
- You get to go on a course on Angels or on healing and love it!!! You can’t get enough and live for those weekends when you are on one!!!….then its back to work on Monday and the treadmill of life.
- There is a feeling of wanting more… wanting to know more and wanting to find out more about how everything works and who you really are!!!
- If only you could give up the day job and be a real healer and help many thousands of people and then you have heard the calling in life you have waited for!!
- The mortgage needs to be paid and your partner is under stress which makes you under stress also and you feel you just need to be a spiritual person… you do not fit in to this way of living any more.
- You leave your job, your life and travel and meet new people and its wonderful!! its so love and light and full of joy!! You get involved in groups and find they are so aware and know so much!!! This is what life is really all about…. oh how you laugh…
- There is a feeling of this is lovely but how does it become viable… how do I pay the bills etc. I know I have a book in me… the wisdom of all I have learned. I need to share it….
- You are tired… every time you attend a group meeting people have so many problems or so called clearances they are going through and they are all so much more ahead of you and one another!!! You kind of feel very small and look up to them as having the answers.. they have done so much!!
- People call on your wisdom over coffee.. lunch… whatever… and chat and yet after you are so tired. You wonder why!! A thought crosses your mind… could it be that lunch I had with a friend… They did talk a lot about their problems… we did talk a lot about others….
- Penny drops syndrome… the spiritual people are just people… you are in a group that clears karma… they could be doing a course on making buns it doesn’t really matter any more as you just want peace…. to sit under a tree and not listen to anyone else’s stuff…Their healing centre… their visions etc. while asking you what you think…what you see…
- You walk away… slowly at first…until they have shown you completely how human it all is. You feel sad maybe but a weight is lifted… The burden of being a Spiritual person is being lifted.
- Hello You. Notice the silence. The stillness. You might grieve a little for the drama of all that spiritual stuff. But the spiritual stuff is part of your soul journey until you get to the grail… YOU. Believe me when I say it takes time to get used to being You again as you are not the same.. you have been initiated by the presence of others and their experiences. You have initiated them and along the way there has been dramas and fun and full on fisty cuffs lol… and you wouldn’t change it for a thing…
- But now.. What? Well here you are… and you are a very special Being beloved. For after the drama of karma and the ritual of spiritual comes the presence of a Being who knows a lot, says little and yet exudes love.
- WELCOME HOME ….CRY A LITTLE AND LAUGH A LOT….
The Spiritual journey is only a part of the path or the Way as it is called. You can enter it at any point in your life. You will when you are ready. In a small way or a big way. Lots of people have done it over the thousands of years and will continue to do so and there will be many Gurus and words written. But the bottom line is… You came here to be the person you are and the Being inside you is very special… let him/her out…. let them feel the Earth and the reality of living as you learn to love you again.
carolinek Beloved
Aphrodite Rising 2016
Temple Rose Reiki 
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