WELCOME TO ANOTHER YEAR IN YOUR CALENDAR. IT IS JUST ANOTHER MOMENT WHERE YOU SIGH AND SURVEY YOUR LIFE BELOVED. I SAT WITH MY THOUGHTS AND LET THEM OVERWHELM ME WHEN I RAN AHEAD WITH HOW EACH HOPE AND DREAM WOULD APPEAR. YOU MUST NOT LET YOUR DREAMS DISAPPEAR THROUGH YOUR NEED TO KNOW HOW THE STORY FINISHES!!! THAT IS A VERY HUMAN TRAIT AND I WAS ONLY HUMAN FOR A WHILE JUST AS YOU.
HAVE YOU TAKEN YOURSELF BACK? HAVE YOU BELOVED? ARE YOU EMBRACING THIS PERSON YOU HAVE BROUGHT INTO EXISTENCE AND HEARD HER/HIM SPEAK CLEARLY OF WHAT IT IS THEY WANT. IF YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO NEXT YOU ARE NOT LISTENING TO YOUR VOICE. SIMPLE YET NOT WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR BELOVEDS. PEOPLE RELAY MESSAGES SUPPOSEDLY FROM ME AND IN SOME CASES THEY HAVE THE ESSENCE BUT THEY ARE COLOURED BY THEIR OWN VISION OF WHAT LIFE IS AND WHO I AM. I AM NOT BOUND BY RELIGION OR SUFFERING AS THESE ARE EARTHLY TRAITS.
EACH DAY AS I AWOKE I WOULD GIVE THANKS FOR WAKING!! I WOULD THEN GO BACK INTO THE DREAMS I HAD EXPERIENCED DURING SLEEP AND DO WHAT IS KNOWN AS A DREAM RECALL. I WOULD SIT AND ENVISION WHERE I HAD BEEN AND WHAT I HAD EXPERIENCED, WITHOUT ANY JUDGMENT. THESE WERE THE DEFINING MOMENTS OF MY DAY. I DID NOT NEED TO ENQUIRE AS TO WHAT THEY MEANT OR HOW THEY WOULD EFFECT AN EARTHLY EXISTENCE ONLY TO KNOW THE WORK I DID IN THAT DREAM STATE WAS PART OF MY REASON FOR BEING ON EARTH. I HAD COME TO THE AWARENESS THAT MOST OF THE GROWING WE DO HAPPENS IN THE SPACE OF SLEEP AND MEDITATION. WE CAN BRING IT INTO OUR DAILY LIFE AND WALK IN THE DREAM OR WE CAN SEE THOSE MOMENTS AS OUR EXPERIENCE IN OTHER REALMS OF REALITIES THAT ARE JUST AS REAL TO THE EARTH YOU WALK ON. THE DIFFERENCE IS BELOVED, YOUR EGO NEEDS TO KNOW WHAT FOOT TO PUT FORWARD WHEN YOU STEP INTO THE DAY. IN YOUR DREAM STATE YOU ARE IN THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE SOUL YOU ARE. YOU ARE THE MASTER. YOU ARE THE CHILD AND YOU ARE THE WITNESS TO THE ENDLESS REALMS OF CREATION THAT CALL ON US TO GROW HERE ON EARTH THROUGH OUR INTERACTIONS WITH THEM.
IS THERE EVER A MOMENT I FELT I HAD COME TO A CONCLUSION OF KNOWING? NO. WILL THERE BE ONE DEFINING MOMENT WHEN YOU KNOW THE SECRET TO ALL OF CREATION? NO. BECAUSE IN YOUR SOUL WHERE YOU TRAVEL EACH TIME YOU SLEEP YOU KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT CREATION AND THE ESSENCE OF GOD THROUGH THE MOTHER WHO IS THE GOD SELF. IN EACH BEAUTIFUL DAY AND DAWN OF THE EARTH YOU WAKE TO A BEING WHO IS SEARCHING CONSTANTLY TO FIND THE MEANING OF LIFE AS DIVINE WHEN YOU ARE ALREADY DIVINE BELOVED AND HAVE COME HERE TO BE HUMAN IN YOUR DIVINITY. THIS IS WHERE YOUR SOUL DWELLS. NESTLED BESIDE THE WOMB OF MOTHER IN YOU. THE EARTH HER GARDEN OF CREATION. HER CHILDREN ARE YOURS. I LEARNED…AS WE ALL DID THAT WE ARE NOT BOUND BY OUR THOUGHTS BUT BY THE COLLECTIVE THOUGHTS THAT CREATE THE MONSTERS WE CALL EVIL. THE WORD ITSELF IS AN ANAGRAM OF LIVE!!!
YES I SAW EVIL. YOU HAVE TOO. I SAW IT IN THE EYES OF THE MAN WHO EXERTS HIS ANGER ON A WOMAN OR A CHILD. OR ANOTHER MAN WHO HAS LOST HIS SENSE OF DIVINITY AND ALLOWED THE LOWER WILL TO OVERWHELM HIM TO THE EXTENT THAT HE MUST BE SUPERIOR AND BOWED TO. THE WOMAN WHO HAS NO HONOUR FOR ANOTHER BEING AND WHO ALLOWS HER OWN VANITY TO BELIEVE SHE IS ABOVE ANOTHER. THERE ARE LEVELS OF EVIL THAT DWELL IN THE CONSCIOUSNESS. A PERSON WHO IS LIVING IN HARMONY AND COMPLETE HONESTY MIGHT BE THE ONE THAT IS CHALLENGED BY EVIL THE MOST. THE PEOPLE THAT SURROUND THEM IN THEIR OWN HOME MIGHT BE THE ONES THAT EXHIBIT THE ANGER OF THE SERPENT THAT IS UNTAMED. THE SERPENT OR THE KUNDALINI IS THE WISEST BEING WITHIN WHEN IT IS IN HARMONY WITH THE DIVINE NATURE OF YOUR SOUL. WHEN IT OVERWHELMS THE SENSES WITH THE HELP OF ONES EGO IT BECOMES SOMETHING ELSE. IT HAS LOST ITS DIVINE NATURE AND THIS IS ITS MADNESS. IT GOES BEYOND THE INSTINCT OF THE SOUL THAT IS KNOWING AND IN THE NEED TO BE RIGHT AND HAVE AUTHORITY IT BECOMES A DARK SHADOW OF THE BEING YOU ARE. EVENTUALLY IF LEFT TO ITS OWN DEVICES IT WILL BECOME YOU. THIS IS THE SADDEST PART OF ALL. WHAT WAS ONCE THERE TO BE HARNESSED AS A MUSICAL NOTE TO SING THE BEAUTY OF YOUR SOUL IN LOVE AND HARMONY AND CREATION BECOMES A DEMON WHO TURNS EVERYTHING YOU CREATE INTO DUST.
THE PERSON SUDDENLY OVERWHELMED BY DEPRESSION OR ANXIETY MIGHT BE ATTACHED TO THE SPIRIT OF EVIL CREATED BY SOMEONE THEY HAVE COME INTO CONTACT WITH. A WORKER WHO BULLIES THEM OR OTHERS AND A TOXIC PLACE YOU SIT EACH DAY TO EARN YOUR LIVING. A FAMILY MEMBER WHO IS USED TO GETTING THEIR OWN WAY THROUGH BULLYING AND WHO HAS FORGOTTEN THAT LOVE IS THE WAY. A GROUP OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE STARTED OUT WITH THE EARNEST VISION TO HEAL OR TO HELP BUT THEN ALLOW THE CREATIVE FORCE TO BE DISRUPTED BY EGO, WHO LOVES TO FEED OFF THE DARKER ELEMENTS OF WILLFULNESS, AND BREAK DOWN THE HARMONY OF GOOD PEOPLE WHO HAVE COME TO BRING COMMUNITIES TOGETHER.
IF YOU ARE A WITNESS TO EVIL….YOU HAVE TWO CHOICES, AND TWO PATHS. YOU BELIEVE IT CAN CONTROL THE OUTCOME OR YOU SEE IT FOR WHAT IT REALLY IS. IT IS THE OVERWHELMING DESIRE OF THE EGO WANTING TO CREATE A NEGATIVE SPACE WHERE IT WILL LIVE. THE TWO WORDS ARE SIDE BY SIDE EVIL/LIVE. IN THIS YEAR YOU CALL 2016 IF YOU REALLY WANT TO LIVE IN PEACE AND HARMONY THE FIRST PORT OF CALL IS CLEAN YOUR HOUSE!! CLEAR OUT THE DARK CORNERS OF EVERY OLD OBJECT THAT RESIDES THERE. WASH THE WINDOWS AND REMOVE DUST THAT SETTLES AS IT IS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF ALL THAT HAS HAPPENED IN THAT HOME OR BUILDING. THESE ARE VERY SIMPLISTIC TEACHINGS. YOU HAVE LEARNED THE ASCENSION TEACHINGS AND THEY ARE HOW YOU LIVE CONSCIOUSLY AS AN ASCENDED BEING. WELL NOW START LIVING ON EARTH AS A HUMAN BEING WITH AN AWARENESS OF YOUR DIVINITY AND STOP BLAMING OTHERS FOR YOUR LACK OF LOVE WHEN YOU DO NOT LOVE YOURSELF ENOUGH TO LISTEN TO YOUR SOUL.
GET OFF YOUR CHAIR AND OUT INTO THE FRESH AIR. WALK IN THE RAIN AND UNDER A SUN BUT IF YOU SIT AND BROOD AND SAY IF ONLY….YOU ARE FEEDING THE VIPER THAT HAS WORKED ITS WAY INTO YOUR THOUGHTS. YOU ARE A NOT A DISCIPLE OF LOVE UNLESS YOU HAVE DISCIPLINE WITHIN YOUR OWN BODY AND THIS IS YOUR ROLE HERE AS A TEACHER. NOT TO TEACH HOW TO HEAL UNLESS YOU CAN HEAL YOURSELF OF YOUR THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS THAT OVERWHELM YOU. IF NO ONE COMES TO YOU FOR YOU TO HELP HEAL IT IS BECAUSE YOU HAVE NOT BEEN HONEST ABOUT HEALING YOUR OWN THOUGHTS AND YOUR CAPACITY AS A TEACHER OR HEALER IS DIMINISHED. THERE ARE VERY FEW TEACHERS AND GENUINE HEALERS ON EARTH. THERE ARE GOOD PEOPLE TRYING TO HEAL THEMSELVES IN THE GUISE OF HEALERS PASSING ON INFORMATION THAT RELATE TO THEMSELVES!!! BE AWARE. BE CONSCIOUS AND BE DISCERNING BELOVED. DREAM YOUR DREAMS OF REALITIES AND KNOW YOU HAVE VISITED THERE DURING YOUR SLEEP. COME BACK INTO YOUR WORLD AND CLEAN OUT THE TEMPLE OF YOUR HOUSE AND YOUR SOUL AND YOU WILL KNOW WHERE EVIL DWELLS AND BE ALL THE BETTER TO CLEAR IT WHEN YOU MEET IT IN ANOTHER. THIS IS WHAT JESUS DID. THIS IS WHAT I DID. THE OTHERS WHO KNEW TOO. WE STOPPED THE MADNESS OF CALLING ABOVE FOR ASSISTANCE WHEN WE REACHED A LEVEL OF AWARENESS THAT BROUGHT US BACK TO THE HEART OF THE EARTH. WE KNEW WE WERE ALREADY DIVINE AND ASSISTED ALL OF THE TIME BY THE DIVINITY OF LOVE IN THE UNIVERSE BUT WE KNEW IT WAS EARTH AND THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF SEPARATION WE HAD TO ASSIST, FIRSTLY IN OURSELVES AND THEN IN OUR PRESENCE AMONG OTHERS.
DO NOT FEAR EVIL. IT IS A FLY THAT STICKS TO THE OINTMENT OF THE ELIXIR OF A GOOD LIFE. DO NOT SPEAK BADLY OF ANOTHER. DO NOT GOSSIP. DO NOT HOLD SOMETHING TO BE TRUE WHEN YOU KNOW IT IS A LIE AND AGAINST ANOTHER. VERY SIMPLE STEPS TO LIVING BUT HARD WHEN YOU ARE CHALLENGED BY THOSE VERY ASPECTS IN YOURSELF AND OTHERS. THIS YEAR IS THE YEAR YOU CLEAR OUT THE TEMPLE. CLEAR IT OUT AND LEAVE NO SPACE UNTURNED IF YOU ARE REALLY HEARTFELT ABOUT WHO YOU ARE. I KNOW YOU CAN READ THIS AND I KNOW YOU KNOW IT TO BE TRUE WHEN IT STRIKES A CHORD IN YOUR SOUL. EVIL CANNOT DWELL WHERE THERE IS NO RESPONSE TO UNKIND WORDS AND YET NO SUBSERVIENCE TO ITS BRUTALITY IN ANY WAY.
CAROLINE MARY
THE ROSE BELOVED HEART 2016

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