YOU ARE OK!!!

.19th April 2016.

Moon in Leo  Sun in Taurus.

The face you show the world, the Sun, your day to day image is undergoing a forceful awakening recently and especially over the next ten days…    The Emerging full (pink) Moon on 21st April is putting you in the spotlight and highlighting everything not harmonious in your life and in your world.   Your inner world especially is thrown into confusion as your heart yearns to be free.    Free from an image you yourself have created.   And lets see what have you created beloveds.   What are you having to endure?   If it is suffering … awakening to how you carry so much of the feelings of others, leaving your own feelings to be felt as the last refuge for hope.   You are seen as a counsellor for others problems, a reassurance to those treading the first steps on their newly awakened path who nervously await your wise guidance…   When you feel “I do not know who I am anymore.   Who is this person I have become,  that continues to change from day to day.   I have left behind the security I once craved, realising it was the prison of my heart.   I yearned to fly and now as the cage opens beckoning you to a new way of living with no guarantees, just faith … you are living in the echo of the Masters themselves.   This is unbelievable!!  That is why you find it hard to comprehend that the secret to the Universe might just be that you have to be yourself.

Moon in Libra.. ruled by Venus.  Craves peace.   The kind of peace that is unconditional and has no hidden agendas!!!   The Woman or man you are wants to stand out at the ocean and feel the breeze touch your first.   To really feel alive!!!   Far from fearing your feelings as you once did, you want to FEEL so that you can be here and present to the changing landscape of your emotions.    With the Moon in Libra in this aspect you are working hard to balance those emotions.   At one point you could throttle someone and the next have the compassion of a Saint.    Keep it simple… the inner truth reflects what will be revealed outside.    Something is stirring within you so deeply felt that urges you to seek the truth in every way!!  You want to be free to be you and you do not want someone to tell you who you are and what you should do as you are responsible for you!!   Well the truth stirring in you is that you were always free…. you just had to experience the feeling of being unsure of who you are and bending to the will of others, be they society or partners/friends.    To be part of the collective that is successful and  acceptable… when YOU really wanted to accept yourself.

You are suddenly aware that you were kept in a prison and the guard to your own confinement was you!!    This is the scary part…   it is like being free and not knowing how to be free!!!   Balance balance balance!!  The key is be like a small bird bobbing from place to place and situation to situation without taking too much in… let the thread of who you are be restored in your consciousness and take the next ten days or so to allow this little bird you are become an Eagle!!!

Has everything you regarded as Yours broken yet Beloveds?   When you are awake it will.    The remnants of your heart will be the foundations of your new world.. a world full of ever changing You/Self a s the light of the sun hits an aspect of the old broken hearted you that has been crafted into a mosaic that will reflect the life you are starting to CREATE.   Make it a most beautiful heart for yourself beloved.   You always yearned to be loved completely and who better to start with but you loving you.   The rest will surely follow!!   Cry a little over those who have gone.    Wow… they were heroes weren’t there.   And here I think of my own parents who are gone a long time… they left not knowing they deserved to be loved completely and to be anything they wanted to be without being judged.   But they kept going and doing what was the honourable thing to do… because they were laying a pathway for us to find this!!!  It was the same for all of our ancestors and loved ones.  But spare a thought for those going through the biggest challenges at the moment.   They are surely the heroes too.   They have chosen whatever it may be as a challenge, i.e. emotionally physically or spiritually, to be their awakening and I know you will agree.   But the real hero, the unsung soothing note of love  and comfort and kindness is YOU.   You have been the witness, the carer, the nurturer, the heart to witness the journey of heartbreak.    At times you have had to be authoritative and the strong one.   (the planet Pluto is retrograde today and in Capricorn… which is ruled by the authoritative Saturn.. the Soul/Pluto questioning and trying to impress with fatherly wisdom) meaning you had to be put on the frontline of whatever was happening over the last while making you the decision maker/leader/shower of the way!!      You have had to hang on to a dream you had of sunny days with happy children and good people as friends and family (the Neptune in Pisces aspect) and that dream haunts you a little today.   A poignant memory of how could that dream be such a distant memory… well today (Mercury that is communication is in Taurus – ruled by planet Venus, love and harmony , and Venus herself in the fiery Aries (Planet Mars .. passion, doing, making things  happen) and the Goddess has come out to play for a little while and she is making herself felt…..   DO YOU NEED A MIRACLE?   WELL DO NOT JUST PRAY FOR IT, SURRENDER TO IT BELOVEDS.

Let the miracle be whatever it has to be.. Do not put conditions on what it is you think it should be.    You need only know the planets are fired up by Venus and that can only mean stepping back into the doorway of your open heart and letting an Angel who is walking by just long enough to touch your life….Hold on… step back.. stop getting in your own way beloveds.   You are walking in the steps of Master and he Believes in YOU.   “and this too shall ye Do.”  Uranus (freedom and eccentricity/electricity… new ways and discoveries is in Aries (Mars) and you might be waiting for that lightbulb moment… Sit in the silence of your own Beloved heart and hear the quiet voice of reason and …ignore it.   Listen to the scary voice of Ego.. tell it to go and shut up.. politely ….and then hear its squeaky Micky Mouse tones get lost in the ether.   Then and only then, when you stop the chatter, you will hear the sweetest tones of peace.   Music of the Soul.   The signs will come, and the lightbulb moments will start popping… this is the revelation you wait for… be patient beloveds.

Mars (fire) in Sagittarius (ruled by Jupiter)   Mars is in retrograde here with Jupiter, the higher consciousness and the sweetest of planets that brings those guidelines you need.  Well with Mars plunging deeper into the unconscious here in Jupiter.. it is delving deeper into your psyche, and your deep knowing.    It is affording you the time to see, how deep can I go into my own heart and soul?  How far is it safe to go and be able to come back!!   I really need just let myself be carried into the space of quietness and stop the chatter of myself and others.   DO NOT BE DRAWN INTO DRAMA!!  There are plenty of people out there creating it, maybe even you.   But they are there for a reason.. signposts to not going back there and not listening.   Bye bye drama ….clearing karma…

I need to sit with this wise being that is me and listen.   But by God it never left you wanting or waiting.   It allowed you be brought to the wire at times.   You might have even raised your head to the sky and shouted at the Heavens to a God who rests in your own heart…waiting.    When all along the path there were flowers strewn rose petals, and thorns (people and places that dug deep into your heart).   Yet the fragrance of the rose showered you with a blanket of protection of love.   It just seemed so far removed from you and the situations you found yourself in.    It was like you felt unworthy of being helped and given a sign!!   You felt others who were more evolved (not!) got all the signs and help while you struggled just to keep going.   Let me tell you this as you read dear One, Brave One, Your heart is Gold and you were the miner.    Chipping away with the help of others to find the nugget that lay inside.    Where the voice of God sits inside with you, the Master.

YES YOU DESERVE MIRACLES!  YES YOU ARE A MIRACLE MAKER AND A DREAM BUILDER.

You toiled away at the rock face for far too long sometimes.   Maybe using a nail file when you were particularly low…lol.   Until it all got too much to bear and your super human self (Master) dropped the tools you used and melted the casing of hard rock or metal with LOVE.   Inside you the Grail cup was filled to the brim.   Drink in the words you hear from your heart Beloveds, this is your soul talking to you.

YES THIS IS YOUR SIGN.

YES THIS IS YOUR TIME.!!!

ONE HEART ASTROLOGY..CarolinekBeloved

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