There lies within us all a space so exquisite and beautiful that it can only be described as Heaven. You might think of this space as a cave you have to mine into and cut away to reach and to some extent this is very true. We spend all our earthly lives searching for heaven when it is in this little space called peace. It is shining so brightly within us and yet so minutely we miss its existence. The secret to life is ….there is no secret. The reason why we are here is to breathe. To experience this physicality and the emotions it brings so as to see how futile it all is. You have lived a life and grown through childhood to be the adult who repeats the patterns of the father and mother. In between there will be resistance to the life you were shown as your reality and somewhere in the middle a breakdown of all you thought to be your comfort… and this is the moment when the diamond within is shining, waiting to be found. The dark passage of the soul is one where you surrender to its darkness for it is yours. This will be your saving grace and your hell all at once beloved. The voices of the ancient ones will call you and they will be like lanterns in the dark. The voices of the ancestors through your ego will call you and say “keep going.”
What happens when you get to the very core of who you are? Is that the end of the search for peace and love? No. It continues and grows and becomes your evolution of spirit on earth. You break down spirit/matter and become an alchemist of the soul. You change your reality and who you are reinventing yourself when you feel the urge so strong to leave behind what you think you know and be the person who is so much more than the physical being with an earthly time limit on earth. You become an ancient one. You become the person who has no age and no attachments to this world. You live in it and can do everything you always did but you will see everything with new eyes. The window to the soul is open and your Master guide is watching you take this journey back to them.
The Master soul is you. It is a you that cannot be fooled by the self. You know there is no such thing as blame or shame or you do not have a need to be applauded for your actions or sought out to be needed. You just are. This has been the conundrum of all spiritual paths for the ancients. When you get to the centre of yourself and see the world as a vision and not necessarily as reality you need to take time just to be. You will need space to be peaceful and not talk and to enter that world within you that calls your name. You will change people say, and they might have opinions about this new you but this will be of no concern. Their opinions do not call your soul and bring you to a place that is Heaven, it is their ego wishing you to stay in the same place they are. That place is called the labyrinth of the soul where we all walk, searching for answers in the exterior through books, through spiritual courses and friends and associates who have had similar experiences to ours. We help keep each other afloat and generally form relationships that have become spaces for growth, be they partnerships of husband, wife, family or friends in general. In that space so much karma was played out and released and certainly held huge potential to grow.
Think back to mothers and fathers and their own relationships and how they viewed each others role in families and with each other. Were they honouring of the basic human right to love/peace/harmony and comfort or were they a push and pull of hearts and minds that needed to be played out in dramas? I know so many were. This was all as it should be and nothing was done in vain believe me. The children born from karmic relationships are the heroes of ascension. They came into the world knowing the family units they would be placed into would be one of immense growth and cause so much pain emotionally as this happened. The children are the indigo children and they would be in their late teens and twenties now. They are pushing boundaries with everything that we knew as reality. They will not accept relationships that are not honouring and harmonious be they their own or their parents. They know they are not real!!! It is the illusion of the ancestral patterns that we the children of the sixties and seventies came into play out one last time. The flower power generation that our parents would have been part of and we the result of those unions are the essence of the new world. Our children are the incarnation of the free heart. There have been many labels for them such as attention deficit behaviour etc. and this is all nicely packaged with medication to keep their true spirit dampened down. Much the same as in the sixties when women were given valium or other forms of treatment to keep them in a quiet space and not causing too much trouble!!!! Why is it when someone comes along to waken us all up we seek to quieten them down or shut them right up! There is still a part of society that is uncomfortable with change and this is very true of our own immediate worlds with families and friends. To pack up and go and travel seems like a dream. Its a risky business people say! That is all very well when you are a youngster and have no responsibilities. You have a job now and a pension to look forward to….You have teenagers or young adults who need you and you cannot just go off and be selfish. My wish is for you to be selfish. Drop what makes you feel so sad and so grey. When a thought comes to test you…send it on its way with a smile and a wish that it returns to where it came. If you are finding out the world you lived in does not push or pull you with drama or with man made responsibilities you are finding the diamond within. You are closer to God than you have ever been and even religion could not stop you finding him/her. Go on…LIVE, AND BREATHE, do not look back beloveds. KEEP GOING YOU ARE NEARLY THERE.
carolinekbelovedheart..
the heart of aphrodite
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